The nd pill is so brutal

[foidraper7472]

I’m 17 and nd (Asperger’s) , life is so brutal man. I see people my age going out having fun being with so many people and having friends and being able to communicate. I’m stuck alone barely had any friends my whole life . I can’t imagine life being normal it would be so good , going out living life , being able to talk to girls party do shit… I barely can communicate with people I can’t even make friends. The most I can do is go out with my brother and his friends and I hate it so much.

 

[StellaFanboy]

I wonder how is your experience? what prevents you exactly from communicating etc.? like how do you feel, do you have the urge to socialize etc?

 

[definetlynotagray]

I’m 17 and nd (Asperger’s) , life is so brutal man. I see people my age going out having fun being with so many people and having friends and being able to communicate. I’m stuck alone barely had any friends my whole life . I can’t imagine life being normal it would be so good , going out living life , being able to talk to girls party do shit… I barely can communicate with people I can’t even make friends. The most I can do is go out with my brother and his friends and I hate it so much.

get high and go out its fun

 

[lazymaxxer]

I’m 17 and nd (Asperger’s) , life is so brutal man. I see people my age going out having fun being with so many people and having friends and being able to communicate. I’m stuck alone barely had any friends my whole life . I can’t imagine life being normal it would be so good , going out living life , being able to talk to girls party do shit… I barely can communicate with people I can’t even make friends. The most I can do is go out with my brother and his friends and I hate it so much.

just get drunk dude

 

[EvilChef]

No dude. It's not a brutal pill, you're 17 years old and will be a little below average in life. You probably don't have trauma, haven't been molestered, you have a house, family and a meal or two everyday. But you are not living a "brutal" life.

 

[foidraper7472]

I wonder how is your experience? what prevents you exactly from communicating etc.? like how do you feel, do you have the urge to socialize etc?

I want to but can’t . Conversation just doesn’t come out and even if it does it’s random shit that nobody cares about like gym bp and that shit .

 

[RemovedEdison]

I’m 17 and nd (Asperger’s) , life is so brutal man. I see people my age going out having fun being with so many people and having friends and being able to communicate. I’m stuck alone barely had any friends my whole life . I can’t imagine life being normal it would be so good , going out living life , being able to talk to girls party do shit… I barely can communicate with people I can’t even make friends. The most I can do is go out with my brother and his friends and I hate it so much.

Yeah as a fellow aspie i relate to this. I was/am on a different wavelength than most people so its hard to connect/communicate with people and even harder to get along. Alot of things normal people do just don't make sense to me and they don't like me that much so I am mostly a hermit/outcast. If you do have friends you are most likely the weirdo of the group and people outside the friend group see that as well.

 

[foidraper7472]

get high and go out its fun

Get high on what

 

[foidraper7472]

Yeah as a fellow aspie i relate to this. I was/am on a different wavelength than most people so it’s hard to connect/communicate with people and even harder to get along. Alot of things normal people do just don't make sense to me and they don't like me that much so I am mostly a hermit/outcast. If you do have friends you are most likely the weirdo of the group and people outside the friend group see that as well.

I’m always the weirdo most people somehow find out I have something just by talking to them even in school I have to be with the weird kids and I hate this

 

[foidraper7472]

No dude. It's not a brutal pill, you're 17 years old and will be a little below average in life. You probably don't have trauma, haven't been molestered, you have a house, family and a meal or two everyday. But you are not living a "brutal" life.

Yeah sure , I’d rather be neurotypical and have trauma or no food

 

[StellaFanboy]

I want to but can’t . Conversation just doesn’t come out and even if it does it’s random shit that nobody cares about like gym bp and that shit .

Ah interesting, to me conversation just comes naturally, it almost feels like an urge to fill out the awkward dead quiet space and i stick to "important" basic safe range of convos just by instinct until the other person maybe shows a particular interest.

Remember this - people love talking about themselves, just ask them questions out of curiosity but dont make it feel like an interview