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That i'l getting old
And ALLAH IS MY ONLY PROTECTION
And ALLAH IS MY ONLY PROTECTION
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He’s a 5’4 Indian market @Detona@Biggdink
You re right, the friend pill is underrated. Friends are one of the best copes as it distracts you from day to day hell. Like you said making friends after uni is impossible and would say during uni alrdy difficult unless you join some fraternity/club. I have the same 3 friends for 10 years now since the first days of high school. Without them I would have alrdy roped years ago.
Brutal GL or not GL theory. You’re either born a slayer or not.Either you are born with good genetics or you aren’t and are compensating for your lack of innate reproductive value.
This is why most women accomplish nothing in their lives because they can sit on their ass and are still guaranteed to have a mate and reproduce.
So from my perspective, either you are goodlooking or you are coping.
Anything else is compensation.
And you don’t need to be 0.001% to be goodlooking.
Relatable. However I’d still take validation and attention post operation than nothing at all. You’ll know deep down they treat you a certain way because bone structure, but that’s better than rotting alone.I am excruciatingly lonely and always have been, I am genuinely a low tier normie unfrauded and I need a ton of surgery to actually become somewhat good looking.
I am realizing I have mental issues that i cannot simply “just control”, childhood abandonment issues, but the lack of good friends make this absolutely brutal for me and so I’m suicidal almost every day but look towards surgery and ascension as a last resort.
I will likely never “make it” and have a decent job where I don’t want to blow my brains out. I hate working for other people and no matter what job I’ve found I can’t stand being harassed by a supervisor.
Above all the loneliness kills me every single day, and since I’m not even happy in my own skin with how I look, nor do others like the way I look, I constantly feel the need to look good just to even feel as if I have a chance at living a normal life.
An entire life of brutal experiences has caused me to see the world in a transactional, blackpilled, very nihilistic and cynical way and I’m sure when I improve my looks with surgery it will only VALIDATE the black pill since people will undoubtably treat me better if I improve in looks.
I think about suicide daily and I have no friends. I look to ascending as my last hope. I also know the world is transactional and people only want to use you so you can’t even express how you truly feel or people will see you as a non masculine, non USEABLE male who is a victim and actually start wanting to hurt you even more, when all you need it a helping hand. For this reason I suffer in silence nowadays and know exactly how the world works and my place in it.
I realized life is either misery or coping. That’s exactly what you are saying as well.Relatable. However I’d still take validation and attention post operation than nothing at all. You’ll know deep down they treat you a certain way because bone structure, but that’s better than rotting alone.
It’s misery and coping once you take the black pill.I realized life is either misery or coping. That’s exactly what you are saying as well.
Either misery alone, or coping with some subpar sense of validation. Is that the entirety of life?
Nigga goddamnit;I am excruciatingly lonely and always have been, I am genuinely a low tier normie unfrauded and I need a ton of surgery to actually become somewhat good looking.
I am realizing I have mental issues that i cannot simply “just control”, childhood abandonment issues, but the lack of good friends make this absolutely brutal for me and so I’m suicidal almost every day but look towards surgery and ascension as a last resort.
I will likely never “make it” and have a decent job where I don’t want to blow my brains out. I hate working for other people and no matter what job I’ve found I can’t stand being harassed by a supervisor.
Above all the loneliness kills me every single day, and since I’m not even happy in my own skin with how I look, nor do others like the way I look, I constantly feel the need to look good just to even feel as if I have a chance at living a normal life.
An entire life of brutal experiences has caused me to see the world in a transactional, blackpilled, very nihilistic and cynical way and I’m sure when I improve my looks with surgery it will only VALIDATE the black pill since people will undoubtably treat me better if I improve in looks.
I think about suicide daily and I have no friends. I look to ascending as my last hope. I also know the world is transactional and people only want to use you so you can’t even express how you truly feel or people will see you as a non masculine, non USEABLE male who is a victim and actually start wanting to hurt you even more, when all you need it a helping hand. For this reason I suffer in silence nowadays and know exactly how the world works and my place in it.
My ass. You have it backwards. Life only begins after you've swallowed the .It’s misery and coping once you take the black pill.
This was blackpilling for me, first realizing I could never look like Jon Skywalker due to my hips to ribcage ratioNo matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions
- I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
Yeah legit, agree with everythingThis was blackpilling for me, first realizing I could never look like Jon Skywalker due to my hips to ribcage ratio
Then realizing I could never have enough muscle mass to look aesthetic in pics without heavy roid doses
Then realizing that even moderate roid doses obliterates my skin
The only hope for social circle post uni is to statusmax to the point where you get fanboys who you can meet up with and befriend the non subhuman ones
You need to provide value up front and have other people think you are in a more powerful social position than them for anyone to want to associate outside of forced circumstances like uni, housemates etc
My mog my gf's 2 exs into oblivion, so glad I dont have to worry about thisPretty much any women you deal with has degraded herself in their physical prime to the pleasures of a man (or multiple men) far more physically attractive than you or I. So we’re all just shifting through other mens leftovers
sorry to say this but allah is just your only copeThat i'l getting old
And ALLAH IS MY ONLY PROTECTION
He is not a copesorry to say this but allah is just your only cope
IdealHe’s a 5’4 Indian market @Detona
The goat eyes pill killed any hope remainingIt's time to face the facts, faggots
This isn't pessimism, just the realistic state of things. List them tbh
Here are mine
- No matter what I do or how hard I work, I will most likely never reach financial freedom. Being a money slave is written in my DNA
- At 5'9, I am physically unattractive to a large percentage of women, despite what they may think of my face
- No matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions and shitty ab insertions
- I will probably never be satisfied with my looks. I will take my BDD to the grave
- I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
- Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life
What are you talking about? Being only child mogs.- My parents decision to only have one child irreversibly fucked me up for life in a very large way. I will spend my whole life trying to cover ground that people with siblings have done years ago unthinkingly and I will never reach their level due to missing social milestones.
never said you are a bad personHe is not a cope
People did bad things to me that i will never do to them
I'll pray for u like Nike
Brutal. But the no friends after uni is legit. Its why normies are so desperate to start families. Its because theyre dreadfully aloneIt's time to face the facts, faggots
This isn't pessimism, just the realistic state of things. List them tbh
Here are mine
- No matter what I do or how hard I work, I will most likely never reach financial freedom. Being a money slave is written in my DNA
- At 5'9, I am physically unattractive to a large percentage of women, despite what they may think of my face
- No matter how hard I gymcel, I will never 'wow' a girl with my physique due to my garbage skeletal proportions and shitty ab insertions
- I will probably never be satisfied with my looks. I will take my BDD to the grave
- I will never have a proper social circle. After years of trying as a guy in my mid 20s, the brutal realisation is that making true friends after uni is impossible. Even more so if you're self employed. And this only gets worse the older you get
- Most brutal of all, I don't think it's possible for me to build a big neck I'm stuck being a low sex appeal bobble head for life
Before you stab me,Give me two secondsnever said you are a bad person
people just coping with god/allah because they cant believe that after life is nothing
hmm okayBefore you stab me,Give me two seconds
I need to drop Elvis's testament
I'm going to die,give me a moment
TO pay divas's debts
You have a good body, i have bad body
I never leave my basement in the morning,always in the afternoon
hmm okay
Same broski tfwI am excruciatingly lonely and always have been, I am genuinely a low tier normie unfrauded and I need a ton of surgery to actually become somewhat good looking.
I am realizing I have mental issues that i cannot simply “just control”, childhood abandonment issues, but the lack of good friends make this absolutely brutal for me and so I’m suicidal almost every day but look towards surgery and ascension as a last resort.
I will likely never “make it” and have a decent job where I don’t want to blow my brains out. I hate working for other people and no matter what job I’ve found I can’t stand being harassed by a supervisor.
Above all the loneliness kills me every single day, and since I’m not even happy in my own skin with how I look, nor do others like the way I look, I constantly feel the need to look good just to even feel as if I have a chance at living a normal life.
An entire life of brutal experiences has caused me to see the world in a transactional, blackpilled, very nihilistic and cynical way and I’m sure when I improve my looks with surgery it will only VALIDATE the black pill since people will undoubtably treat me better if I improve in looks.
I think about suicide daily and I have no friends. I look to ascending as my last hope. I also know the world is transactional and people only want to use you so you can’t even express how you truly feel or people will see you as a non masculine, non USEABLE male who is a victim and actually start wanting to hurt you even more, when all you need it a helping hand. For this reason I suffer in silence nowadays and know exactly how the world works and my place in it.
Either you are born with good genetics or you aren’t and are compensating for your lack of innate reproductive value.
This is why most women accomplish nothing in their lives because they can sit on their ass and are still guaranteed to have a mate and reproduce.