What life is with sexual ocd.

[uglyretardednigga]

Everyday, whether I like it or not, my brain actively tries to convince me that I have certain fetishes and sexual desires. I get some of the most unimaginably horrible intrusive thoughts and cannot sleep at night because I’m so disturbed by what my mind forces me to imagine. I start obsessively “checking” whether I have certain kinks or fetishes by looking at them and testing if I’m aroused, just because of a single intrusive thought I had months or even years earlier. My brain actively tricks me into believing I’m a monster, since sexual OCD targets the things that go most strongly against your morals and makes you think you’re attracted to them. I cannot explain this situation to my parents or normies, and it's really affecting my life.

 

[Mansur]

who gives a fuck man, if smth arouses you let it be. Noone knows and wont be affected by it

 

[uglyretardednigga]

who gives a fuck man, if smth arouses you let it be. Noone knows and wont be affected by it

when sexual ocd gives you a thought you're not actually attracted to it, it just convinces you that you are

 

[Mansur]

when sexual ocd gives you a thought you're not actually attracted to it, it just convinces you that you are

I mean as long as it isnt your own mother or smth it shouldnt be that big of a deal if thats what youre talking about

Maybe the porn exposure got to you

 

[uglyretardednigga]

I mean as long as it isnt your own mother or smth

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[Mansur]

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Everyone gets these thoughts occasionally, youre not alone but if its a frequent issue then try a dopamine detox and limit yourself from any porn exposure incl basic social media like tiktok