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Orbital1
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I am currently 16 years old.
I have been into bp in over an year almost 1 and half years. I have been well aware of the BP that looks is the most important metric in life for quite an while now. But i have not taken any action whatsoever and been lazy and inside all day long. Due to that i have been getting more and more unhealthy fat and depressed. Which obviously does not help my situation whatsover.
Dude i do know that i could realistically get to an point where i am an pretty good looking guy. I have been told i have good potential facially. They told me i could easily get to above averge facially. I could get to mmtn-hmtn pretty easy (probaly will need a bit of hardmaxxing). Some people say i might get to htn with surgery. But i am around lmtn + - one tier which isnt that bad but i am not good looking nor ugly right now. Also i am tall and my frame is great. I am 6'4 with an expected height of 196-199cm and my frame is around 23 inches still growing so i will get even wider to and my insertions are great. So i have that going atleast.
So also need to consider i still have quite an good bit of development left. You usally develop quickly in height since it is needed for survial then you you develop otherwise. I think this was specifically to scandinacia which is where i live. I talked to and guy and i belelive he said something like this.
So it is very possible i was never even meant to look good now at 16 even with the most ideal development up until my age.
I just feel so depressed everyday and rot inside and wish i was attractive so i could get girls and have fun and do cool shit in life.
I also do know i could get to well above averge if i put in effort.
But i just never start man. There is always some bs excuse that comes up in my mind. Like today i was gonna put toghter an plan after months and lock in. But no i decided i need to send my routine to an coaching stuff i bought some months ago from Nikodem (raw marcus buddy) which also i was supposed to send 2 months ago but havent yet. Not only that i did not even send that shit to nikodem i have done nothing and stressed all day long now. I also i wanted to do this 2 days ago but i have postponed until now. And now i have to send like all the stuff od what i do in an day on an regular basis tommrow (which takes an good while to do). Also i am stressing about having to send that stuff to nikodem to it is annoying and it takes effort to. Then Nikodem can make an routine/structure out of that i can use which might take an while for him to respond. In addition to that i should get my LM plan/route/routine/structure going as fast as possible now since i need to start soon or its over. I have wanted to make that for litrally like 6 months now but my lazy ass have done nothing. Also i have been making hopping around buying skool courses as an excuse to not start actually applying an LM plan/route.
So i have just been postponing and postponing again and again for so so long now.
To summarize: I rot inside feeling depressed and wishing i had an cute girlfreind all day thinking and wishing i was attractive so i could enjoy life
At the same time i do have above averge gentics, i am tall and wide framed so i could get an very good physique even naturally + my base facially is good and my skull is well formed and im well developed and i could ascend to being well above averge/attractivce. But then i just postpone and postpone and find excuses and reasons not to for weeks and weeks and weeks on end never actually doing anything to ascend
I have been into bp in over an year almost 1 and half years. I have been well aware of the BP that looks is the most important metric in life for quite an while now. But i have not taken any action whatsoever and been lazy and inside all day long. Due to that i have been getting more and more unhealthy fat and depressed. Which obviously does not help my situation whatsover.
Dude i do know that i could realistically get to an point where i am an pretty good looking guy. I have been told i have good potential facially. They told me i could easily get to above averge facially. I could get to mmtn-hmtn pretty easy (probaly will need a bit of hardmaxxing). Some people say i might get to htn with surgery. But i am around lmtn + - one tier which isnt that bad but i am not good looking nor ugly right now. Also i am tall and my frame is great. I am 6'4 with an expected height of 196-199cm and my frame is around 23 inches still growing so i will get even wider to and my insertions are great. So i have that going atleast.
So also need to consider i still have quite an good bit of development left. You usally develop quickly in height since it is needed for survial then you you develop otherwise. I think this was specifically to scandinacia which is where i live. I talked to and guy and i belelive he said something like this.
So it is very possible i was never even meant to look good now at 16 even with the most ideal development up until my age.
I just feel so depressed everyday and rot inside and wish i was attractive so i could get girls and have fun and do cool shit in life.
I also do know i could get to well above averge if i put in effort.
But i just never start man. There is always some bs excuse that comes up in my mind. Like today i was gonna put toghter an plan after months and lock in. But no i decided i need to send my routine to an coaching stuff i bought some months ago from Nikodem (raw marcus buddy) which also i was supposed to send 2 months ago but havent yet. Not only that i did not even send that shit to nikodem i have done nothing and stressed all day long now. I also i wanted to do this 2 days ago but i have postponed until now. And now i have to send like all the stuff od what i do in an day on an regular basis tommrow (which takes an good while to do). Also i am stressing about having to send that stuff to nikodem to it is annoying and it takes effort to. Then Nikodem can make an routine/structure out of that i can use which might take an while for him to respond. In addition to that i should get my LM plan/route/routine/structure going as fast as possible now since i need to start soon or its over. I have wanted to make that for litrally like 6 months now but my lazy ass have done nothing. Also i have been making hopping around buying skool courses as an excuse to not start actually applying an LM plan/route.
So i have just been postponing and postponing again and again for so so long now.
To summarize: I rot inside feeling depressed and wishing i had an cute girlfreind all day thinking and wishing i was attractive so i could enjoy life
At the same time i do have above averge gentics, i am tall and wide framed so i could get an very good physique even naturally + my base facially is good and my skull is well formed and im well developed and i could ascend to being well above averge/attractivce. But then i just postpone and postpone and find excuses and reasons not to for weeks and weeks and weeks on end never actually doing anything to ascend
