Tired of being narry the only thing that carries me is my muscle memory at 19 from roids

[Htobrother]

Been back in the gym for 5 months now. Started at 28% bodyfat, cut down hard to 14%, and managed to pack on 3–4 kg lean mass naturally. No SARMs, no test, no TRT — just discipline and diet. Sounds good on paper, right? very hard consistency you have to drink 3.5 l water , go to the gym every fucking damn time like a robot , train till you get insane and force yourself to eat and sleep like a bitch



But truth is:


This was all muscle memory from when I was 19 and cycling gear. Back then I ran test and orals — classic blast, nothing crazy. My base is still there, that’s why I bounced back quick.


But now? I’m hitting a wall. i know i’m hitting the wall cuz i’m not training in the gym anymore i’m not sleeping everyday st the same time etc etc .


Strength plateaued. Recovery slower. Fullness fading. Libido not the same. And to be real…


I’m tired of chasing perfection with a handbrake on. it’s not fair man
I didn’t build this to be average shredded guy in public. I’m after visual superiority — 3D delts, veiny forearms, dominating presence at first glance.

i have a fucking sleeper build i look skinny but when i take my shirt of it makes pussys juice flow
Being natty feels like trying to build a supercar with bicycle parts.

 

[chadisbeingmade]

Being natty feels like trying to build a supercar with bicycle parts.

because it is.

Start pinning again.

 

[Htobrother]

because it is.

Start pinning.

yeah i’m gonna go back on trt 150mg atleast and add anavar on top

i’m gonna pretend i’m low t , and ask my doctor to prescribe t again

 

[Htobrother]

because it is.

Start pinning again.

i reach 38.5 cm arms at most at 15% natty no matter what the fuck i do i’m also 6ft height i need to fill out way more my frame
my back is just genetically always wide and big , and legs but that’s it

 

[chadisbeingmade]

i reach 38.5 cm arms at most at 15% natty no matter what the fuck i do i’m also 6ft height i need to fill out way more my frame
my back is just genetically always wide and big , and legs but that’s it

Mirin.

One you are on again getting down to 8-10% and retaining muscle is a breeze tbh. Don’t even have to use willpower now. I shredded the most of my perma bulk last year with DNP, then Cargilintide + Reta got me to shredded with ab and quad veins. I’ll bulk with high Test and GH now. Thanks to GH it will be close to only lean mass gain. Such an advantage to be using roids/peptides etc. Natty would make it 5x as long. Can’t see the appeal in having a natty card JFL. Same shit as still having your V card.