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This thread is not a “don’t worry bro i’m new gen but not like grey” post.
I would like to shortly explain my history and then move on to my situation and then ask for some insights. jfl at the normies telling me to “just be confident bro”
I started playing fortnite 5-7 hours a day because I wanted to go pro at the age of 13-15(I’m 17 now)
I didn’t care about anything, I ate slops, I got max 1k steps a day. I was just ldar. So I got bullied everyday by 20+ people. The popular kids and normies all thought I was disgusting and weird, made fun off me right infront my face, never wanted to sit with me, called me names and genuinely didn’t want to be close to me. so after 9th grade since I was suppose to start gymnasiet (basically high school but for sweden) I started that summer to lock in with some people from my old school and I was just hitting cardio and focusing on my diet since I was brutally fat and I looked like gru because I was 190 cm at that time and 100 kg, I also started buying a lot of clothes that normies wear since I got made fun of for that as well. and also fixed my hair since I had such ugly hair and always wore a cap.
Now the problem is that it’s been 1 year since I started that journey, I’m 79 kg and 192 cm. I have muscles from gym (mid asf only been lifting for 5 months) + better coloring + better grades + perfect normie outfits
and guess what still no foids even look at me, I texted this one foid and after we met she just stopped texting me, then this foid i’ve been texting and we have been meeting up tells me about some other guy and asks ME for advice, talking bout some “i’m sorry, you’re like a brother to me” TFR + TFD
I’m super ND+ no social skills + like 3 friends max + never laid it’s brutal. I don’t know if it’s because I’m italian and live in sweden? I have green eyes + light brown hair and golden olive skin and I feel like I don’t fit into the swedish meyos.
it cant be my look, Im very ugly yes but not sub5. Im average enough to get 1 girl.
I would like to shortly explain my history and then move on to my situation and then ask for some insights. jfl at the normies telling me to “just be confident bro”
I started playing fortnite 5-7 hours a day because I wanted to go pro at the age of 13-15(I’m 17 now)
I didn’t care about anything, I ate slops, I got max 1k steps a day. I was just ldar. So I got bullied everyday by 20+ people. The popular kids and normies all thought I was disgusting and weird, made fun off me right infront my face, never wanted to sit with me, called me names and genuinely didn’t want to be close to me. so after 9th grade since I was suppose to start gymnasiet (basically high school but for sweden) I started that summer to lock in with some people from my old school and I was just hitting cardio and focusing on my diet since I was brutally fat and I looked like gru because I was 190 cm at that time and 100 kg, I also started buying a lot of clothes that normies wear since I got made fun of for that as well. and also fixed my hair since I had such ugly hair and always wore a cap.
Now the problem is that it’s been 1 year since I started that journey, I’m 79 kg and 192 cm. I have muscles from gym (mid asf only been lifting for 5 months) + better coloring + better grades + perfect normie outfits
and guess what still no foids even look at me, I texted this one foid and after we met she just stopped texting me, then this foid i’ve been texting and we have been meeting up tells me about some other guy and asks ME for advice, talking bout some “i’m sorry, you’re like a brother to me” TFR + TFD
I’m super ND+ no social skills + like 3 friends max + never laid it’s brutal. I don’t know if it’s because I’m italian and live in sweden? I have green eyes + light brown hair and golden olive skin and I feel like I don’t fit into the swedish meyos.
it cant be my look, Im very ugly yes but not sub5. Im average enough to get 1 girl.
