Thoughts of my oneitis ignoring me still haunt me

[Deleted member 21628]

I remember it would be right before exams

When all students would be standing in the hallway waiting


Remember vividly how there was 0 interest coming from her.. i could tell

I can pick up on everything


She was just minding her own bussiness.. checkin herself out in the phone reflection fixing her hair

While i was sitting there.. cortisol spiked


So angry

Raging

I was so fucking insulted by this


Thank fuck this was a rare occurance.. and there would still be tension between us when wed cross each other by chance when walking to our classes.. it felt like i was still not a random guy to her


i Was losing my mind back then

So much cortisol


Didnt know shit

If i had known that she was dating.. and who she was dating.. that shit would save me hella cortisol

I wouldnt expect her to act like a abused ioi giving dog around me by default


As she used to back was she used to get wet by my precense.. crushing on me hardcore

 

[Mediterranean]

Just bonesmash your skull and induce amnesia

 

[Deleted member 21628]

Just bonesmash your skull and induce amnesia

I will put her down

Thats the only way

The thoughts of this drive me insane

I feel insulted if a girl dont get nervous and shy around me.. especially if i like her

iM not used to this


eVeryone shall pay

 

[Mediterranean]

I will put her down

Thats the only way

The thoughts of this drive me insane

I feel insulted if a girl dont get nervous and shy around me.. especially if i like her

iM not used to this


eVeryone shall pay

Nooo dont kill her how will you cope in prison?

 

[Deleted member 21628]

Nooo dont kill her how will you cope in prison?