was high and i spoke to some people

[160cmcurry]

first time hitting a weed pen. i started coughing the first few tries, then i went full buzz mode got high. when i went back to the area i was in, everything felt fuzzy and weird. time felt off. i walked up to a group and just said “hey.” they looked pretty shocked, i think. don’t really remember much, i think i said “help” or lim high” or something like thatbut we sat down, talked a bit, and then i started going off on racial rants. i even tried flirted with the girl in the group, saying shit about being a white supremacist just stuff i’d never normally say. i said a lot of questionable things, couldn’t speak properly at one point. someone told me to drink water to flush it out. i was freaking out. was the first time people actually s to me. i started trauma dumping, talking about how i had no friends growing up, how i hated being a pajeet, all kinds of lonely shit. someone suggested therapy. then i rambled about halo ethnicity and race just a lot of stuff shit. no idea i ended up falling asleep. woke up a couple hours later, posted on here, rested a bit. drank a ton of water, pissed it out, splashed cold water on my face a few times, and it eventually wore off. now i’m home


i appreciate the caribbean guy, the white guy, and the goth girl for sticking around

 

[RXnd]

First serious @160cmcurry thread

 

[160cmcurry]

forgot to mention, but i was going on and on about how i’m an “incel” and how incels aren’t women haters, just men that women don’t find attractive. said a lot of dumb shit i shouldn’t have. i also name dropped the site and my user too

 

[160cmcurry]

the most a group of people have spoken to me

 

[160cmcurry]

did i really say all those stuff

 

[160cmcurry]

this is so embarrassing i was trying to get with the goth girl too

 

[160cmcurry]

told them about my poor hygiene habits too

 

[160cmcurry]

told them how i haven’t brushed my teeth in months

 

[Copeamongcopers]

I’m glad you were able to get all of that shit off your chest bhai

Good thing they didn’t beat you up for the white supremacist ranting

 

[160cmcurry]

I’m glad you were able to get all of that shit off your chest bhai

Good thing they didn’t beat you up for the white supremacist ranting

‘jeet ramblings, they would never take me as a threat hahahahaaa considering the big gap in height

 

[Copeamongcopers]

‘jeet ramblings, they would never take me as a threat hahahahaaa considering the big gap in height

I’m high as this laughing to this sentence "jeet ramblings"

I love to think Indians tried beefing with god a long time ago like Greek mythology type shit, and now they’re cursed with basically lowest SMV on the planet.

 

[160cmcurry]

i think i was telling the caribbean guy he looked like an indian and black mix, then for some reason i grouped him with guyanese people and started going on about how if hitler had won, people like us wouldn’t exist and the world would be white and that’d be good. i think i called him the hard r multiple times and then (he grabbed my shirt i think or was it my imagination?) and told me how he’d beat the shit out of me

 

[160cmcurry]

this kind of shit just makes you low inhibition, makes you say things that would never actually come out of your mouth

got big headaches the first time, if you seeing this thread one of three people that were with me, dm me please

 

[160cmcurry]

couldn’t fucking pronounce shit correctly or construct proper sentences majority of the time, mouth was just really dry and i spoke like a retard

 

[160cmcurry]

stay away from weed, boys. it made me the exact opposite of how i usually am, though it was interesting seeing that “new” side of me. felt like i was just a passenger while my brain took off like it was on autopilot. god why did i say those stuff

 

[160cmcurry]

was on it for around 5-6 hours i think, i was pissing and just drinking a lot of water and pouring cold water on my face near the end

 

[160cmcurry]

i was suggested by one of the guys to ‘journal’ anytime i hit off again, was a wild experience though ngl

 

[160cmcurry]

i remember saying how i wanted to ‘bleach my genes’

 

[Copeamongcopers]

i was suggested by one of the guys to ‘journal’ anytime i hit off again, was a wild experience though ngl

Was it your first time being high?

The first few high will be like that, but you’ll learn to control your vocal inhibition later on

As a weedcel myself, if anything, weed makes me a fucking slaying machine despite being on MTN side. With weed, you are super relaxed, and the way you communicate with people just becomes so smooth. I’ve got laid a plenty of times smoking weed with women.

But reminder, I’m still in HS from USA so it’s just easier to slay in general

 

[soggra]

how i hated being a pajeet

caged

 

[160cmcurry]

Was it your first time being high?

The first few high will be like that, but you’ll learn to control your vocal inhibition later on

As a weedcel myself, if anything, weed makes me a fucking slaying machine despite being on MTN side. With weed, you are super relaxed, and the way you communicate with people just becomes so smooth. I’ve got laid a plenty of times smoking weed with women.

But reminder, I’m still in HS from USA so it’s just easier to slay in general

yeah, shit was nice. my voice was so dry and sore at the beginning, lungs felt dry, and it was really hard to speak properly, especially with the ringing and headaches. by the end, i started speaking somewhat normally, but i was still pretty slow. i can definitely see it helping with being ‘social’ once you build up enough tolerance. i was lucky enough to meet a good group that stayed with me for a while before heading off. i don’t know how people develop anxiety from it. hell of an experience though

 

[Copeamongcopers]

yeah, shit was nice. my voice was so dry and sore at the beginning, lungs felt dry, and it was really hard to speak properly, especially with the ringing and headaches. by the end, i started speaking somewhat normally, but i was still pretty slow. i can definitely see it helping with being ‘social’ once you build up enough tolerance. i was lucky enough to meet a good group that stayed with me for a while before heading off. i don’t know how people develop anxiety from it, but it was a fucking ride the first time, hell of an experience

I’m caging over the fact that you called one of the dude “NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER" yet the group remained chill with you and your rantings.

But yeah. Weed is a pro-social drug. One of the best thing I’ve discovered for lifemaxxing. Can be enjoyed with nature, online, movies, n socialization like literally everything

 

[160cmcurry]

I’m caging over the fact that you called one of the dude “NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER" yet the group remained chill with you and your rantings.

But yeah. Weed is a pro-social drug. One of the best thing I’ve discovered for lifemaxxing. Can be enjoyed with nature, online, movies, n socialization like literally everything

yeah, i was lucky, really lucky, to meet such a nice group that let me ramble about eugenics and race rants hahaha. i said so much embarrassing shit man

 

[160cmcurry]

said something about some actress and how i really liked her when i first saw her on screen, just so much embarrassing shit i wouldn’t normally say

 

[160cmcurry]

what could the chances be if one of the three people in the group is watching this thread right now

 

[160cmcurry]

was also repeatedly asking “if i was human” related questions so many times hahahahaahhaa

 

[Copeamongcopers]

yeah, i was lucky, really lucky, to meet such a nice group that let me ramble about eugenics and race rants hahaha. i said so much embarrassing shit man

It sucks man.
It just reflects how people aren’t inherently evil. Everything about attraction is just a genetic construct for survival, which we have no control. I bet that group sympathized with you, and agreed a lot about your shitty incel ramblings because it’s a common sense in their subconscious but it’s has now surfaced.

 

[halfbloodaryanmaxxe]

Nice people.
I like that

 

[160cmcurry]

It sucks man.
It just reflects how people aren’t inherently evil. Everything about attraction is just a genetic construct for survival, which we have no control. I bet that group sympathized with you, and agreed a lot about your shitty incel ramblings because it’s a common sense in their subconscious but it’s has now surfaced.

yeah, true. they see a pajeet who’s that short, a genetic anomaly, a genetic failure. they didn’t really retaliate on a lot of things i said. deep down they know im right about all i’ve said. the caribbean guy was the last to stay with me for a while. i think it’s strange how i’ve been on this site for so long that i thought they’d just rob me or something. the caribbean guy in the end tried to attempt to take my portable charger but then in the end just didn’t take it. i know they probably see me as pathetic and wouldn’t give two shits when i go back there, all sobered up again. i think one of them was trying to give me advice on the socialization aspect, but my subconscious mind just started rambling about how people wouldn’t want to be around a 5’3 pajeet, just a lot of brutal shit about race and how i hate myself. one of them said my “rizz” was bad with the goth girl, hahaha. just something to think about, good people do exist, but they’re just rare

 

[160cmcurry]

‘

 

[160cmcurry]

all of it feels so surreal to me. it just feels so fake, like something out of a movie

 

[160cmcurry]

‘

ohhh just repeated myself again hahaha

 

[RecessedChinCel]

forgot to mention, but i was going on and on about how i’m an “incel” and how incels aren’t women haters, just men that women don’t find attractive. said a lot of dumb shit i shouldn’t have. i also name dropped the site and my user too

Mirin low inhib. Weed just makes me anxious nowadays

 

[160cmcurry]

saying how ‘whitepassing’ ethnics have white privilege hahaha. wow, i wonder what else i can remember

 

[Copeamongcopers]

all of it feels so surreal to me. it just feels so fake, like something out of a movie

Wait until this nigga try shrooms.

He’s gonna be making another thread like this and turn a philosopher typing shit like

"The true looksmax is within your mind. All the internal racism you feel, the self loathing, and so on. You must drop it. Leave it all behind, and leave no place for self-hatred. Reality is, you’ve been given this genetics, and you must live your life with it with the best you’ve got. You only have one chance in life. Become sociable and love people, get all those hard max you’ve always wanted, and just live. BP may be true, but developing hatred for everything will not help you at all. Live to experience every rough parts, overcome it, and find the light in this dark truth”

 

[Fusionxz]

Well I mean atleast you didn't end up raping the foid

 

[Fusionxz]

I’m high as this laughing to this sentence "jeet ramblings"

I love to think Indians tried beefing with god a long time ago like Greek mythology type shit, and now they’re cursed with basically lowest SMV on the planet.

Can I apologize to god

 

[Fusionxz]

yeah, true. they see a pajeet who’s that short, a genetic anomaly, a genetic failure. they didn’t really retaliate on a lot of things i said. deep down they know im right about all i’ve said. the caribbean guy was the last to stay with me for a while. i think it’s strange how i’ve been on this site for so long that i thought they’d just rob me or something. the caribbean guy in the end tried to attempt to take my portable charger but then in the end just didn’t take it. i know they probably see me as pathetic and wouldn’t give two shits when i go back there, all sobered up again. i think one of them was trying to give me advice on the socialization aspect, but my subconscious mind just started rambling about how people wouldn’t want to be around a 5’3 pajeet, just a lot of brutal shit about race and how i hate myself. one of them said my “rizz” was bad with the goth girl, hahaha. just something to think about, good people do exist, but they’re just rare

bro how do you type so much

 

[160cmcurry]

Wait until this nigga try shrooms.

He’s gonna be making another thread like this and turn a philosopher typing shit like

"The true looksmax is within your mind. All the internal racism you feel, the self loathing, and so on. You must drop it. Leave it all behind, and leave no place for self-hatred. Reality is, you’ve been given this genetics, and you must live your life with it with the best you’ve got. You only have one chance in life. Become sociable and love people, get all those hard max you’ve always wanted, and just live. BP may be true, but developing hatred for everything will not help you at all. Live to experience every rough parts, overcome it, and find the light in this dark truth”

gotta hook me up one day @davidlaidisme67 LOL

 

[Fusionxz]

I’m caging over the fact that you called one of the dude “NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER" yet the group remained chill with you and your rantings.

But yeah. Weed is a pro-social drug. One of the best thing I’ve discovered for lifemaxxing. Can be enjoyed with nature, online, movies, n socialization like literally everything

Bro how didnt that guy punch him or something that's actually surprising. Also now I decided I have to stay sober for the rest of my life or I'll end up saying all this like him and get jumped

 

[160cmcurry]

Well I mean atleast you didn't end up raping the foid

i don’t roll like that despite the threads i make LOL

 

[160cmcurry]

Bro how didnt that guy punch him or something that's actually surprising. Also now I decided I have to stay sober for the rest of my life or I'll end up saying all this like him and get jumped

you know, i should’ve gotten their socials and just told them my fucking ig when it was asked. would’ve been my first real ‘socials’

 

[Bewusst]

Reading this baked myself and I'm pretty sure what you've been smoking wasn't just THC

 

[160cmcurry]

Reading this baked myself and I'm pretty sure what you've been smoking wasn't just THC

what do you think it could’ve been? the guy who hooked me up did have actual weed that he was inserting into the pen. body’s just really sensitive i guess to that kind of stuff

 

[160cmcurry]

i remember the first few hours, i was just crying about how i wanted friends and how i never had any growing up, just so much weird shit

 

[Copeamongcopers]

Reading this baked myself and I'm pretty sure what you've been smoking wasn't just THC

Asians are really sensitive to drugs, and are typically light weighted people. That and add the fact that this is literally his first time getting fried.

It’s hard to control yourself on new drugs until you get used to it

 

[160cmcurry]

give me some time, there was probably some more i said that’s just blocked out or deep

 

[160cmcurry]

Asians are really sensitive to drugs, and are typically light weighted people. That and add the fact that this is literally his first time getting fried.

It’s hard to control yourself on new drugs until you get used to it

there goes being a bengali

 

[160cmcurry]

i did talk to the caribbean guy about how it felt like i was in a simulation of some sort, just a lot of things i had to say, but the first few hours were a buzz, just unbearable headaches until it actually felt ‘fun’ and free somewhat hours later after my short nap.
i was telling them how if i didn’t get on this stuff, they probably wouldn’t even be talking to me, and then i was venting about why they’d even come to talk to me. just showed so much of how im a fuck up in general lmao

 

[Copeamongcopers]

i remember the first few hours, i was just crying about how i wanted friends and how i never had any growing up, just so much weird shit

Brutal. Same here, but thanks god I went from sub-human into a decently attractive man after late puberty (17-18yo.)

I’ve been trying to experience life as much as I can lately. Just been going out with any friends, getting high as shit and stuff like that to live the life I’ve never had and always wanted

Do everything that makes you happy, and drop the hatred except for those who are deserving obviously. All that unnecessary stress just makes life harder

First time I went to org, you straight up clowned me JFL