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[Deleted member 9274]

I already tried DMT and Salvia multiples times, cool shit, but nothing compares to the touch of a woman.

Well ur choice at the end of the day. U probably wont, but just know that you will never do the things u want to do., NEVER. The door is always open

 

[Timelessbrah]

I think ive pmed u b4

how is your money situation? and what surgeries would u exactly need anyway?

heard ur jaw was good as well that's about it ig

Yes you did, I didn't show my face. But I have almost 10k stored for myself, who told you my jaw is good? Its' actually top tier, but the rest of my face is beyond shit. No to mention a long midface and on existent zygos. If it wasn't for the covid shit , I would have already done the surgeries and ascended to chadlite territory. But that won't happen in a very long time.

 

[Timelessbrah]

You can control your urges bro if you can do that you are going to gain a sense of pride that will last forever and you will be a new man

no I can't, testorone rules my life and there's not a single second I don't think about fucking.

 

[Timelessbrah]

try lsd shrooms before i think its prob legal in portugal

How do you know were I live, you seen me write somewhere here?? I tried magic truffles once and it was pretty neat. however theres no psychedelic for my face.

 

[oatmeal]

Yes you did, I didn't show my face. But I have almost 10k stored for myself, who told you my jaw is good? Its' actually top tier, but the rest of my face is beyond shit. No to mention a long midface and on existent zygos. If it wasn't for the covid shit , I would have already done the surgeries and ascended to chadlite territory. But that won't happen in a very long time.

idk I think I heard it from u and I believe it is so.

im in the same situation tbh, but im still trying to make the money lol.

but given this man, you have ~10k in store? I don't think its too late yet.

what surgeries were u actually planning to do anyways? why is ur midface long too? is it nose or ipd?

 

[Deleted member 11053]

no I can't, testorone rules my life and there's not a single second I don't think about fucking.

You tried fighting it before and not let it rules your life?

 

[Timelessbrah]

Well ur choice at the end of the day. U probably wont, but just know that you will never do the things u want to do., NEVER. The door is always open

If had to guess when I was 10 yo how my life would be, I would never come up to what I'm living right now, maybe the future changes so rapidly that I can be saved, maybe it won't. Maybe I actually get lucky for once in my life and live as it was meant. Anyways, the moment I decide to do it, everything I once knew will be lost forever, only a faint memory of me will reside in my family. Too bas for them, they shouldn't gamble with human life.

 

[Deleted member 9274]

If had to guess when I was 10 yo how my life would be, I would never come up to what I'm living right now, maybe the future changes so rapidly that I can be saved, maybe it won't. Maybe I actually get lucky for once in my life and live as it was meant. Anyways, the moment I decide to do it, everything I once knew will be lost forever, only a faint memory of me will reside in my family. Too bas for them, they shouldn't gamble with human life.

Things will change. Your just in a heat of a moment. I have been there bro even tho im still young. Fuck this earth

 

[Enfant terrible]

Caged at you.

If youre not a troll your pretty dam ignorant seriously
We talked about this before
The historical jesus doesnt prove the biblical jesus
what you provided is evidence for the historical figure called Jesus of Nazareth.
there is a difference

Historical Jesus - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

Jesus in Christianity - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[FastBananaCEO]

I've said this countless times and I'll say it again. Before you do anything stupid: Go for a run, meditate, or listen to music (better yet all 3). I've thought of roping countless times and these things, especially running, literally saved me.

 

[Timelessbrah]

idk I think I heard it from u and I believe it is so.

im in the same situation tbh, but im still trying to make the money lol.

but given this man, you have ~10k in store? I don't think its too late yet.

what surgeries were u actually planning to do anyways? why is ur midface long too? is it nose or ipd?

My nose is too long because my upper maxilla is long af. Yeah I have almost that, I made a thread about my surgeries, I would be getting genioplasty and buccal fat removal. They don't do osteotomies in here, even if you are ugly, you need to have malocclusion. Its not to late, but my skin is noticeably aging because my father had shit skin genetics and all the people around me are getting gf's. Those surgeries will save, but I don't know how long I can hold it.

 

[Timelessbrah]

Things will change. Your just in a heat of a moment. I have been there bro even tho im still young. Fuck this earth

Thx for the motivartional worlds fellow user. I'll remember them.

 

[Deleted member 9274]

Thx for the motivartional worlds fellow user. I'll remember them.

Always here to help people in need. You can always pm me till the first of january, then ill be gone for good

 

[Timelessbrah]

I've said this countless times and I'll say it again. Before you do anything stupid: Go for a run, meditate, or listen to music (better yet all 3). I've thought of roping countless times and these things, especially running, literally saved me.

I go regularly to the gym and sometimes I go for a walk, but over time these copes have lost their effect. I should reveal that I'm actually chating with a girl that seemed to like from Tinder, he talked unusually well and she seemed to like me. She complemented my photos several times and even said that she's another level bellow me (behold the power of manipulating photos). We talked this past 2 weeks almost everyday day and she said she would like a future with me. Too bad, she gave me the "seen" reaction today and I doesn't look good, this girl was my chance of having action in 2021 and it might be fucking lost. I'm sorrym, but even chating with girls and shit it's my last option and the last drop for me.

 

[Deleted member 6400]

How do you know were I live, you seen me write somewhere here?? I tried magic truffles once and it was pretty neat. however theres no psychedelic for my face.

we've talked about portuguese chicks on amnesia discord,just try to get out of this website for good

 

[Timelessbrah]

we've talked about portuguese chicks on amnesia discord,just try to get out of this website for good

AHHHH yes I remember, good memories my guy.

 

[Timelessbrah]

It was narrated from Abu Hurayrah (may Allaah be pleased with him) that the Prophet (blessings and peace of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever throws himself down from a mountain and kills himself will be throwing himself down in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever. Whoever drinks poison and kills himself will be sipping it in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever. Whoever kills himself with a piece of iron will have that iron in his hand, thrusting it into his belly in the Fire of Hell for ever and ever.” Narrated by al-Bukhaari (5442) and Muslim (109),

It was narrated from Thaabit ibn Dahhaak (may Allaah be pleased with him) that the Messenger of Allaah (blessings and peace of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever kills himself with something will be punished with it on the Day of Resurrection.” Narrated by al-Bukhaari (5700) and Muslim (110).

It was narrated that Jundub ibn ‘Abd-Allaah (may Allaah be pleased with him) said: The Messenger of Allaah (blessings and peace of Allaah be upon him) said: “A man among those who came before you was wounded. He panicked and took a knife and cut his hand, and the bleeding did not stop until he died. Allaah, may He be glorified and exalted, said: ‘My slave hastened his death; I have forbidden Paradise to him.” Narrated by al-Bukhaari (3276) and Muslim (113).

There's nothing beyond death, only a great limbo of emptiness.

 

[jellyfish101]

I already went to get some fresh air with my dog, just be alone with my thoughts. I also don't have people in the mod to listen to my problems, so I'm all alone.

Bro, what about your dog?

 

[BrettyBoy]

Just smoke or drink alcohol, if is something that helps.

 

[TheEndHasNoEnd]

who told you my jaw is good? Its' actually top tier, but the rest of my face is beyond shit. No to mention a long midface and on existent zygos

We are like the total opposites bro lmao, im bad jaw with good zygos and midface. Anyways to the serious point, ive had a long history of suicidal thoughts and i even dug deep into research for suicide methods. I felt uncomfortable talking deeply with anyone i knew irl and online friends are usually temporary comfort. for me, to get out of it is to have faith in something but have faith in it 100%. Whether this be god, an ambition, a way of life, whatever. You need something to give you a fullfilling purpose. Its gonna be hard to take that first step, but that first leap of faith is all you need. Now, the problem wont immediately go away, but it will go away slowly. Before i had no ambitions and was completely jaded and unmotivated but now im out here ending the year with a 25 day waterfast (no electrolytes, retarded decision that i made) and lost 25 lbs. My longest record of just water before this fast was just one day. Im moving onto the next year with high hopes and ambitions. You need to find that inner calling bro, youre a fellow brother like me who was once in the darkness. I cant stand to see my brothers in pain, please get well soon and find your calling.

 

[Timelessbrah]

Bro, what about your dog?

My dog is a suck a cutie, I like him very much.

 

[Timelessbrah]

We are like the total opposites bro lmao, im bad jaw with good zygos and midface. Anyways to the serious point, ive had a long history of suicidal thoughts and i even dug deep into research for suicide methods. I felt uncomfortable talking deeply with anyone i knew irl and online friends are usually temporary comfort. for me, to get out of it is to have faith in something but have faith in it 100%. Whether this be god, an ambition, a way of life, whatever. You need something to give you a fullfilling purpose. Its gonna be hard to take that first step, but that first leap of faith is all you need. Now, the problem wont immediately go away, but it will go away slowly. Before i had no ambitions and was completely jaded and unmotivated but now im out here ending the year with a 25 day waterfast (no electrolytes, retarded decision that i made) and lost 25 lbs. My longest record of just water before this fast was just one day. Im moving onto the next year with high hopes and ambitions. You need to find that inner calling bro, youre a fellow brother like me who was once in the darkness. I cant stand to see my brothers in pain, please get well soon and find your calling.

I already have set some goals and by the end of the covid pandemic I'll be getting my surgeries, only then I'll I see what to really make of my life. In the mean time, thx for the encouraging words, as I've said, you will not be forgotten.