The Road To Ruin Is Shorter Than You Think

[LiL 369]

This is especially a reminder for teenagers and young adults just like me. You guys have no idea how close you can be to completely ruining your life one mistake, one bad day, one bad decision, one careless action can be enough to change everything forever.

I can tell you this from personal experience. Im not a violent person, nor do I have a particularly bad temper. Im actually very playful and usually dont take things too seriously. But when I was growing up, there were times when, for literally no reason at all, I would completely lose my shit. Whether it was with teachers, friends, or even when I used to play football competitively, I'd sometimes let my emotions get the better of me.

Afterwards, people would genuinely be like "Omg I would never have expected that from you"...

As I got older, I started telling myself that I simply couldn't allow that kind of behaviour anymore. I still occasionally let words fly out of my mouth when Im angry, but believe me, its nothing compared to how I used to be.

Yesterday, a friend of mine here at work completely lost his mind E X A C T L Y the way I used to. It was over something completely trivial something none of us would ever have expected from him. He ended up punching the dude, and now he's facing the police and potentially going to court. He's lost his job, and he may end up with a criminal record over one moment where he wasnt using his brain.

Thats the kind of shit that really makes you stop and think about life.

 

[mangotimer]

 

[ArchangeI]

thank you for the advice

 

[ANON]

Impulse control is Important

 

[FiendFiend]

This is especially a reminder for teenagers and young adults just like me. You guys have no idea how close you can be to completely ruining your life one mistake, one bad day, one bad decision, one not so thoughtfull action can be enough to change everything forever.

I can tell you this from personal experience. Im not a violent person, nor do I have a particularly bad temper. Im actually very playful and usually dont take things too seriously. But when I was growing up, there were times when, for literally no reason at all, I would completely lose my shit. Whether it was with teachers, friends, or even when I used to play football competitively, I'd sometimes let my emotions get the better of me.

Afterwards, people would genuinely be like "Omg I would never have expected that from you"...

As I got older, I started telling myself that I simply couldn't allow that kind of behaviour anymore. I still occasionally let words fly out of my mouth when Im angry, but believe me, its nothing compared to how I used to be.

Yesterday, a friend of mine here at work completely lost his mind E X A C T L Y the way I used to. It was over something completely trivial something none of us would ever have expected from him. He ended up punching the dude, and now he's facing the police and potentially going to court. He's lost his job, and he may end up with a criminal record over one moment where he wasnt using his brain.

Thats the kind of shit that really makes you stop and think about life.

water,

gen Z is mentally ill as fuck its more important than ever not to lose your mind,

 

[eology]

This is especially a reminder for teenagers and young adults just like me. You guys have no idea how close you can be to completely ruining your life one mistake, one bad day, one bad decision, one not so thoughtfull action can be enough to change everything forever.

I can tell you this from personal experience. Im not a violent person, nor do I have a particularly bad temper. Im actually very playful and usually dont take things too seriously. But when I was growing up, there were times when, for literally no reason at all, I would completely lose my shit. Whether it was with teachers, friends, or even when I used to play football competitively, I'd sometimes let my emotions get the better of me.

Afterwards, people would genuinely be like "Omg I would never have expected that from you"...

As I got older, I started telling myself that I simply couldn't allow that kind of behaviour anymore. I still occasionally let words fly out of my mouth when Im angry, but believe me, its nothing compared to how I used to be.

Yesterday, a friend of mine here at work completely lost his mind E X A C T L Y the way I used to. It was over something completely trivial something none of us would ever have expected from him. He ended up punching the dude, and now he's facing the police and potentially going to court. He's lost his job, and he may end up with a criminal record over one moment where he wasnt using his brain.

Thats the kind of shit that really makes you stop and think about life.

needed
i almost ruined my life until self control saved me
emotional suppresion and composure is everything

never face people for what they are or done, it wont matter and you cant do anything without backlash

 

[eology]

would not hurt a fly
be humble

 

[LiL 369]

Someone made a thread sometime ago asking users if they ever had a near death moment. I can tell you about mine too.

At crossroads, if there are no cars and I have a clear view of both sides, I usually just cross, even if the light is red.

There was this one day where I wasnt in a hurry at all. The light was red for me, I looked both ways and saw nothing, but then I thought to myself, "Man, Im not in a hurry, fuck it, Im just going to wait this time."

Next second, I just see a car fucking flying right in front of me.

Fucking insane. If I had crossed like I usually do, I can tell you right now I wouldnt be writing this. It only takes one moment fr...

 

[Former Shortcel]

I know a fella who lost his shit on a nightout and punched a police officer, hes now facing a couple years in prison

 

[eology]

Someone made a thread sometime ago asking users if they ever had a near death moment. I can tell you about mine too.

At crossroads, if there are no cars and I have a clear view of both sides, I usually just cross, even if the light is red.

There was this one day where I wasnt in a hurry at all. The light was red for me, I looked both ways and saw nothing, but then I thought to myself, "Man, Im not in a hurry, fuck it, Im just going to wait this time."

Next second, I just see a car fucking flying right in front of me.

Fucking insane. If I had crossed like I usually do, I can tell you right now I wouldnt be writing this. It only takes on moment fr...

this life is 100% bullshit
i dont feel anything anymore, not even anger.
nothing really matters since society has fallen to full corruption already

just go from goal to goal and day to day

i wonder what is going to be like when i die, in the afterlife
thats why i wont just be immoral, the lack of control death brings is inconceivable

i dont what elliot rodger will do in his trial, high chance he might be sentenced for idk how many years in hell
thats why i wont buy these retributions, youll make a scene out of killing people then be killed yourself
brutally, really brutally pathetic and gruesome
for what? because you were undignified?
imho not worth

my life ive been made wrong and misinterpreted in every situation possible
i had my moments of confusion and indiscipline, they were indeed self destructive
but now, it made me calculative and cold
i cant fear anything besides physical pain like rape or torture

 

[sonic55555]

This is especially a reminder for teenagers and young adults just like me. You guys have no idea how close you can be to completely ruining your life one mistake, one bad day, one bad decision, one careless action can be enough to change everything forever.

I can tell you this from personal experience. Im not a violent person, nor do I have a particularly bad temper. Im actually very playful and usually dont take things too seriously. But when I was growing up, there were times when, for literally no reason at all, I would completely lose my shit. Whether it was with teachers, friends, or even when I used to play football competitively, I'd sometimes let my emotions get the better of me.

Afterwards, people would genuinely be like "Omg I would never have expected that from you"...

As I got older, I started telling myself that I simply couldn't allow that kind of behaviour anymore. I still occasionally let words fly out of my mouth when Im angry, but believe me, its nothing compared to how I used to be.

Yesterday, a friend of mine here at work completely lost his mind E X A C T L Y the way I used to. It was over something completely trivial something none of us would ever have expected from him. He ended up punching the dude, and now he's facing the police and potentially going to court. He's lost his job, and he may end up with a criminal record over one moment where he wasnt using his brain.

Thats the kind of shit that really makes you stop and think about life.

lmao in cuckmerica u cant punch a guy without getting ur life ruined. truly goyslaved

 

[accinr]

being depressed my whole teenagehood nuked my impulsivity

 

[eology]

lmao in cuckmerica u cant punch a guy without getting ur life ruined. truly goyslaved

3rd world they send "the brothers" to kidnap and torture you instead

the world is a reigned by the law of the jungle
me and you are not that strong and willed go around asserting ourselves like that

 

[sonic55555]

3rd world they send "the brothers" to kidnap and torture you instead

the world is a reigned by the law of the jungle
me and you are not that strong and willed go around asserting ourselves like that

well i suppose thats true !

 

[eology]

well i suppose thats true !

idk i just been betrayed so many times i just rather use other forms of power than harassing and assaulting

always through moral and objective ways ofc i dont want God to expose and punish me

 

[sonic55555]

idk i just been betrayed so many times i just rather use other forms of power than harassing and assaulting

always through moral and objective ways ofc i dont want God to expose and punish me

i just dont want to get my face smashed. getting in fights is bad

 

[Junbae]

Afterwards, people would genuinely be like "Omg I would never have expected that from you"...

 

[eology]

i just dont want to get my face smashed. getting in fights is bad

people are evil man
every power dynamics you are under risk of getting thrown under the bus

i really dont trust nobody
not in a paranoid way, out of experience and honest perception

 

[eology]

people are evil man
every power dynamics you are under risk of getting thrown under the bus

i really dont trust nobody
not in a paranoid way, out of experience and honest perception

things are way more brutal than what they look like

people might have been planning to take you down way before you realized
people might have been putting drugs on your foods

youll never know
and they will never ever admit

 

[eology]

things are way more brutal than what they look like

people might have been planning to take you down way before you realized
people might have been putting drugs on your foods

youll never know

thats why you have to have some form of shape shifting skills
never accuse people and never accuse yourself with freudian slips

just prevent, prevention is key

 

[Brava]

Bookmarked*

Have you ever gone to a psychologist or psychiatrist because of your sparks of sudden anger and “crashing out”

Also another thing to add onto this topic is that for a lot of people they get ruined by overrall negative emotion that are constant in their lives.

Regardless of how often you get these negative emotions whether you live with them or you get these sudden rage sparks, it’s still something that if not treated or taken care of properly can like you said ruin your life.

 

[eology]

Bookmarked*

Have you ever gone to a psychologist or psychiatrist because of your sparks of sudden anger and “crashing out”

Also another thing to add onto this topic is that for a lot of people they get ruined by overrall negative emotion that are constant in their lives.

Regardless of how often you get these negative emotions whether you live with them or you get these sudden rage sparks, it’s still something that if not treated or taken care of properly can like you said ruin your life.

my treatment was getting the consequences of my "righteous" anger, not such thing as good anger

once i was in trial for my actions i spoke and did the right steps to get out of it
next time will be harder for me to do so

not everyone will just pull a clutch out of their sentences, it requires miracles inside the process

 

[Brava]

my treatment was getting the consequences of my "righteous" anger, not such thing as good anger

once i was in trial for my actions i spoke and did the right steps to get out of it
next time will be harder for me to do so

not everyone will just pull a clutch out of their sentences, it requires miracles inside the process

And that’s why monitoring each and Every single one of your actions is essential if you don’t want to get into some bullshit.

Unfortunately human greed will forever make people think they got it all under control when in reality they don’t. Not always at least.

 

[eology]

And that’s why monitoring each and Every single one of your actions is essential if you don’t want to get into some bullshit.

agreed
your brain will physically evolve in the process

 

[LiL 369]

Bookmarked*

Have you ever gone to a psychologist or psychiatrist because of your sparks of sudden anger and “crashing out”

Also another thing to add onto this topic is that for a lot of people they get ruined by overrall negative emotion that are constant in their lives.

Regardless of how often you get these negative emotions whether you live with them or you get these sudden rage sparks, it’s still something that if not treated or taken care of properly can like you said ruin your life.

No, honestly, that idea never even crossed my mind tbh. Ive always lived my life feeling like Im fully in control of the path it takes. Thats why I can even say to myself and others that I work at a gym and Im pretty much semi-broke simply because I choose/chose not to work more. I know that if I really wanted to change my situation, I could.

I guess I have always had that mindset when it comes to my own behaviour as well. I never really saw my anger as something outside of my control, more like something I was responsible for dealing with myself.

Edit: Had to gpt this, had no idea how to express this..

 

[eology]

And that’s why monitoring each and Every single one of your actions is essential if you don’t want to get into some bullshit.

Unfortunately human greed will forever make people think they got it all under control when in reality they don’t. Not always at least.

Fate is really a game of dice, the house will win most the of times which means YOU will lose

Some people, specially women are under control by structure so their pride is learned and they will commit acts of tyranny recklessly

People like me cant do anything but accuse them of their injustice and wait for God to use animals, envirioment/nature and random violent people as tools to bring their end

 

[Brava]

No, honestly, that idea never even crossed my mind tbh. Ive always lived my life feeling like Im fully in control of the path it takes.

That’s a wonderful way to live. Purpose is easy to obtain and retaining it is possible to with this way of living.

Thats why I can even say to myself and others that I work at a gym and Im pretty much semi-broke simply because I choose/chose not to work more. I know that if I really wanted to change my situation, I could.

are you happy about your current life situation? You don’t have to answer if you dont want to. But maybe it is a question you can ask yourself.

I guess I have always had that mindset when it comes to my own behaviour as well. I never really saw my anger as something outside of my control, more like something I was responsible for dealing with myself.

Edit: Had to gpt this, had no idea how to express this..

Yea I can see that. It’s jsut a canon event in life. Or a canon trait that you have to deal with.

Are you not a native English speaker ? Just curious since you had to use gpt. No shame at all. If anything it’s more impressive that you have such obscure thoughts that you need assistance with to express them.

 

[Brava]

Fate is really a game of dice, the house will win most the of times which means YOU will lose

Some people, specially women are under control by structure so their pride is learned and they will commit acts of tyranny recklessly

People like me cant do anything but accuse them of their injustice and wait for God to use animals, envirioment/nature and random violent people as tools to bring their end

That’s actually a really deep statement.

A way to understand females better as well.

By God do you mean just waiting things out or just letting fate decide what happens to who ?

 

[eology]

That’s actually a really deep statement.

A way to understand females better as well.

By God do you mean just waiting things out or just letting fate decide what happens to who ?

The God(of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob) everyone knows, he decides fate the way he wants and what is going to happen will happen regardless

so nothing really matters and i could not care less about what i feel

just dont pratice evil acts at the end
the world is a really brutal place but it can always get more brutal if you mess up

 

[Brava]

The God(of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob) everyone knows, he decides fate the way he wants and what is going to happen will happen regardless

so nothing really matters and i could not care less about what i feel

just dont pratice evil acts at the end
the world is a really brutal place but it can always get more brutal if you mess up

Well that’s if you are a believer of God. I’m personally I Christian as well I grew up in a Christian household. Tho lately my faith has been getting tested. So rather I’m a 50/50 believer just confused.

Don’t want to sound like an ignorant atheist here but you do realize that non religious people with the same / similar perspectives exist and for them it’s more of a fate aligning thing rather than Gods decision

 

[eology]

Well that’s if you are a believer of God. I’m personally I Christian as well I grew up in a Christian household. Tho lately my faith has been getting tested. So rather I’m a 50/50 believer just confused.

Don’t want to sound like an ignorant atheist here but you do realize that non religious people with the same / similar perspectives exist and for them it’s more of a fate aligning thing rather than Gods decision

in my life many things happened in a strange way idk

im not the most religious guy, if i was i wouldnt be here
ill be later on

i just cant be an atheist really
normies only can only stand this worldview because either theyre privileged or theyre severely delusional, out of consciousness in many ways
if they have some form of agony they already lose their control and kill themselves

i cant kill myself, im fearful of the consequences since i cant prove afterlife doesnt exist

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

lmao in cuckmerica u cant punch a guy without getting ur life ruined. truly goyslaved

It's so fucking o v e r

 

[LiL 369]

are you happy about your current life situation? You don’t have to answer if you dont want to. But maybe it is a question you can ask yourself.

Yeah, I cant complain about anything.

Are you not a native English speaker ? Just curious since you had to use gpt. No shame at all. If anything it’s more impressive that you have such obscure thoughts that you need assistance with to express them.

Im portuguese. I rarely use gpt, only when I dont like the way I expressed something and cant think of a better way to put it.

 

[Brava]

in my life many things happened in a strange way idk

im not the most religious guy, if i was i wouldnt be here
ill be later on

I resonate with you

i just cant be an atheist really
normies only can only stand this worldview because either theyre privileged or theyre severely delusional, out of consciousness in many ways
if they have some form of agony they already lose their control and kill themselves

I think it’s also ignorance and greed that provokes these atheists to be so loud about their belief and how they are fully right and un brainwashed

i cant kill myself, im fearful of the consequences since i cant prove afterlife doesnt exist

Same.

 

[jeremyy]

This is especially a reminder for teenagers and young adults just like me. You guys have no idea how close you can be to completely ruining your life one mistake, one bad day, one bad decision, one careless action can be enough to change everything forever.

I can tell you this from personal experience. Im not a violent person, nor do I have a particularly bad temper. Im actually very playful and usually dont take things too seriously. But when I was growing up, there were times when, for literally no reason at all, I would completely lose my shit. Whether it was with teachers, friends, or even when I used to play football competitively, I'd sometimes let my emotions get the better of me.

Afterwards, people would genuinely be like "Omg I would never have expected that from you"...

As I got older, I started telling myself that I simply couldn't allow that kind of behaviour anymore. I still occasionally let words fly out of my mouth when Im angry, but believe me, its nothing compared to how I used to be.

Yesterday, a friend of mine here at work completely lost his mind E X A C T L Y the way I used to. It was over something completely trivial something none of us would ever have expected from him. He ended up punching the dude, and now he's facing the police and potentially going to court. He's lost his job, and he may end up with a criminal record over one moment where he wasnt using his brain.

Thats the kind of shit that really makes you stop and think about life.

 

[Brava]

Yeah, I cant complain about anything.

Hmmm that’s nice. As long as you are happy and you see success than that’s all that matters.

Im portuguese. I rarely use gpt, only when I dont like the way I expressed something and cant think of a better way to put it.

Oh nice Portugal I like that country.

people that speak multiple languages usually think faster and quicker so sometimes you need a translator to help with your thoughts.

 

[eology]

Hmmm that’s nice. As long as you are happy and you see success than that’s all that matters.

Oh nice Portugal I like that country.

people that speak multiple languages usually think faster and quicker so sometimes you need a translator to help with your thoughts.

i know english and spanish fully also half of french and portuguese

i know a little of hebrew just syllables since letters are longer, making words shorter

 

[Brava]

i know english and spanish fully also half of french and portuguese

Oh wow hablas espanol ? Estuve aprendiendo español por dos años y no hablo muy bueno lol

i know a little of hebrew just syllables since letters are longer, making words shorter

That’s nice bro. Hebrew is an interesting language. I would want to learn French personally.

 

[eology]

Oh wow hablas espanol ? Estuve aprendiendo español por dos años y no hablo muy bueno lol

That’s nice bro. Hebrew is an interesting language. I would want to learn French personally.

yes, im from argentina
its quite common to switch between languages types and feel stuck

edit: forgot to mention italian but i dont know exactly where im at

i started isolating myself mid hs and part of my time was studying the bible more deeply

 

[eology]

yes, im from argentina

i started isolating myself mid hs and part of my time was studying the bible more deeply

sorry for the less elaborate reply im on mobile now

 

[eology]

yes, im from argentina
its quite common to switch between languages types and feel stuck

edit: forgot to mention italian but i dont know exactly where im at

i started isolating myself mid hs and part of my time was studying the bible more deeply

i cant stay at the same location for a long time, as a kid even id always be switching between spaces

 

[Brava]

yes, im from argentina
its quite common to switch between languages types and feel stuck

I understand. I speak multiple languages as well. As well as learning some.

edit: forgot to mention italian but i dont know exactly where im at

As long as you can have a basic conversation I feel like that counts as a language you know

i started isolating myself mid hs and part of my time was studying the bible more deeply

Do you think you could have had friends AND studied the bible in isolation ?

 

[eology]

I understand. I speak multiple languages as well. As well as learning some.

As long as you can have a basic conversation I feel like that counts as a language you know

Do you think you could have had friends AND studied the bible in isolation ?

i did have one or two friends at the time but with changing places i stopped talking with them
they were open to religion and other stuff out of overton window, did not care on their own tho

 

[_MVP_]

MVP approved

 

[Brava]

i did have one or two friends at the time but with changing places i stopped talking with them
they were open to religion and other stuff out of overton window, did not care on their own tho

That’s interesting. I really hope you aren’t as lonely as you once were nowadays.