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idk why, i just get more and more emotional instead. even my parents tell me something is "off" about me, my dad told me i seem angry. i CANT control myself anymore. its impossible to laugh or smile, i go most of the day without eating, i cant make eye contact anymore. and i cant seem to find a solution sadly, im gonna have to live with shit forever ig.
its also partially the military's fault too. because i saw that there is worse than a shitty date with your itis so by comparsion those moments feel like heaven which makes me cry more about her. but then i realize that its over, i will never see her again and it uncontrollably affects my behavior. even i cant stand myself anymore.
its also partially the military's fault too. because i saw that there is worse than a shitty date with your itis so by comparsion those moments feel like heaven which makes me cry more about her. but then i realize that its over, i will never see her again and it uncontrollably affects my behavior. even i cant stand myself anymore.