Bartenderofnashv
6'1 Autistic Incel Mogger
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I’ll start, I’m constantly lonely, but sometimes it gets so bad my eyes start watering, I feel a heavy razor sharp pain in my chest, I just fall to the ground and cry, I can’t speak no more can’t move no more, I don’t have any appetite, in my 16 years of life I have only been loved once by a girl that I still love and maybe she still loves me( might do a thread abt that asking you guys for help) I never kissed any women never been in a rs before coz I was the most subhuman dude in maybe the whole school(now I’m the best looking jfl) I can’t even find the words to describe how much pain I feel from it, I once had a panic attack bcz of it where I fell to the floor my heart started beating so damn hard, I was breathing so fast, my eyes got watery almost instantly, the sharp pain in my chest felt so bad I felt like I was gonna die, for the first time in my entire life, the only thing I wanted was to be hugged by someone( her) I fell to the floor and couldn’t move a muscle for up to 45mins, I fucking hate this feeling