The more you live the more pain you experience

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When you think things can’t get any worse, when you are at the verge of roping, it’s merely only a small taste of how bad it can actually get. I’m genuinely scared at what else can happen at this point. Sometimes I feel like roping.

And not roping just due to depression but also because I have made superhuman efforts for some things and they just didn’t play out right. To some level I am happy with myself because I did anything that was in my power for a happy life. I kept fighting against all odds and what did I win in the end? Nothing. Only the realisation that I should have died long ago so that I wouldn’t have experienced this shit.
 
Ok and the more you live the more joy you experience also
 
Ok and the more you live the more joy you experience also
Literally 5 days of fake joy in exchange for 4 years of pain, good deal right?
 

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