Zeruel
Eternal Simp and Cuckold
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Do you guys get what i mean?
Maybe a good portion of you won’t because you don’t want a relationship but just want to “slay” the most amount of attractive women possible.
I feel like this right now because i felt alone and worthless, i was emailing a girl 2 years older than me but she is from the other side of the world and I’ll probably never meet her even if she has been positive with me, she’s just not active enough with me anymore.
The oneitis whom i made a big thread about was so brutal.
Now my mother gave me a girl’s phone number because she happens to be the daughter of a her friend and a supposed Christian, this girl dropped on her 3rd year of university she was learning Korean philology because she was and still is a kpop fan, so she’s currently tired from uni and depressed.
Why would i go for someone like her?
This girl has given me iois like wanting to talk with me, smiling a lot at me, hugging me (my former oneitis did those things but whatever) but most importantly actually physically touching me when we talk.
I realized i can’t ignore her so i talked to my mom to give me her phone and after some convincing it worked.
Idk how old her phone is and if i can DM her but i did something at least and i don’t feel completely empty.
The girl is around a LTB and she’s 5’8” I believe.
Other than her looks she’s very quiet, humble and a workaholic, intelligent - went to an elite school and had the best national score for some test but she had an individual form of education instead of being with other students like normal.
I thought she would be smart enough to date and be taken by Chad but apparently she isn’t because she does truly appear to be an introverted Christian like myself (although i do go off the deep end sometimes).
This girl is in another city but it’s pretty close by.
I’ll try to contact the phone number tomorrow.
Right now I’ll go to bed.
Maybe a good portion of you won’t because you don’t want a relationship but just want to “slay” the most amount of attractive women possible.
I feel like this right now because i felt alone and worthless, i was emailing a girl 2 years older than me but she is from the other side of the world and I’ll probably never meet her even if she has been positive with me, she’s just not active enough with me anymore.
The oneitis whom i made a big thread about was so brutal.
Now my mother gave me a girl’s phone number because she happens to be the daughter of a her friend and a supposed Christian, this girl dropped on her 3rd year of university she was learning Korean philology because she was and still is a kpop fan, so she’s currently tired from uni and depressed.
Why would i go for someone like her?
This girl has given me iois like wanting to talk with me, smiling a lot at me, hugging me (my former oneitis did those things but whatever) but most importantly actually physically touching me when we talk.
I realized i can’t ignore her so i talked to my mom to give me her phone and after some convincing it worked.
Idk how old her phone is and if i can DM her but i did something at least and i don’t feel completely empty.
The girl is around a LTB and she’s 5’8” I believe.
Other than her looks she’s very quiet, humble and a workaholic, intelligent - went to an elite school and had the best national score for some test but she had an individual form of education instead of being with other students like normal.
I thought she would be smart enough to date and be taken by Chad but apparently she isn’t because she does truly appear to be an introverted Christian like myself (although i do go off the deep end sometimes).
This girl is in another city but it’s pretty close by.
I’ll try to contact the phone number tomorrow.
Right now I’ll go to bed.
