HorribleTeeth
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I'm not suicidal, but I am now starting to believe that it may truly be over for me. I don't want to believe this, and I'm not planning on giving up trying to improve just yet, but in reality I think there's a chance it might genuinely be over.
I'm just getting sick and tired of it all, physically and mentally torturing myself. Diets, gym routines and abstaining from alcohol for potentially no to very little improvement of my situation. Also constantly taking selfies in different settings, different lightings/camera settings, different clothing, Tinder/Bumble/Photofeeler tests of both myself and others and constantly comparing myself, seeing other men (some of which who are FAR from Chads) get the attention/results I NEVER get, at least when I use ordinary non-pro pics anyway. And all this on top of all the problems I've currently got that make every day an absolute nightmare.
At least if I fully accepted it was over I would be free of the constant self-torture and wouldn't have to bother with any of it anymore. Constantly trying to get the perfect photo/combination of photos for the dating apps, and trying to do everything I can to squeeze out every 0.1 PSL improvement and also every millimetre of dick improvement.
All this when most other men are naturally physically good enough to lead a decent happy life.
I'm just getting sick and tired of it all, physically and mentally torturing myself. Diets, gym routines and abstaining from alcohol for potentially no to very little improvement of my situation. Also constantly taking selfies in different settings, different lightings/camera settings, different clothing, Tinder/Bumble/Photofeeler tests of both myself and others and constantly comparing myself, seeing other men (some of which who are FAR from Chads) get the attention/results I NEVER get, at least when I use ordinary non-pro pics anyway. And all this on top of all the problems I've currently got that make every day an absolute nightmare.
At least if I fully accepted it was over I would be free of the constant self-torture and wouldn't have to bother with any of it anymore. Constantly trying to get the perfect photo/combination of photos for the dating apps, and trying to do everything I can to squeeze out every 0.1 PSL improvement and also every millimetre of dick improvement.
All this when most other men are naturally physically good enough to lead a decent happy life.