Virgin at 24 ... is it over ?

The tragic thing about the incel life is complete stagnation of behaviour, no progress, no maturity. Ur young and u want to change but u can't and u wake and ur in ur 30s. This can easily become the norm until your death. Those hoping that something will suddenly change or they'll have an epiphany, turning their life around after, are VERY delusional.

You know the effort and difficulty that's needed for change, you offset it and you accept the comfortable life. But your heart still yearns and screams for a better life. This can easily become the norm until your death. You have got to realize that why you're here now isn't your fault, but it's your RESPONSIBILITY because no one else is going to help you, but you. Accept that this situation is your responsibility, even if it isn't your fault.I'm not saying all of things that lead you to this point in life are fake but it's still your RESPONSIBILITY.

Even I've had the victim mindset for years but you can't let these things bring you down. Even I have been made fun of, called names, felt depressed. Overbearing parents, shitty childhood but I wouldn't be in the position that I am now if I gave up years ago and still had the victim mindset and just accepted my situation and rotted and didn't change myself. Remember it is your RESPONSIBILITY to your future self. It is a burden that you and only you carry . No one is going to help you but yourself whether you do carry that act accordingly or not it entirely depends on

@SplashJuice
highest iq reply till now. i feel same being isolated and stunted.
 
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DNR but ask the resident forum vomit-dweller retard @_MVP_ and he will tell you "I don't know how you're so NEGGAAAATTTTIIIIIIVEEEE I was way more optimistic at 24" or whatever. This is what he told me when I became a 24 year old mirgin this year.
NOOO! what a cope response, type of shit I would expect on Reddit, 'just be happy' Brutal :feelsrope:
 
Just escortmaxx at this point get it out of your system .
staying true to your bio I see. been clowning my homie for it for too long, can't be caught frauding:kys:
 
Almost the same story, COVID fucked me.
Fr, like uni was my last chance to have a semi-normal school-like experience but instead I ended up addicted to gaming and zoom calls, based Ojama King pfp you had btw :feelsahh: GX Superiority:feelspepo::feelspepo:
 
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ropefuel bro
truly hope it gets better
just moneymaxx till you can afford surgery pop 4 pregabs get black out drunk and fuck a bitch you met at a bar
Honestly, what I'm doing atm, like I said even if I looked good I would still be fucked so I gotta moneymax first to fix my life then go all in on surgery :mask:
 
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This may sound basic but you need to take action instead of just doing nothing all day. Your only 24 and life still has a lot to offer. This life this is on you and only YOU, take action even if it sounds very :bluepill:. You don't seem like your in a bad spot just turn it around bhai.
True, despite having a lame life it could be so much worse, in fact its guaranteed to be worse if I get kicked out next year so I need to REDEEM IT now thx bruh
 
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The tragic thing about the incel life is complete stagnation of behaviour, no progress, no maturity. Ur young and u want to change but u can't and u wake and ur in ur 30s. This can easily become the norm until your death. Those hoping that something will suddenly change or they'll have an epiphany, turning their life around after, are VERY delusional.

You know the effort and difficulty that's needed for change, you offset it and you accept the comfortable life. But your heart still yearns and screams for a better life. This can easily become the norm until your death. You have got to realize that why you're here now isn't your fault, but it's your RESPONSIBILITY because no one else is going to help you, but you. Accept that this situation is your responsibility, even if it isn't your fault.I'm not saying all of things that lead you to this point in life are fake but it's still your RESPONSIBILITY.

Even I've had the victim mindset for years but you can't let these things bring you down. Even I have been made fun of, called names, felt depressed. Overbearing parents, shitty childhood but I wouldn't be in the position that I am now if I gave up years ago and still had the victim mindset and just accepted my situation and rotted and didn't change myself. Remember it is your RESPONSIBILITY to your future self. It is a burden that you and only you carry . No one is going to help you but yourself whether you do carry that act accordingly or not it entirely depends on

@SplashJuice
best answer tbh, I had to look up what an incel is since I thought it was more people who blame women, but I guess I am one at this point since its blaming it on external factors like looks and status. I've been hearing that word 'Responsibility' over and over recently here; it was just another word till recently, but it's becoming more important, it's nigh impossible to hate your reality more than the desire to change when reality has endless comfort copes, I got rid of my social media, uninstalled my games and stopped listening to music so all I'm left to are my own thoughts and they do amplify the desire for change significantly when there's no escape to YT shorts only rotting until my next slave shift but it's my responsibility to resist temptation and act on it :feelsokman:
 
I am ur age and also KV

My personal plan? Get all my surgeries done before 30, then escortmaxx to get over the mental block, then hopefully I have enough looks and “experience” to get the real thing at least once with a LTB+

But otherwise yea it’s over brother. We may still have some years of prime left but the best parts of it are already in the rear view mirror
surgerymaxing is all we have left atp :mask: if before 30 we can still have a decent life but after that idk if the comeback is realistic:feelsbadman:
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
 

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Purely your fault
 
I had a similar life to OP. Insular all boys school, that was great but no foids, then sausage fest degree, plus having no family (lack of connections) then being sub5 and short on top of all that. Worked as a garbage cleaner during university to pay for things because I didn't have a car to get other jobs.

I'm not going to say just trying more bro will solve Inceldom but you can at least have more money. In certain locations grinding and upskilling works even if you're ugly, that's better than nothing. I'll be careful though, because even grinding doesn't guarantee anything...even money. Maybe OP lives in a shit city, idk what opportunities he has. Sometimes you have to accept things won't go your way and that's life.

This is what I'd do if I was in any position, wealthy or not:


Still a grind, you're not decaying, still a purpose and you're understanding the terrain around you. Better trade than rotting and complaining
lack of connections is so real, like I see my family maybe every 2 years for a few hours at Christmas but aside from that, they don't message me or even want to add me on social media... not that I have it anymore, also no car, so school and hotel cleaner , losing time and money to take the bus sucked though.

Money is amll I'm really focusing atm but it CANNOT be from some random job like the one I have , going to pour everything into trying to make money online , if I can pull it off I'll have some confidence in myself rn I feel like I was born sub-5 to live out a sub 5 existence, my life is always so fucked, I made this postage, was barely late to work and my manager reported me for it made me sign some report guy and said they are sending this to some other person to talkk to me meanwhile the good looking new guy comes in like 10-15 mins late, managers never say or do anything and are friendsly towards him:chad: , ik it's not all just because of his looks just by him being like 6'4 also makes me feel like I'm geting replaced here and living this reality only reinforces that it's over which is why I need to escape this job:incel:
 
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i couldnt read this all, but whats your looks status? mtn?
Mtn on a good day if I do my hair and stuff but when I wake up i'm like sub 3, I'll make some current pics post soon
 
From the way you type im guessing youre nd
 
True, despite having a lame life it could be so much worse, in fact its guaranteed to be worse if I get kicked out next year so I need to REDEEM IT now thx bruh
Nice bro, pull yourself up and get better :)
 
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Not completely yet, but definitely by 28/29. Because that's when your youth is gone and hardmaxxing or even softmaxxing is not worth it then anymore. You see your friends having their second child and you haven't even seen a woman naked yet, that messes with your head.
 
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Mtn on a good day if I do my hair and stuff but when I wake up i'm like sub 3, I'll make some current pics post soon
well, this could be one of the reasons. I was a virgin for a long time also but then I forced myself to go on tinder and lost it 3 months later
 
DNRD, but it's never over. DM me if you need advices
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
DNR pay for pussy
 
Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
brutal man I hope it turns out better for you🥹
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
Listen man you’ve been dealt a bad hand and also just had a good amount of bad luck but your life can pretty much only get worse if you give up. I know you’ve been pretty proactive in the past so I think you’ve got to get back on the grind and maybe knock some ltbs out just to build up some confidence. Before Mourinho won the league he prioritised the efl cup yk
 
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ya its over lol
 
24? Not to late actually you got time, u can still change yourself till age 30,
 
Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
Dnr shi probably
 
Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
It's not over man.

 
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I would've already gone ER once i would've turned 18
 
dnr but dont worry i believe in you
 
I'm 29yo khhv so mogs me
 
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I am in a simillar situation to you (I am also in the UK). Not a virgin but I could could on my hands the amount of times I have had sex. Its not over for you being a virgin at 24 but you need to accept that you have missed out. Furthermore you need to put in alot of work to change your situation. If not you will continue to miss out. You need to resolve this issue in your 20s.

Firstly go lose your viriginity to a prositute (this is what I did at 24). You need to get over this virginity mental block as soon as possible. Any bluepilled :bluepill::bluepill: thoughts of waiting for somebody special need to die. Losing your virginity with your girlfriend is a luxury for 16-19 year olds. Imo if your 22+ and still a virgin you should instantly go fuck an escort. Normies will gaslight you and say "being a virgin in your 20s is ok" and "Just wait for the right person". Unfortunately being a virgin in your 20s in a country such as the UK is a failio. Don't go moping around telling people your an adult virgin. I made this mistake around 22-23 and people will think your a freak.

Secondly, you need to build a base level self esteem. Based on your post you are lacking it. Don't throw your life away to be a human meatshield in the army. Its ok to be sad sometimes but don't wallow in self pity. Normies despise this shit. This mindset will lower the mood of yourself and everyone around you. Chin up and fake it will you make it. and its extremely difficult to change your situation if your constantly feel sorry for yourself.

Thirdly softmaxx and go to the gym ffs. Building strength helps build self esteem and stamina for life and sex. Fitness is important for living a good life. However don't turn to gymrotting 6 days a week. Gymcelling is the best softmaxx in my opinion.

Finally don't give up you can make it! However you need to put the work in to change your situation. Moneymaxx, careermaxx, softmaxx and plan your surgeries wisely. You also need to be working on your social skills so when you do meet a girl you don't sperg out.

:blackpill::blackpill: I have seen your pictures. I would look at getting a rhinoplasty.
 
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I am in a simillar situation to you (I am also in the UK). Not a virgin but I could could on my hands the amount of times I have had sex. Its not over for you being a virgin at 24 but you need to accept that you have missed out. Furthermore you need to put in alot of work to change your situation. If not you will continue to miss out. You need to resolve this issue in your 20s.

Firstly go lose your viriginity to a prositute (this is what I did at 24).
You need to get over this virginity mental block as soon as possible. Any bluepilled :bluepill::bluepill: thoughts of waiting for somebody special need to die. Losing your virginity with your girlfriend is a luxury for 16-19 year olds. Imo if your 22+ and still a virgin you should instantly go fuck an escort. Normies will gaslight you and say "being a virgin in your 20s is ok" and "Just wait for the right person". Unfortunately being a virgin in your 20s in a country such as the UK is a failio. Don't go moping around telling people your an adult virgin. I made this mistake around 22-23 and people will think your a freak.

Secondly, you need to build a base level self esteem. Based on your post you are lacking it. Don't throw your life away to be a human meatshield in the army. Its ok to be sad sometimes but don't wallow in self pity. Normies despise this shit. This mindset will lower the mood of yourself and everyone around you. Chin up and fake it will you make it. and its extremely difficult to change your situation if your constantly feel sorry for yourself.

Thirdly softmaxx and go to the gym ffs. Building strength helps build self esteem and stamina for life and sex. Fitness is important for living a good life. However don't turn to gymrotting 6 days a week. Gymcelling is the best softmaxx in my opinion.

Finally don't give up you can make it! However you need to put the work in to change your situation. Moneymaxx, careermaxx, softmaxx and plan your surgeries wisely. You also need to be working on your social skills so when you do meet a girl you don't sperg out.

:blackpill::blackpill:I have seen your pictures. I would look at getting a rhinoplasty.

I do accept that I have missed out, school was unavoidable since same-sex, but Uni was due to social skills and looks, either way it's gone and at 24 I would feel bad to sleep with someone in Uni .. so I would say I'm half over it ig. Since making this post I have made 2 female friends, so at least I am going from 0 interactions to 2 points of contact so they don't seem as foreign to me anymore, one said they haven't had sex becauee of their looks and the other has been having sex since 14 and told me they're cheating on their bf of 3 years atm :incel: so it has changed my perspective a bit.

Like you said, though, I need to solve this in my 20's, like I used to think it would be over at 2,5 but now I tell myself 30 :feelspepo: . I have also given up on meeting anyone special :bluepill:, knowing that most girls have been having sex for almost a decade atp at school, college and uni, I used to think it was only like at Uni :bigbrain: but like you said it's a 'luxury for 16-19 year olds.' Only recently realised how people view you when you tell them you're a virgin at this age as a freak, had 3 people tell me this week so I'll change that now.

'This mindset will lower the mood of yourself and everyone around you. Chin up and fake it will you make it.' I take oxytocin before shifts to socialise more and enjoy it, it's probably just placebo liquid but it at least helps me speak to many people so now that I have done it and nothing bad happened, I know I can do it again.


'Thirdly softmaxx and go to the gym ffs' - this is my biggest weakness atm , even mentally it has the potential to change everything, i finally do something hard again, look beter, better body, feel better AND can tell myself this means I have changed and use it as a mental trigger to accept change like how people get depressed after breakups despite not much changing physically. Gymcelling best softmax fr :chad:

Thx for advice brah, I'm gtg to my next shift soon to wageslave for rhino surgery :mask: , hopefully both of us can make great changes this year and you can get closer to the 40k goal to ascend :love:
 
Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
Did not read a single atom
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
Same

Is not your fault tbh some ppl are just not (facially) cut out for normal life
 
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lack of connections is so real, like I see my family maybe every 2 years for a few hours at Christmas but aside from that, they don't message me or even want to add me on social media... not that I have it anymore, also no car, so school and hotel cleaner , losing time and money to take the bus sucked though.

Money is amll I'm really focusing atm but it CANNOT be from some random job like the one I have , going to pour everything into trying to make money online , if I can pull it off I'll have some confidence in myself rn I feel like I was born sub-5 to live out a sub 5 existence, my life is always so fucked, I made this postage, was barely late to work and my manager reported me for it made me sign some report guy and said they are sending this to some other person to talkk to me meanwhile the good looking new guy comes in like 10-15 mins late, managers never say or do anything and are friendsly towards him:chad: , ik it's not all just because of his looks just by him being like 6'4 also makes me feel like I'm geting replaced here and living this reality only reinforces that it's over which is why I need to escape this job:incel:
It’s all looks tbh

And at least you have some kind of job
 
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Just imagine this pepe
 
Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
Dnr:forcedsmile:
 
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damn bro, remember seeing your threads a few years ago, wouldn't think you'd come back @mulattomaxxer
Losing your virginity with your girlfriend is a luxury for 16-19 year olds.
what if someone really gl in his early-mid20s (let's say Beckham-level of gl) approached a foid that was let's say 17 and still in high school and didn't have anyone before?
would he be ostracized for trying to get with her?
 
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