Validation has INSANE effects on me

[Deleted member 21628]

The last few times i got it..

And i mean proper verbal ones

Like being told im model tier

Or being told that i got a dom mogging ground shaking persona..


IN A SNAP



It felt like weights were lifted off my shoulders.. that have been there for so long.. all the rage/anger.. heavy emotions... cortisol..

Feel lighter

Dont feel like shoulder bumping, eyeballing, wanting to murder random people or getting triggered by them

And for split second im content with life.. i mean.. not entirely.. but for a bit



Tho this lasts just for that day

And then im back to normal..

 

[the BULL]

If girls don't tell you everyday that they love you you're not living

 

[emeraldglass]

The last few times i got it..

And i mean proper verbal ones

Like being told im model tier

Or being told that i got a dom mogging ground shaking persona..


IN A SNAP



It felt like weights were lifted off my shoulders.. that have been there for so long.. all the rage/anger.. heavy emotions... cortisol..

Feel lighter

Dont feel like shoulder bumping, eyeballing, wanting to murder random people or getting triggered by them

And for split second im content with life.. i mean.. not entirely.. but for a bit



Tho this lasts just for that day

And then im back to normal..

 

[Deleted member 21628]

I know

But i dont really be like that


The fact that it might feel good dont mean i crave it


If anything i deprive myself of it brutally