Lightskinindian
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Matched with her on Tinder and she sent me a message first, we talked and even though she was super busy she wanted to meet up within a week.
I drove 100 km to her city to have a drink with her. Tried to greet her with a kiss on the cheek and she just went in for a hug and turned her head...
We spoke for 2-3 hours and it was like the best date ever there was a click (for me), we had a slight argument about feminism (she is), and when I started speaking about Jordan Peterson it was a no-go.... I alrdy started speaking to meet up the next weekend (2 days after) she was like agreeing and saying that would be nice and such.
I walked her to her bike at the end of the night, we hugged shortly and said bye. I felt it was too short and said I wanted a longer hug so we did. After hugging for like 10 seconds she stood up on her toes (she is super short) and kissed me on the mouth and then French kissed me for at least 20 seconds... we said goodbye and again parted ways.
We continued speaking a bit but soon she said 'it was going too fast' and wanted to meetup the weekend the week after, this weekend was too soon. She said she was in a relation for 8 years and wanted to take things easy. I said its ok but for me nothing changes after 1 week.... She barely spoke to me the week after maybe 5 mins a day. In the end she send me a message 'that this is not it' and some other blabla....
I asked her why she thinks that and started speaking 'that she got really defensive and scared about my masculinity speech... 'saying Western men have it harder in the dating industry' its true but maybe I shouldn't have said. She said she still really liked meeting me...
I sent her a few messages after to prove that I'm not 'toxic masculine' at all.. She said she will rethink it a few days... Though she hasn't sent a single message in like 4 days....
Im just fking confused about the whole situation.. she probably is just saying this bs bcuz she doesn't actually like me... but than why the fk she initiate and gave me such a sensual kiss if she doesn't like me...
I really felt depressed after and alrdy wanted to kill myself...
I drove 100 km to her city to have a drink with her. Tried to greet her with a kiss on the cheek and she just went in for a hug and turned her head...
We spoke for 2-3 hours and it was like the best date ever there was a click (for me), we had a slight argument about feminism (she is), and when I started speaking about Jordan Peterson it was a no-go.... I alrdy started speaking to meet up the next weekend (2 days after) she was like agreeing and saying that would be nice and such.
I walked her to her bike at the end of the night, we hugged shortly and said bye. I felt it was too short and said I wanted a longer hug so we did. After hugging for like 10 seconds she stood up on her toes (she is super short) and kissed me on the mouth and then French kissed me for at least 20 seconds... we said goodbye and again parted ways.
We continued speaking a bit but soon she said 'it was going too fast' and wanted to meetup the weekend the week after, this weekend was too soon. She said she was in a relation for 8 years and wanted to take things easy. I said its ok but for me nothing changes after 1 week.... She barely spoke to me the week after maybe 5 mins a day. In the end she send me a message 'that this is not it' and some other blabla....
I asked her why she thinks that and started speaking 'that she got really defensive and scared about my masculinity speech... 'saying Western men have it harder in the dating industry' its true but maybe I shouldn't have said. She said she still really liked meeting me...
I sent her a few messages after to prove that I'm not 'toxic masculine' at all.. She said she will rethink it a few days... Though she hasn't sent a single message in like 4 days....
Im just fking confused about the whole situation.. she probably is just saying this bs bcuz she doesn't actually like me... but than why the fk she initiate and gave me such a sensual kiss if she doesn't like me...
I really felt depressed after and alrdy wanted to kill myself...