What is wrong with me (opinions wanted)

[lurins]

I don’t know where to even start tbh but I feel like I’m going downhill and I don’t know why. To preface, I’m 21, in graduate school, employed, have a decent quality of life and am above average looking/height. In addition to that, I have friends and I have a healthy, active lifestyle, and my Testosterone is 800 ng/dl.

All of those should indicate doing alright and low inhibition, but I’m fucking anxious all the time, sleep for 10 hours and barely feel rested, and feel down all the time like a subhuman cuck.

Been to a bunch of docs, and it’s not hormone or sleep related, so a psychiatrist tried putting me on autistic SSRIs and I said no. I tried Bupropion and it was a miracle for being tired and lazy but made my mood unstable and rage so hard I broke my car mirror with my fist. Now they’re trying Vilazodone, hope it works.

I just wanna get up there and sing karaoke or talk to people at the bar without worries or being so high inhibition.

TLDR: Good life, lifestyle, no medical problems, but still have hella inhibition and anxiety. Medication is eh. Help?

 

[HTNGrevious]

relatable , sucks when u have a problem but can't figure out what it is ur doing wrong

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I don’t know where to even start tbh but I feel like I’m going downhill and I don’t know why. To preface, I’m 21, in graduate school, employed, have a decent quality of life and am above average looking/height. In addition to that, I have friends and I have a healthy, active lifestyle, and my Testosterone is 800 ng/dl.

All of those should indicate doing alright and low inhibition, but I’m fucking anxious all the time, sleep for 10 hours and barely feel rested, and feel down all the time like a subhuman cuck.

Been to a bunch of docs, and it’s not hormone or sleep related, so a psychiatrist tried putting me on autistic SSRIs and I said no. I tried Bupropion and it was a miracle for being tired and lazy but made my mood unstable and rage so hard I broke my car mirror with my fist. Now they’re trying Vilazodone, hope it works.

I just wanna get up there and sing karaoke or talk to people at the bar without worries or being so high inhibition.

TLDR: Good life, lifestyle, no medical problems, but still have hella inhibition and anxiety. Medication is eh. Help?

No confidence are you ugly?

 

[lurins]

No confidence are you ugly?

Check my threads see for yourself

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Check my threads see for yourself

Bro go talk to girls your good looking

 

[permaNTmasking]

I honestly have no clue bro wth. Do your parents or grandparents have any mental illness or chronic something? Idk what else it could be if its not your environment. Maybe dormant mental illness gene idk