What I did for my 10 Month Ascension SOFTMAXXING Only! (poorcels GTFIH)

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(Skip to the end if u dgaf and lmk if my future steps are cope)

Don't let ANYONE tell you its over. I'll explain step by step what I did with progress pics. 15 years old the entirety of this ascension.



Oct 3rd, 2025 - I got NO pussy. I felt pure HATRED for myself every time I looked in the mirror.

My diet was shit, I was eating slop for every meal and I just rotted in my room all day.
I couldn't bring myself to go to school because the bullying was so bad. I went to the gym maybe once a week but wasn't really doing much there anyway. (5'4, 135lb here)
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Oct 14, 2025 - starved myself (400 cals a day MAX) and drank 1 gallon of water daily. I regret eating so little as it killed whatever gains I had made in the previous months.
I also started taking the gym much more seriously, especially cardio. I also took 1.5g ibuprofen daily for 7 days cause I heard it helped with water retention, not sure if it was the main cause for the debloat.

I'm lucky enough to be gifted with pretty clear skin but I still decided to start doing skincare. I just used a daily cleansure morning and night, moisturizer, 1% retinol, a vit c serum, and exfoliant 1x weekly.
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Nov 5th, 2025 - Seriously gymcelling hard and made my first post planning to use PEDs to grow taller (5'4, 125lb)
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I completely changed my mind about my "stack" mid December. I realized very quickly how uninformed I was after looking through BTOB. I decided to do more research and hop on when I'm 16.

Instead, I did some less risky softmaxes.
I started using 0.05% tretinion eod as well as switching to the primal diet. (quality animal products and fruit ONLY. Less of a looks thing and more to healthmax to prep for my upcoming cycle. 🤣

Jan 6th, 2026 - I dyed my hair back to my original color and continued previous steps as well as upping to 0.1% tret ed and finally not starving myself. I switched to a 200 cal deficit instead.
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Feb 17, 2026 - Nothing changed stepwise just showing progress
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May 29, 2026 - Started taking 25mg mk677 daily 3 weeks ago as well as .5mg arimidex weekly (most recent photos of me and physique update. 5,7 148lb)
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FUTURE PLANS:
I'm still planning on hopping on by 16

20 week bulk cycle:
8iu hgh daily
500mg test c weekly (gonna split into 250mg 2x a week)
0.5mg arimidex (might up to 1mg if estro gets too high, also looking into letrozle)
250iu hcg daily last 4 weeks of cycle

pct: 50mg clomid daily for 30 days

im researching other compounds as well.

DEFINITELY looking into a surgery for my infras as well as a possible genio once i turn 18

good ascension or nah :lul:
 
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Mirin, will read now
 
You lost weight, grew up , got some sleep and got a haircut
 
You lost weight, grew up , got some sleep and got a haircut
right, my point is that to do these things before spending copious amounts of money on roids (which im still gonna do)
 
(Skip to the end if u dgaf and lmk if my future steps are cope)

Don't let ANYONE tell you its over. I'll explain step by step what I did with progress pics. 15 years old the entirety of this ascension.



Oct 3rd, 2025 - I got NO pussy. I felt pure HATRED for myself every time I looked in the mirror.

My diet was shit, I was eating slop for every meal and I just rotted in my room all day.
I couldn't bring myself to go to school because the bullying was so bad. I went to the gym maybe once a week but wasn't really doing much there anyway. (5'4, 135lb here)
View attachment 5156990 View attachment 5157041


Oct 14, 2025 - starved myself (400 cals a day MAX) and drank 1 gallon of water daily. I regret eating so little as it killed whatever gains I had made in the previous months.
I also started taking the gym much more seriously, especially cardio. I also took 1.5g ibuprofen daily for 7 days cause I heard it helped with water retention, not sure if it was the main cause for the debloat.

I'm lucky enough to be gifted with pretty clear skin but I still decided to start doing skincare. I just used a daily cleansure morning and night, moisturizer, 1% retinol, a vit c serum, and exfoliant 1x weekly.
View attachment 5156991

Nov 5th, 2025 - Seriously gymcelling hard and made my first post planning to use PEDs to grow taller (5'4, 125lb)
View attachment 5157061

I completely changed my mind about my "stack" mid December. I realized very quickly how uninformed I was after looking through BTOB. I decided to do more research and hop on when I'm 16.

Instead, I did some less risky softmaxes.
I started using 0.05% tretinion eod as well as switching to the primal diet. (quality animal products and fruit ONLY. Less of a looks thing and more to healthmax to prep for my upcoming cycle. 🤣

Jan 6th, 2026 - I dyed my hair back to my original color and continued previous steps as well as upping to 0.1% tret ed and finally not starving myself. I switched to a 200 cal deficit instead.
View attachment 5157135

Feb 17, 2026 - Nothing changed stepwise just showing progress
View attachment 5156994

May 29, 2026 - Started taking 25mg mk677 daily 3 weeks ago as well as .5mg arimidex weekly (most recent photos of me and physique update. 5,7 148lb)
View attachment 5157020View attachment 5156993
View attachment 5156992


FUTURE PLANS:
I'm still planning on hopping on by 16

20 week bulk cycle:
8iu hgh daily
500mg test c weekly (gonna split into 250mg 2x a week)
0.5mg arimidex (might up to 1mg if estro gets too high, also looking into letrozle)
250iu hcg daily last 4 weeks of cycle

pct: 50mg clomid daily for 30 days

im researching other compounds as well.

DEFINITELY looking into a surgery for my infras as well as a possible genio once i turn 18

good ascension or nah :lul:
wont ever listen any advice of you, if you call this an ascension
 
(Skip to the end if u dgaf and lmk if my future steps are cope)

Don't let ANYONE tell you its over. I'll explain step by step what I did with progress pics. 15 years old the entirety of this ascension.



Oct 3rd, 2025 - I got NO pussy. I felt pure HATRED for myself every time I looked in the mirror.

My diet was shit, I was eating slop for every meal and I just rotted in my room all day.
I couldn't bring myself to go to school because the bullying was so bad. I went to the gym maybe once a week but wasn't really doing much there anyway. (5'4, 135lb here)
View attachment 5156990 View attachment 5157041


Oct 14, 2025 - starved myself (400 cals a day MAX) and drank 1 gallon of water daily. I regret eating so little as it killed whatever gains I had made in the previous months.
I also started taking the gym much more seriously, especially cardio. I also took 1.5g ibuprofen daily for 7 days cause I heard it helped with water retention, not sure if it was the main cause for the debloat.

I'm lucky enough to be gifted with pretty clear skin but I still decided to start doing skincare. I just used a daily cleansure morning and night, moisturizer, 1% retinol, a vit c serum, and exfoliant 1x weekly.
View attachment 5156991

Nov 5th, 2025 - Seriously gymcelling hard and made my first post planning to use PEDs to grow taller (5'4, 125lb)
View attachment 5157061

I completely changed my mind about my "stack" mid December. I realized very quickly how uninformed I was after looking through BTOB. I decided to do more research and hop on when I'm 16.

Instead, I did some less risky softmaxes.
I started using 0.05% tretinion eod as well as switching to the primal diet. (quality animal products and fruit ONLY. Less of a looks thing and more to healthmax to prep for my upcoming cycle. 🤣

Jan 6th, 2026 - I dyed my hair back to my original color and continued previous steps as well as upping to 0.1% tret ed and finally not starving myself. I switched to a 200 cal deficit instead.
View attachment 5157135

Feb 17, 2026 - Nothing changed stepwise just showing progress
View attachment 5156994

May 29, 2026 - Started taking 25mg mk677 daily 3 weeks ago as well as .5mg arimidex weekly (most recent photos of me and physique update. 5,7 148lb)
View attachment 5157020View attachment 5156993
View attachment 5156992


FUTURE PLANS:
I'm still planning on hopping on by 16

20 week bulk cycle:
8iu hgh daily
500mg test c weekly (gonna split into 250mg 2x a week)
0.5mg arimidex (might up to 1mg if estro gets too high, also looking into letrozle)
250iu hcg daily last 4 weeks of cycle

pct: 50mg clomid daily for 30 days

im researching other compounds as well.

DEFINITELY looking into a surgery for my infras as well as a possible genio once i turn 18

good ascension or nah :lul:
500 test for 20 weeks as an 16yo is crazy
 

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