trust me buddy boys, i have felt so much hate, it will be hard to top

[_MVP_]

in my end-twenties i remember i have felt hate for 3 days nonstop

nowadays even 1 day nonstop is way too much

however now in my thirties i barely get any new hateful thought, because i have thought every evil thought thousands of times

it doesnt feel as intense anymore (maybe its because of the drugs im taking, they make me feel better, or i got older idk)

but i can quickly recall thousands of ways how to harm humanity

 

[_MVP_]

in the past it was more hot hate, now its more cold hate