Avoidant
Shekel Shack Inhabitant
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There is no reason I should have the lifestyle that I do now. Hardly any friends (absolutely 0 in college), don't go out (never get invited), don't have a girlfriend, I just go to school and come back home to rot.
What the fuck is wrong with me? I know I'm not ugly, so don't even post that bullshit. It's something else, and ugly guys usually have friends too. I see way too many guys who are absolutely subhuman with girls I'd date in a heartbeat, and they all have huge social circles as well. It's not autism either, even weird autistic guys have friends, usually with other autists.
The loneliness is starting to eat away at me. I'm fucking up my grades, have no motivation, sometimes I go days without eating because I hate myself so much that I don't think I deserve food. I don't even want to be popular or anything, all I need is a couple guys to do shit with occasionally and a girlfriend who I can come home to and cuddle with at night.
Didn't read shit thread kill yourself
What the fuck is wrong with me? I know I'm not ugly, so don't even post that bullshit. It's something else, and ugly guys usually have friends too. I see way too many guys who are absolutely subhuman with girls I'd date in a heartbeat, and they all have huge social circles as well. It's not autism either, even weird autistic guys have friends, usually with other autists.
The loneliness is starting to eat away at me. I'm fucking up my grades, have no motivation, sometimes I go days without eating because I hate myself so much that I don't think I deserve food. I don't even want to be popular or anything, all I need is a couple guys to do shit with occasionally and a girlfriend who I can come home to and cuddle with at night.
Didn't read shit thread kill yourself