What is wrong with me

[usernameusername0]

Why do i have to put in extra effort to make friends compared to other people. They js seem like they get friends easily, like i do too get friends easily but it doesn't go further than just saying hi to each other when we stumble across, it feels like other people get close with others faster while i have to put effort and it sometimes really tires me out to put effort and i get exhausted, give up but when i give up i have to start from zero with people i was trying to get close with, how am i going to improve myself on this. But it is not the same with everyone some of my friends say that i look good etc and i can sometimes get away when i do weird shit, which makes me feel like im not that ugly anymore.

Btw there was this woman who was tryna talk with me two weeks straight, giving me a childish wave and running towards me whenever she saw me and idk she was always tryna start a convo with me but i send her a follow request on instagram two days ago and she left it on which kinda broke me, i am planning to lose weight until it is just my bones that are visible in my face.

srry for bad english im really tired today and havent been using english for months so im kinda rusty.

 

[iblamezyg0s]

Why do i have to put in extra effort to make friends compared to other people. They js seem like they get friends easily, like i do too get friends easily but it doesn't go further than just saying hi to each other when we stumble across, it feels like other people get close with others faster while i have to put effort and it sometimes really tires me out to put effort and i get exhausted, give up but when i give up i have to start from zero with people i was trying to get close with, how am i going to improve myself on this. But it is not the same with everyone some of my friends say that i look good etc and i can sometimes get away when i do weird shit, which makes me feel like im not that ugly anymore.

Btw there was this woman who was tryna talk with me two weeks straight, giving me a childish wave and running towards me whenever she saw me and idk she was always tryna start a convo with me but i send her a follow request on instagram two days ago and she left it on which kinda broke me, i am planning to lose weight until it is just my bones that are visible in my face.

srry for bad english im really tired today and havent been using english for months so im kinda rusty.

Ascend and forget

 

[usernameusername0]

Ascend and forget

i dont know if i can ascend more w softmaxx and im 15 so i cant hardmaxx either

 

[iblamezyg0s]

i dont know if i can ascend more w softmaxx and im 15 so i cant hardmaxx either

Try physique maxxing and maximize your hormones during puberty, also start saving money so you can hardmax in the future.

 

[usernameusername0]

Try physique maxxing and maximize your hormones during puberty, also start saving money so you can hardmax in the future.

im doing the saving part, actually planning to work this summer to make some more money, and i will fic my sleep schedule which has been messed up for two years