
iblamemandible7
ORG RUINER
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Ever since I gained consciousness, there's always been so many things seriously wrong with me. It's like I can't do anything correct. I fuck up everything that I put any effort into and end up spectacularly humiliated. At first it was following instructions at school, but over the years it seeped into every part of my life like a cancer. Even the most basic and involuntary tasks, my heart races thinking about doing them. I am a shell of the happy kid I was because of how many things are wrong with me, in every aspect, physically, mentally, emotionally, etc. I don't know exactly what to call it but it's very distinct and individual. It's so over.
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