thoughts about looks at a young age

[ascensionneeeded]

when i was seven or eight i remember crying in my bedroom with my mother in the room. it was late at night. she’s ask me what was wrong and i’d tell her i didn’t like the way i looked. bearing in mind i was seven or eight at the time. i had no reason to think this as i had no one to compare myself to. i didn’t have a phone or anything like that. i didn’t get bullied. i just genuinely didn’t like the way i looked in the mirror. i didn’t compare myself to anyone else. just didn’t like the way i looked. after that i guess the thought left my mind completely until i was about 12/13 where it only got worse. when i got into the blackpill stuff any insecurities became 10x worse.

i also remember around a similar age thinking in the shower that if i got a girlfriend (age 8) at school i would try my best to look good for her. back then i just assumed i’d have to brush my teeth 3x a day instead of 2x and remember to wash my face before bed.

just random memories that came back to me. kinda weird tho.

 

[Dendoni]

And how do you look like? What would you rate yourself now?

 

[ascensionneeeded]

And how do you look like? What would you rate yourself now?

probably a low mtn. you can check my posts. i don’t have that many so my posts with my face are easy to find if you are curious

 

[Dendoni]

probably a low mtn. you can check my posts. i don’t have that many so my posts with my face are easy to find if you are curious

You don't look bad, you should leave this forum tbh, bad for mental health, especially at your age