the older i get, the more thoughts i have been thinking, so the easier these thoughts come to me, facilitated through endless repetition

[_MVP_]

btw bonus:

i think i have found a mindset that can make me better at talking: its to just not focus on only saying smart things, but focus on being verbose-optimied, saying everything that can be said, even if its not smart to say, i enter this mode when im in an interview, then dont focus on saying smart things, but being verbose-optimied, saying everything that can be said.

ofc on the forum i will only say smart things, but irl u cannot say smart things anyway, u will be cancelled for telling the truth, politically incorrect things etc, so irl i will keep being verbose , wearing a mask like an actor. mvp writing on the forum and mvp talking irl will be completely different species. but ofc i will only talk irl if it gives me energy, instead of dissipating it