The reason i will suffer until the day i die.

[Zeruel]

I always ask myself this - why am i suffering? but maybe it’s justified.

I heard something about “the sins of the father shall be visited upon the son” and maybe that’s it.

My parents told me that both of their fathers served in the army during the first Balkan war in 1912.

Maybe they were dark triad psychopaths and probably raped and murdered a lot of people. Perhaps i have bastard siblings in Turkey or in Greece today.