What are your most brutal personal blackpills / realisations

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It's time to face the facts, faggots

This isn't pessimism, just the realistic state of things. List them tbh

Here are mine

  • No matter what I do or how hard I work, I will most likely never reach financial freedom. Being a money slave is written in my DNA
  • At 5'9, I am physically unattractive to a large percentage of women, despite what they may think of my face
  • No matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions and shitty ab insertions
  • I will probably never be satisfied with my looks. I will take my BDD to the grave
  • I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
  • Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck :feelswah: I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life:feelswhy:
 
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5f11.5 height ll or death

Wagey or no salvation. I just want to have a liberal job where i have no boss at this point ngl, ive accepted my Fate.

Will always have subpar pheno compared to nordics - not the nerdics types.

Probably forever sub chad even if i plan to looksmaxx further.

And will die like everyone else.

A prime that will only last 10
Years at most from now on.
 
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My midface ratio it is brutal tier.
 
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being happy that a girl is very playful and flirty around me and assuming I'm special to her, only to see her behaving the exact same way with another guy in my looks range or higher
 
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Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck :feelswah: I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life:feelswhy:
How often do you guys train neck? @alriodai
 
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That I passed on an offer like a dumb fuck because I didn’t wanna take the risk.

450k house, price went up 250% in the last 7 years….
 
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That I passed on an offer like a dumb fuck because I didn’t wanna take the risk.

450k house, price went up 250% in the last 7 years….
You a kiwi?
 
  • No matter what I do or how hard I work, I will most likely never reach financial freedom. Being a money slave is written in my DNA
  • I will probably never be satisfied with my looks. I will take my BDD to the grave
  • I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
These 3 are the worse.
Especially the last one :feelswhy:
 
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These 3 are the worse.
Especially the last one :feelswhy:
Everyone already has their own circles

Everyone is always busy with work or whipped by their gfs, nobody has time to hangout with freinds, let alone ones they barely know or have just met
 
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It's time to face the facts, faggots

This isn't pessimism, just the realistic state of things. List them tbh

Here are mine

  • No matter what I do or how hard I work, I will most likely never reach financial freedom. Being a money slave is written in my DNA
  • At 5'9, I am physically unattractive to a large percentage of women, despite what they may think of my face
  • No matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions and shitty ab insertions
  • I will probably never be satisfied with my looks. I will take my BDD to the grave
  • I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
  • Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck :feelswah: I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life:feelswhy:
I will always be handicapped by my race that’s brutal
 
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It's time to face the facts, faggots

This isn't pessimism, just the realistic state of things. List them tbh

Here are mine

  • No matter what I do or how hard I work, I will most likely never reach financial freedom. Being a money slave is written in my DNA
  • At 5'9, I am physically unattractive to a large percentage of women, despite what they may think of my face
  • No matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions and shitty ab insertions
  • I will probably never be satisfied with my looks. I will take my BDD to the grave
  • I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
  • Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck :feelswah: I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life:feelswhy:
Being born.
 
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That I'm going on holiday in less than a month and I still haven't leanmaxxed enough. I've gone from 98kg @191cm to 94kg in a month but I'm still bloated. I can probs reach 92 maybe 91 before I go but i'll probs still be bloated
 
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It's time to face the facts, faggots

This isn't pessimism, just the realistic state of things. List them tbh

Here are mine

  • No matter what I do or how hard I work, I will most likely never reach financial freedom. Being a money slave is written in my DNA
  • At 5'9, I am physically unattractive to a large percentage of women, despite what they may think of my face
  • No matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions and shitty ab insertions
  • I will probably never be satisfied with my looks. I will take my BDD to the grave
  • I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
  • Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck :feelswah: I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life:feelswhy:

All this minus being 5'9" and add in that I need 50k worth of facial surgery to get out of LTN.
 
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You re right, the friend pill is underrated. Friends are one of the best copes as it distracts you from day to day hell. Like you said making friends after uni is impossible and would say during uni alrdy difficult unless you join some fraternity/club. I have the same 3 friends for 10 years now since the first days of high school. Without them I would have alrdy roped years ago.
 
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i have to accept the fact that im black, over.
 
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Im FUCKING indian!
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It's time to face the facts, faggots

This isn't pessimism, just the realistic state of things. List them tbh

Here are mine

  • No matter what I do or how hard I work, I will most likely never reach financial freedom. Being a money slave is written in my DNA
  • At 5'9, I am physically unattractive to a large percentage of women, despite what they may think of my face
  • No matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions and shitty ab insertions
  • I will probably never be satisfied with my looks. I will take my BDD to the grave
  • I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
  • Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck :feelswah: I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life:feelswhy:
Idk
 
BBC isnt true
 
I don't think I'll ever be able to get over my low self esteem issues completely. I've also come to terms with the fact that childhood abuse has scarred me in many ways.

I also missed out on teen love/sex because I was sent to an all boys school. I wasted away my prime years and I'll never get them back.
 
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Being a 3PSL social+sexual reject untill my early twenties has irreversibely scarred me. My awful self-image and pessimistic personality as a result of this will never completely heal.
 
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I've ruined my prime teenage years by being a low t nervous high inhib faggot when it comes to women
I'll prolly never be financially independent unless i join the military and get my legs blown off by some terrorist
I have to accept im living in a rapidly decaying world and will probably die young without much life experience
 
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- Will likely never fulfill my goal of marrying a light-skinned, tall, light-eyed HTB and giving birth to a mogger-mixed son.
- Even if I were to improve my looks and overall life quality greatly, it would be impossible to recover from the past 18 years of suffering. I will never be a normal person :feelswhy:
- Most likely going to copemaxx until my time on this disgusting plant comes to an end.
 
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nothing is more brutal than the agepill in my eyes. even if i looksmax to chad level, its very very difficult for me or even impossible since i have a shit base, my prime will be already over. idk i feel like after 30 u will be seen as on old and weird if u keep the slaying lifestyle, even more so after 40. and ur looks start to fade away slowly. ur SMV and PSL drops every yearfrom the age of 25-30. prime jb and hot young women in their twenties will not hookup with an older dude unless ur giga rich, high status or/and goodlooking. seeing ur parents and loved ones die, some may even get health problems like cancer or alzheimer or some shit, its just all sad to watch. if ur an older guy and dont have much going for you regarding women, carreer or hobbies, you are gonna think you wasted ur life and regret many decisions u made as a younger guy. im 24 now, and i regret playing so many video games, watching twitch and rotting on the computer instead of socializing. getting older, uglier, weaker, slower, dumber that all comes with aging. brutal.


@vanilla @Thompsonz @Nameless_Sunflower @StreegeReturn @DoctorLooksmax
 
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nothing is more brutal than the agepill in my eyes. even if i looksmax to chad level, its very very difficult for me or even impossible since i have a shit base, my prime will be already over. idk i feel like after 30 u will be seen as on old and weird if u keep the slaying lifestyle, even more so after 40. and ur looks start to fade away slowly. ur SMV and PSL drops every yearfrom the age of 25-30. prime jb and hot young women in their twenties will not hookup with an older dude unless ur giga rich, high status or/and goodlooking. seeing ur parents and loved ones die, some may even get health problems like cancer or alzheimer or some shit, its just all sad to watch. if ur an older guy and dont have much going for you regarding women, carreer or hobbies, you are gonna think you wasted ur life and regret many decisions u made as a younger guy. im 24 now, and i regret playing so many video games, watching twitch and rotting on the computer instead of socializing. getting older, uglier, weaker, slower, dumber that all comes with aging. brutal.


@vanilla @Thompsonz @Nameless_Sunflower @StreegeReturn @DoctorLooksmax
The absolute worst part about the age pill is seeing guys younger than you, better looking than you,taller than you, richer than you, and more NT than you lifemogging you into the dirt.
 
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I have small wrists which means my gym gains will be shit.
I never had a gf outside of hs and the older I get the harder it will be for me to find that same type of wholesome love from women since all of them hoe around.
I will most likely need plastic surgery for my lower third.
Love ultimately doesn't exist and I will never get that type of hollywood love I yearn for.
 
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F*ck this defeatist shit. You can keep ascending well into your 40s. Just ask 1st Man about the male advantage.

Obviously not everyone. Most guys all over the world are a pile of dogshit in their 40s.

"Don't let it be you."
 
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when you're dating outside your race, your psl drops by 1 unless you're white
 
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Everyone who loves you or associates with you is only there because you can do something for them.
 
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:feelscry: I will never be together with Nana, Especially from her prime years

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Women are whores that only want to be fucked and will never love you for your personality
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that people are actually experiencing the feeling of dick in pussy, i am so far removed from women i cant even imagine what a hug feels like
 
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korean women are hideous.... japs be cute though, sometimes
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being happy that a girl is very playful and flirty around me and assuming I'm special to her, only to see her behaving the exact same way with another guy in my looks range or higher
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  • No matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions and shitty ab insertions
One of the biggest blackpills regarding the gym that I almost never see- you can be 6'1 but you'll get no halo out of it simply because you have woman tier 6.5" wrists and and the shoulder width and arm legth of a 5'9 man, it looks ridiculously childish and non-dimorphic.
  • I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
Once you lose your childhood/teenage friends that you've known for years, it's pretty much game over for building genuine and long-lasting friendships.I lost all of my lifetime friends in one summer because of a brutal fight and I've still yet to find friends that I can "click" with the same way, It's as if you can only make acquaintances over the age of 20, it doesn't matter how gl or interesting you are- everybody already has their "ride or die" friends by that age and you'll always be an outsider.
  • Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck :feelswah: I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life:feelswhy:
I disagree with this one(the neck WILL grow if you train it hard enough), you just need to hop on test and focus on volume WITHOUT weights. Just do 4 sets of 50 bw neck curls every other way and your neck will reach it's limit soon enough. I went from a 15" to a 16.8" neck in just about half an year(I started a low dose test cruise in January).
 
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F*ck this defeatist shit. You can keep ascending well into your 40s. Just ask 1st Man about the male advantage.

Obviously not everyone. Most guys all over the world are a pile of dogshit in their 40s.

"Don't let it be you."
1st man is bald subhuman coping with TRT and manosphere videos. Despite what you may have been told, men DO NOT peak in their fucking 40s lmfao.

@forevergymcelling

This is one of the most brutal blackpills imo. LOOK AT THIS SHIT. YOU WILL NEVER HAVE THIS.

“How did Johnny Depp get in Nightmare on Elm Street?

Depp's role was originally meant to be played by Charlie Sheen (Platoon, Wall Street), but Craven's daughter convinced her father to cast Depp instead. After the death of Craven in 2015, Depp gave the director credit for giving him his first big break and kick starting his acting career.”

Later, Craven showed his daughter and her friend headshots of the actors auditioning to play Glenn. Both Craven's daughter and her friend picked Depp for the role. “I said, 'Are you serious?”' He looked like he needed a bath. They both said, 'He's beautiful.’
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HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU COPE:feelsohgod::feelsohgod::feelsohgod::feelsohgod:
 
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No matter how much effort I put on myself I will never be satisfied with my appearance and how I look
 
1st man is bald subhuman coping with TRT and manosphere videos. Despite what you may have been told, men DO NOT peak in their fucking 40s lmfao.

@forevergymcelling

This is one of the most brutal blackpills imo. LOOK AT THIS SHIT. YOU WILL NEVER HAVE THIS.

“How did Johnny Depp get in Nightmare on Elm Street?

Depp's role was originally meant to be played by Charlie Sheen (Platoon, Wall Street), but Craven's daughter convinced her father to cast Depp instead. After the death of Craven in 2015, Depp gave the director credit for giving him his first big break and kick starting his acting career.”

Later, Craven showed his daughter and her friend headshots of the actors auditioning to play Glenn. Both Craven's daughter and her friend picked Depp for the role. “I said, 'Are you serious?”' He looked like he needed a bath. They both said, 'He's beautiful.’
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HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU COPE:feelsohgod::feelsohgod::feelsohgod::feelsohgod:
1stMan may be 50% human 50% chimp but (according to him at least) he can slay at will. He makes some valid points. You're an overall package, not just your face.

Ascend, brah.

"Ascend to the end!"

Why even mention Depp?? Even with his wonky nose he's in the top 0.001%
 
Why even mention Depp?? Even with his wonky nose he's in the top 0.001%
Either you are born with good genetics or you aren’t and are compensating for your lack of innate reproductive value.

This is why most women accomplish nothing in their lives because they can sit on their ass and are still guaranteed to have a mate and reproduce.

So from my perspective, either you are goodlooking or you are coping.

Anything else is compensation.

And you don’t need to be 0.001% to be goodlooking.
 
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Outside the west and gook land it is indeed shit. But, i’m thinking more of dark blond / light brown, north atlantid.
Its ideal ngl.
Both extreme are shit. Too curry is shit. Too blond is shit.
Life is about balance and contrast. Idk why you don’t get tatts tan hair, eyebrows, lash dye
imo blonde isnt good in the west either

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"27.5 percent of the women said yes to men wearing a blond wig, 30 percent accepted invitations from the men with brown wigs, 35 percent accepted invitations from men with black wigs and only 13.8 percent for men who donned a red wig. "


"By analyzing data from over 145,000 of their male members (they have 800,000 in total), the site found that men who have brown hair average 10 dates per month, while blonde guys only have around three. "


Idk why you don’t get tatts tan hair, eyebrows, lash dye
and ive done all those things haha

but imo tats arent good man. wish i stayed clean pure skin
 
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imo blonde isnt good in the west either

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"27.5 percent of the women said yes to men wearing a blond wig, 30 percent accepted invitations from the men with brown wigs, 35 percent accepted invitations from men with black wigs and only 13.8 percent for men who donned a red wig. "


"By analyzing data from over 145,000 of their male members (they have 800,000 in total), the site found that men who have brown hair average 10 dates per month, while blonde guys only have around three. "



and ive done all those things haha

but imo tats arent good man. wish i stayed clean pure skin
@Biggdink :Comfy:
 
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imo blonde isnt good in the west either

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"27.5 percent of the women said yes to men wearing a blond wig, 30 percent accepted invitations from the men with brown wigs, 35 percent accepted invitations from men with black wigs and only 13.8 percent for men who donned a red wig. "


"By analyzing data from over 145,000 of their male members (they have 800,000 in total), the site found that men who have brown hair average 10 dates per month, while blonde guys only have around three. "



and ive done all those things haha

but imo tats arent good man. wish i stayed clean pure skin
All i can say abo it gathering lots of data and understanding :
Heavy stubble is the most ideal for our age range.
To have highest appeal color wise you need to have dark nearly everything while having a rather white passing skin to avoid passing as a pure ethnic to avoid failos. Whites have it a bit easier in this because i don’t have red undertones they do.
Mid long hair is always a halo. Long hair is gay, short is dumb for most men.

And then comes into play eye color. This is more debatable. I would say on me and you very light eyes aren’t really halo but they would be if we were tanned asf.
So my theory is light asf brown / hazel are the most versatile, masculine eyes, working for the best complexion possible aka chico complexion, tyson ballou etc. Those phenos are ideal if they had hazel eyes
 
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I am excruciatingly lonely and always have been, I am genuinely a low tier normie unfrauded and I need a ton of surgery to actually become somewhat good looking.

I am realizing I have mental issues that i cannot simply “just control”, childhood abandonment issues, but the lack of good friends make this absolutely brutal for me and so I’m suicidal almost every day but look towards surgery and ascension as a last resort.

I will likely never “make it” and have a decent job where I don’t want to blow my brains out. I hate working for other people and no matter what job I’ve found I can’t stand being harassed by a supervisor.

Above all the loneliness kills me every single day, and since I’m not even happy in my own skin with how I look, nor do others like the way I look, I constantly feel the need to look good just to even feel as if I have a chance at living a normal life.

An entire life of brutal experiences has caused me to see the world in a transactional, blackpilled, very nihilistic and cynical way and I’m sure when I improve my looks with surgery it will only VALIDATE the black pill since people will undoubtably treat me better if I improve in looks.

I think about suicide daily and I have no friends. I look to ascending as my last hope. I also know the world is transactional and people only want to use you so you can’t even express how you truly feel or people will see you as a non masculine, non USEABLE male who is a victim and actually start wanting to hurt you even more, when all you need it a helping hand. For this reason I suffer in silence nowadays and know exactly how the world works and my place in it.
 
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