Niklaus Mikaelson
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I get that bhai, I hate to do what I'm told I have to do, so for me it feels nice doing things on my terms, I don't always enjoy it in the moment butthats true but its also dependant on your mindset and how you feel
if u live in the moment every single day you could be a homeless monk and still be happy, its about how you value the present moment which arguably i do way too much and its self defeating because i never worry about the past or the future. and i know that most likely ill end up broke, not having a lot of money and living off minimum wage if my ultimate goals arent reached and either way ill probably struggle finaically because i dropped out of highschool and habe no good career path i just occasionally work at amazon. but i dont mind. my favorite activity was alwyas relaxing since i was a little kid. i hate working on things that dont truly spark my interest which running a business i dont think would ever spark my interest. but i see what you mean 100% and its a good point. im just stupid and i think that no matter what my brains, gifts and abilities will carry me at the end of the day when things get sticky.
I know it will be worth it in the end for me at least