No idea, could've been laced with PCP, synthetic cannabinoids or something. Do you live in a legal state/country? I have never experienced anything like that with weed. If anything, it makes me more introverted and less available for irl social interaction.
i did this in an attempt to make up for my little to no ‘teenager experience’ i had growing up. i graduated senior year with no friends and didn’t even pick up the school yearbook. i’m currently trying the same thing too, just trying to be more ‘free’ these days while i wait for my clenbuterol to come in. i cringe at how ‘needy’ i was with just a little social interaction i had with people like them, just a small ‘experience’ of what should’ve been years of great memories during those high school years
eed high is very individual based. Weed makes me a fucking terramogger with the social skills it unleashes. Literal low-inhib monsters with heightened social skills
nah, it’s not like i experienced intense hallucinations, except for weird shapes that would run through the back of my head. i wouldn’t say i was anxious, but i was just confused overall of the entire process, what exactly was going on and if this was what it meant to be ‘high.’ starting off with weed just gives you that effect i guess, annoying ringing and a fucking headache
Compassion, pity, and disgust or “Contemptuous sympathy”i really do wonder what the group’s perspective was with just talking to me
so true, for them to see this curry’s on it, and then he rambles about his lack of social life. i didn’t even know the white guy was her boyfriend until the caribbean guy told me. her boyfriend knew i wasn’t a threat and just felt sorry when i was making advances to her. she also felt the same way with my rambles about being an ‘incel’ and having no friends. all they saw was a lonely man fated to die alone. they just put up with me and saw a genuine genetic failure of a ‘human’
I’m caging over how sorry you are for existing JFL, but then I’m not Indian and 160cm so I know wouldn’t the depths of your suffering.
yeah, i know i’ll never get this kind of social interaction unless i’m ‘high’ again, just for them or another group to come by and watch me again, just to feel sorry for me. just out of pity, disgust, maybe feel somewhat ‘responsible’ for me, because it’s fascinating to see a genetic failure on it, rambling on about his shit life
last question because i fall asleep. Almost 3am rn, the edible high is almost done, and the woman I was talking to cancelled the fucking plan today.
looking to lean down in an attempt for college soccer. i know i’ll never be genuinely loved physically or genuinely liked by anyone. people like me don’t really have bright futures. we rot in the background, become placeholders in other people’s stories, and spend most of our time coping in spaces like this. i think i’ll either be in prison in a few years later or a druggie, i’ll never find my own ‘group’ and will always be met with people gaslighting me into just telling me to get therapy or calling me ‘handsome’ or “your rizz was not enough for her dude.” there’s really nothing positive i see to my future
no, i qualify for ‘free college’ through FAFSA as long as i don’t dorm. my household income’s really low, bottom of the barrel
Learned your lesson
Idk what this means
Stop thinking bout the past it doesnt exist anymore thats foidish behaviour you cucki remember just saying how i fucking hated being “ethnic,” and then the goth girl, i think she was sitting beside me, said, “don’t worry, mijo, i’m ethnic.” yeah, i can’t really differentiate white passing hispanics from whites in general, then i told her, “but you’re a white passing ethnic,” and she said something like, “it doesn’t matter.” i’m thinking too deep and just reminiscing over that small interaction i had with a group that stayed with me out of pity
was my first time getting high, weed was the first thing i really tried. extremely sensitive to itYou went full retard mode because of some weed?
How old are you? I smoked weed in high school but quit after a while. I still remember showing up high in my class and my teacher didn’t even care.
18, freshman year of college. i was offered to try it by some guy and the group he was with. i remember being offered a vape during sophomore year of high school, i denied it and thought i was some smug, honorable bastard for not being a ‘druggie.’ but staying clean didn’t do shit during those years. weed in general really is something, had embarrassing interactions with people, couldn’t really construct proper sentences, or i’d just mix up my words. funny thing is, the seller who offered it to me wasn’t even a student. the security here is pretty bad, anyone can walk inHow old are you? I smoked weed in high school but quit after a while. I still remember showing up high in my class and my teacher didn’t even care.
definitely will. i don’t really do much with my life in general. just living in a constant loop these past few years, nothing has changed ever since. an experience i'll look back on from time to time
niggas really freak out like this when they smoke? first time I got truly faded faded I was walking around the mall staring at niggas just a few feet away from them analyzing their face. Only complaint was my lips felt numb as shit and my masseter muscles were very tense, made it harder to eat.
