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I was 18 just got my licensees and had a yubo match who I talked with for a month that wanted to meet up. She lived an hour away and this was my first time driving far away almost died on the highway was scared asf because she lived in a really bad area.
When I got there the area was really shady she lived in an apartment and there were a ton of needles outside the place and a bunch of broken buildings with glass. I fully expected to get killed but I was so desperate for human affection. Then she comes out to my car with a school girls outfit (I asked her to do that was surprised she did it)
At first it was super awkward she just was playing minecraft on her phone while I talked every now and then. Then I played the song "Put your head on my shoulder"
And asked her to put her head on my shoulder she actually did it but this made me feel more anxious. Eventually I got so anxious that I felt disconnected from everything (Hard to explain it but it was like I no longer felt anxious because I ceased to think at all) I then stared at her eyes and kissed her. After this we went to the back of my car and I had my laptop so we just watched anime and I had a blanket so she layed on me.
Here is where it gets bad so we are cuddling and I occasionally fondle her the anxiety decreases and my sex drive then also increased. I kept petting her thigh and didn't even realize I was making her super horny. She eventually pulled my hands under her skirt this was the first time I ever had touched a girl besides my mom so I felt so awkward I thought you were supposed to wait for the 3rd date before you do anything like that. I tried backing away but she said "please" so I started fingering her it was a very weird feeling.
After this she said let me do something for you and touched my dick on my jeans accidentally slapped her because it surprised me this is where the date ended I just said sorry I don't want to do anything else and I drove her home still met up with her onceafter that kinda pissed I ruined it though I felt like the relationship died after that. This is why having some sexual experience can be good otherwise you get into situations like this. I was so anxious afterward on the way home I puked.
The worst part was the next day I was horny and jerked off to the situation why does my body hate me? Like I didn't want to have sex the one time I should have wanted to and felt so much anxiety
Anyways this is why you should always bring at least 1-2 beers on a date or vodka in a water bottle shit is so nerve wracking
@uglymug2 @Danish_Retard @FailedNormieManlet @ChristianChad @FreakkForLife @aBetterMii
When I got there the area was really shady she lived in an apartment and there were a ton of needles outside the place and a bunch of broken buildings with glass. I fully expected to get killed but I was so desperate for human affection. Then she comes out to my car with a school girls outfit (I asked her to do that was surprised she did it)
At first it was super awkward she just was playing minecraft on her phone while I talked every now and then. Then I played the song "Put your head on my shoulder"
And asked her to put her head on my shoulder she actually did it but this made me feel more anxious. Eventually I got so anxious that I felt disconnected from everything (Hard to explain it but it was like I no longer felt anxious because I ceased to think at all) I then stared at her eyes and kissed her. After this we went to the back of my car and I had my laptop so we just watched anime and I had a blanket so she layed on me.
Here is where it gets bad so we are cuddling and I occasionally fondle her the anxiety decreases and my sex drive then also increased. I kept petting her thigh and didn't even realize I was making her super horny. She eventually pulled my hands under her skirt this was the first time I ever had touched a girl besides my mom so I felt so awkward I thought you were supposed to wait for the 3rd date before you do anything like that. I tried backing away but she said "please" so I started fingering her it was a very weird feeling.
After this she said let me do something for you and touched my dick on my jeans accidentally slapped her because it surprised me this is where the date ended I just said sorry I don't want to do anything else and I drove her home still met up with her onceafter that kinda pissed I ruined it though I felt like the relationship died after that. This is why having some sexual experience can be good otherwise you get into situations like this. I was so anxious afterward on the way home I puked.
The worst part was the next day I was horny and jerked off to the situation why does my body hate me? Like I didn't want to have sex the one time I should have wanted to and felt so much anxiety
Anyways this is why you should always bring at least 1-2 beers on a date or vodka in a water bottle shit is so nerve wracking
@uglymug2 @Danish_Retard @FailedNormieManlet @ChristianChad @FreakkForLife @aBetterMii
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