was high and i spoke to some people

[wishIwasSalludon]

It’s hard to control yourself on new drugs until you get used to

That’s cope controlling yourself on drugs is easy af

I’ve been on weed, psilocybin and drunk and could control myself from being a retard

 

[oijuyfdtrg]

i fw these slice of life threads
low inhib

 

[160cmcurry]

didn’t really get good sleep last night, still felt like the time perception thing was lingering even though i supposedly flushed it all out. i was told i’d get “the best sleep,” but i didn’t. just felt like i took a few micro naps in between with a headache, kinda half awake and half asleep

 

[160cmcurry]

That’s cope controlling yourself on drugs is easy af

I’ve been on weed, psilocybin and drunk and could control myself from being a retard

yeah, it’s true, i did have some level of control not to bother with the security guards. it’s more like, the more i kept talking and thinking, the more the headaches and ringing would subside a bit, but then they’d randomly come back. i’d definitely have better control if i was on it a second time. i just felt free in general, just being myself, even though i did have some control over what i was saying or doing

 

[160cmcurry]

i feel like shit man, is this really how you’re supposed to feel after the effects are wearing off?

 

[160cmcurry]

feel so empty. i wasn’t happy or anything on it but i just felt so free, like i could talk to anyone i wanted to

 

[160cmcurry]

the hangover feeling’s the worst

 

[160cmcurry]

just remembered how i told the caribbean guy that i’d even eat the shit of a white woman

 

[160cmcurry]

why am i remembering all of this right now

 

[160cmcurry]

said a lot of out of character things

 

[160cmcurry]

i mean it’s not that i talk normally, it just didn’t really feel like that was me

 

[160cmcurry]

just a desperate version of me bootlicking a goth chick with her boyfriend just feeling sorry for me, crazy what little attention i get does to me

 

[160cmcurry]

i’m a fucking retard

 

[160cmcurry]

overthinking everything when it was already fucking decided from the beginning

 

[160cmcurry]

just the way i fucking spoke sounded non nt, high pitch cuck voice compared to my normal toned voice to add onto my other failos. i even expressed my concern over my voice with them


“i don’t sound like a man”

fucking pathetic

 

[enochian]

someone suggested therapy

 

[160cmcurry]

“no, don’t say that, your voice sounds fine”

 

[160cmcurry]

all of this fucking hurt, just remembering all the little new interactions that just happened. things i would overlook but im thinking of right now late at night

 

[enochian]

Asians are really sensitive to drugs, and are typically light weighted people. That and add the fact that this is literally his first time getting fried.

It’s hard to control yourself on new drugs until you get used to it

This is true asf.

 

[160cmcurry]

wasn’t even saying proper sentences most of the time, i remember trying to cry when i was talking about the ‘no friends’ thing and just saying it over and over but tears wouldn’t come. looked like ‘fake crying’

 

[160cmcurry]

“are you saying you’re a white supremacist?”

 

[160cmcurry]

sounded so desperate and weak, i mean i already look the part already it just really goes hand to hand usually

 

[160cmcurry]

i think i drank from their water bottle too, was shown how to drink it i think and i still probably looked retarded and soy doing it

 

[160cmcurry]

then i drank off mine

“why are you air drinking your own water bottle”

the thing is i’ve been doing it ever since, just don’t like putting my lips over the mouth of the bottle

 

[e1488shciozl]

First serious @160cmcurry thread

He can't be serious, he is 5'2

 

[160cmcurry]

you know i’ve always wondered how it felt like to actually move, i was kinda heavy i think or i was just lightweight and sometimes when i thought i moved my arm or did something, i didn’t. i guess the best way to explain this would be kinda like a “desynch”

 

[160cmcurry]

it was the eyes that gave it away that i was on it i think, the group could tell immediately

 

[160cmcurry]

couldn’t really see how i looked myself, only time i saw it was when i woke up from that short nap

 

[enochian]

Don’t smoke too much weed u might end up in psychosis and freak out losing ur mind. And then get put in some gay psych ward where they try drug u up on zombifying jewpills. Especially since asians are generally more sensitive to drugs

 

[enochian]

Dhein ka dhein amar matar aroh bish korreh

 

[160cmcurry]

Don’t smoke too much weed u might end up in psychosis and freak out losing ur mind. And then get put in some gay psych ward where they try drug u up on zombifying jewpills. Especially since asians are generally more sensitive to drugs

yeah, i’ll lay off it for now. not worth feeling like complete shit after

 

[160cmcurry]

i keep reminiscing how i could’ve had maybe friends, real friends that i maybe meet up if i gave my ig instead of telling them that it was private. i feel so lonely, haven’t really spoken to anyone outside of family maybe, just no genuine interests, no real bonds. i think i would’ve even preferred being a ‘pity friend’ or better yet just a ‘pity acquaintance’ than being completely alone. i have 0 followers, 0 followings on ig, i have no friends, no one to talk to, no real social life

 

[160cmcurry]

Dhein ka dhein amar matar aroh bish korreh

is that bangla? i don’t really speak it except for broken banglish, but i only understood the head part

 

[160cmcurry]

i think it’s hilarious how i don’t even know the names of the people who stayed with me. they told me, but i couldn’t fucking remember with the headache and ringing buzz going on during the first hour

 

[160cmcurry]

same with the seller, i only knew him by face, not by name. actually, my memory’s a bit fuzzy. can’t even remember his face

 

[160cmcurry]

it fucking hurts just thinking about it. just looping the same shit in my head over and over

 

[160cmcurry]

wishing i could go back and shut the fuck up

 

[160cmcurry]

can’t even forget about it

 

[Suns9999]

I wish i could stop seeing this thread boosted to the top every-time i come on here