You're 20 psl
20?
Yes.
Muh just bro....
guy never heard of bullying and mental illness
Can i quote James Bond lines?
Looksmin
what effects did u get from microdosing ?
bad mindspace
legit. cant use it often tho
How bout weed
Tbh this does work to some extent after my rotting period i started using benzos to be nt and it worked out i found after using them in social situations for a while I could perform well and the same without them. But its risk and i think it depends on the feedback u get from people. I made allot of friends and got allot of positive feedback when I was using them. If u get treated negatively it prob wont help u and u are now at risk of having a serious drug problem as well.So a lot of people tout the old " You should fix your underlying problems " when it comes to using drugs or substances to fix your NT and SA.
But what IF the underlying problem is the repeated bad conditioning we received by being treated badly.
So if we fraud our social skills long enough, with drugs, wouldn't that cause our underlying problem to be fixed at the same time, which is being treated badly through years of growing up.
You're honestly just cucking yourself if you think you'll fix your SA and nonNTness by "just trying" .
I'm convinced that you can't just trick your mammalian brain that you're something you're not. BUT if you show it for long enough that you're actually worth the acceptance of normies, through having mogger social experiences with the help of drugs, then it will internalize that, and in turn make you more NT by default.
thoughts?
I'll start low dose antidepressants, since they do make you more NT, and when going out use alcohol and downers in good amounts. Phenibut maybe. Also considering taking test when I get the money. In essence I'll make myself NT at any cost to ensure good social experiences which should in turn make me NT longterm.
even worse my brain is weird
yeah, but you literally have to be a giga social retard to perform badly while on drugs.
Lol no you dont tf u talking about its the opposite if anything. Most people on drugs are either gna talk way too much/overshare or not talk enough. It takes more effort and messing around/finding the right dose.
depends if your issue is being high inhib or actually having autism. I have a bit of both maybe, but drugs straigten me up.
Can only speak for Xanax and lorazepam, yeah might no anxiety but you look definitely dizzy and emotionless what’s bad in social interactions
Never taken lorazepam but a small dose of Xanax (0.5-1mg) makes me act normal just less anxiety
Yes it makes me also act normal but the eyes look tired. You may not recognize it yourself but at least I am are much less entertaining, funny or able to really catch the people with what I’m saying when I’m on Benzos.
All of the drugs that lower inhib/anxiety like benzos, gaba drugs, kratom have some kind of side effect or potential for addiction. It’s definitely not a long term or permanent solution. But they’re good to use sparingly in order to help fix your abused dog brain with positive social feedback.
Thoughts on weed , and also the stuff like priligy/lyrica ?
Not a fan of weed, it‘s smelly af, pretty expensive and not what I‘d want for socializing.
Low inhib and last longer … I’ve seen low inhib effects from adderall and Xanax , but i think Xanax has shit side effects and withdrawal and adderall is meth , never took lyrica or priligy
Yeah, benzos aren’t worth the risk and euro adderall is just meth but you might wanna try Modafinil if you’ve liked it, kinda similar feeling minus the mania and weaker. Report back on priligy if you’re gonna try
Phenibut was a choice, but quality has gone to shit. Kratom too. Both are quite addictive and fucked me up, but were also effective at the beggining. Not for longterm tho. Wellbutrin is interesting, and am currently quite happy with it. It's a NDRI, but I know that people still have their reservations with jew meds.
