Former Shortcel
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I cant believe i used to smoke without a beer on me, at most you get a short burst of dopamine from being reminded of the lovely drunk cigarette you may have had recently…
But then the shite taste of the cigarette when youre sober hits you, and all i could think to myself was “why am i even doing this” - all i could feel was shame
I was just stuck in an endless cycle of craving the quick dopamine hit, until i got my shit together and stopped doing it
I couldve genuinely gave less of a shit about the cancer risks too — the likelihood of me getting cancer is high anyways because of genetics. I only quit because it tasted like shit
But then the shite taste of the cigarette when youre sober hits you, and all i could think to myself was “why am i even doing this” - all i could feel was shame
I was just stuck in an endless cycle of craving the quick dopamine hit, until i got my shit together and stopped doing it
I couldve genuinely gave less of a shit about the cancer risks too — the likelihood of me getting cancer is high anyways because of genetics. I only quit because it tasted like shit