What made you realize that you are ND

[mexichango]

i think it was when i was 7 years old i was in class drawing circles in my notebook non stop so this girl in front of me started crying because she didn’t like the noise and then the teacher grabbed my notebook proceeded to show it to the whole class and then said some shit like i’m crazy and that i’ll never amount to anything in life

everybody was staring at me and i felt so overwhelmed i just went to cry in a corner and started scratching myself until i bled

that was the first time i discovered self harm and that it made you feel better in the moment

i then started doing that every time i felt very anxious and then i got into the gym at 12 and i stopped for a while but then it stopped helping and i relapsed

now i dont gym i just blast roids and i dont wanna self harm that’s stupid at most i wanna kms sometimes

life as a ltn 5’6 autist isn’t great

middle school was a fine experience for me since i knew i was weird i did something about it i read books on body language and how to be liked by people

i masked throughout whole middle school and was able to be liked by a fair lot of girls in my class i’m only missing the v in khhv

but in high school i got hooked on weed and lost my will to mask so shit happened if you’d like to read my past thread talking about that and what happened after highschool its there it’s the never isolate yourself thread

 

[hitmancrewzz]

That I don't think like everyone else. That I disagree with everyone. I literally don't talk to anyone in my classroom because we disagree. They treat me differently because I see things from a different perspective. I was always the weirdest kid in the class; I have a really hard time interacting with people my own age. I struggle a lot to talk to people and approach them.

 

[mexichango]

That I don't think like everyone else. That I disagree with everyone. I literally don't talk to anyone in my classroom because we disagree. They treat me differently because I see things from a different perspective. I was always the weirdest kid in the class; I have a really hard time interacting with people my own age. I struggle a lot to talk to people and approach them.

same it’s so over for me

 

[6’7whitechad]

i think it was when i was 7 years old i was in class drawing circles in my notebook non stop so this girl in front of me started crying because she didn’t like the noise and then the teacher grabbed my notebook proceeded to show it to the whole class and then said some shit like i’m crazy and that i’ll never amount to anything in life

everybody was staring at me and i felt so overwhelmed i just went to cry in a corner and started scratching myself until i bled

that was the first time i discovered self harm and that it made you feel better in the moment

i then started doing that every time i felt very anxious and then i got into the gym at 12 and i stopped for a while but then it stopped helping and i relapsed

now i dont gym i just blast roids and i dont wanna self harm that’s stupid at most i wanna kms sometimes

life as a ltn 5’6 autist isn’t great

middle school was a fine experience for me since i knew i was weird i did something about it i read books on body language and how to be liked by people

i masked throughout whole middle school and was able to be liked by a fair lot of girls in my class i’m only missing the v in khhv

but in high school i got hooked on weed and lost my will to mask so shit happened if you’d like to read my past thread talking about that and what happened after highschool its there it’s the never isolate yourself thread

I was nd my whole life obviously but treated well and was happy because I was gl kid. I descended and life went to hell. Now I’m good looking again and I trained myself to speak good, and life is going pretty well now.

 

[commander.is.ur.co]

i think it was when i was 7 years old i was in class drawing circles in my notebook non stop so this girl in front of me started crying because she didn’t like the noise and then the teacher grabbed my notebook proceeded to show it to the whole class and then said some shit like i’m crazy and that i’ll never amount to anything in life

everybody was staring at me and i felt so overwhelmed i just went to cry in a corner and started scratching myself until i bled

that was the first time i discovered self harm and that it made you feel better in the moment

i then started doing that every time i felt very anxious and then i got into the gym at 12 and i stopped for a while but then it stopped helping and i relapsed

now i dont gym i just blast roids and i dont wanna self harm that’s stupid at most i wanna kms sometimes

life as a ltn 5’6 autist isn’t great

middle school was a fine experience for me since i knew i was weird i did something about it i read books on body language and how to be liked by people

i masked throughout whole middle school and was able to be liked by a fair lot of girls in my class i’m only missing the v in khhv

but in high school i got hooked on weed and lost my will to mask so shit happened if you’d like to read my past thread talking about that and what happened after highschool its there it’s the never isolate yourself thread

DNR water kys go get treated, you need meds. DNR

 

[mexichango]

DNR water kys go get treated, you need meds. DNR

im on meds

 

[LowTierBateman]

 

[commander.is.ur.co]

im on meds

great keep taking them, doesnt seem like they are working for now

 

[mexichango]

great keep taking them, doesnt seem like they are working for now

they are working i’m still alive

 

[commander.is.ur.co]

they are working i’m still alive View attachment 5374439

glad to hear that, wishing you the best bro. Hope you get over any struggles