blackazure88
Rotmaxxer - WARRIOR OF LIGHT
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Sometimes I have thoughts about going all in and selling my soul to a dark entity or the devil or something like that, just so I could really experience a good life of having people around me that love and praise me. To actually have women desire and lust for me, to be intimate with a beautiful girl....
I've been having these dark thoughts flash into mind, what if I actually went thru with it? Tried to contact the devil and just give him my soul, my freedom? Does it mean anything anyway? Would God care if I just gave up like that? Because I'm so deep in my carnal mind, I can't get over the fact that I've never experienced basic humanity and I want so badly to feel it. If God won't help me, maybe the Devil will? Is any of this bullshit worth it?
I've been having these dark thoughts flash into mind, what if I actually went thru with it? Tried to contact the devil and just give him my soul, my freedom? Does it mean anything anyway? Would God care if I just gave up like that? Because I'm so deep in my carnal mind, I can't get over the fact that I've never experienced basic humanity and I want so badly to feel it. If God won't help me, maybe the Devil will? Is any of this bullshit worth it?