What’s the loneliest you’ve ever been?

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I’ll start, I’m constantly lonely, but sometimes it gets so bad my eyes start watering, I feel a heavy razor sharp pain in my chest, I just fall to the ground and cry, I can’t speak no more can’t move no more, I don’t have any appetite, in my 16 years of life I have only been loved once by a girl that I still love and maybe she still loves me( might do a thread abt that asking you guys for help) I never kissed any women never been in a rs before coz I was the most subhuman dude in maybe the whole school(now I’m the best looking jfl) I can’t even find the words to describe how much pain I feel from it, I once had a panic attack bcz of it where I fell to the floor my heart started beating so damn hard, I was breathing so fast, my eyes got watery almost instantly, the sharp pain in my chest felt so bad I felt like I was gonna die, for the first time in my entire life, the only thing I wanted was to be hugged by someone( her) I fell to the floor and couldn’t move a muscle for up to 45mins, I fucking hate this feeling
 
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Not leaving the house for 4 years
 
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When someone I like did not reply to my messages after a whole day had passed I was so anxious that I could barely sleep and I had to leave my house to see my friends because I could not handle that feeling anymore. It kind of has to do with loneliness, but not in an absolute sense. I had people around me. I just didn't have the one I wanted. We're on good terms now, fortunately.
 
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yeah a lot of girls have a crush on me adn like me but its not real love... the love i want is from a girl... i know she likes but i cant talk to her
 
yeah a lot of girls have a crush on me adn like me but its not real love... the love i want is from a girl... i know she likes but i cant talk to her
Yeah fuck off 👍
 
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i was 13yo in summer 2022 and my sleep schedule was from about 11am-4pm everyday, my parents didnt care at all to help me and let me rot.

had 0 social interaction with friends and played video games the whole time
 
2022 was when i was the most severely depressed and lonely
 
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When I was incel for 20yrs and all my school friends stopped talking to me. My gf saved me and I screwed her over. Trash person really, no wonder people don’t like me
 
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-I’m so lonely

-A lot of girls have a crush on me
Yeah crush is not real love dude plus I don’t want them I don’t want random girls I want HER and she wants me too but idk it’s just like it’s not possible between us, but I’ll do everything to make it work
 
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i was 13yo in summer 2022 and my sleep schedule was from about 11am-4pm everyday, my parents didnt care at all to help me and let me rot.

had 0 social interaction with friends and played video games the whole time
Damn, hope you feel better by now king
 
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your 16 chill
 
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Yeah crush is not real love dude plus I don’t want them I don’t want random girls I want HER and she wants me too but idk it’s just like it’s not possible between us, but I’ll do everything to make it work
you aren’t lonely, and you don’t know what loneliness is like. You’re just in love with someone
 
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When I was incel for 20yrs and all my school friends stopped talking to me. My gf saved me and I screwed her over. Trash person really, no wonder people don’t like me
you have a gf? Daaamn dude and she’s helped you? But don’t worry dude there was nothing you could do to save, I’m sure there a ton of people that like you for you
 
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that's a medical condition bro, not loneliness
 
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you aren’t lonely, and you don’t know what loneliness is like. You’re just in love with someone
I do know what it is, before I became gl, I had one of the hardest time ever
 
I remember when I was 18 and hoMe alone I felt really lonely and horny so I jerked off, fingered my own asshole and tried sucking my own dick. I cried after unsuccessfully sucking my own penis
 
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I remember when I was 18 and hoMe alone I felt really lonely and horny so I jerked off, fingered my own asshole and tried sucking my own dick. I cried after unsuccessfully sucking my own penis
 
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I do know what it is, before I became gl, I had one of the hardest time ever
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I remember when I was 18 and hoMe alone I felt really lonely and horny so I jerked off, fingered my own asshole and tried sucking my own dick. I cried after unsuccessfully sucking my own penis
Saddest thing I’ve seen all year tbh, penguinz0 once said « there are two types of people in this world, people who tried to suck their own dick, and liars. »
 
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I remember when I was 18 and hoMe alone I felt really lonely and horny so I jerked off, fingered my own asshole and tried sucking my own dick. I cried after unsuccessfully sucking my own penis
The typa shit I’m on
 
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you have a gf? Daaamn dude and she’s helped you? But don’t worry dude there was nothing you could do to save, I’m sure there a ton of people that like you for you
Had, I texted other girls and she left me
 
Damn bro… hope you find yourself in another one
Left me over some texts man, fuck I hate my life. Why did I do that, why did she snoop my phone and why did she forgive me ??
 
I have been the last 5 years alone with no friends, no dates and no fun. The girls I've tried to get rejected me because I was a nobody, is not possible to win when you're a loser. COVID was my cope but when it ended I noticed this has always been my normal state. This forum is full of lost people with no life.
Thread '𝗜𝘀 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝘀 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 💀' https://looksmax.org/threads/is-every-user-here-lonely-as-fuck.1025343/
 
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it's just the normal state of things for me. honestly i prefer being alone, no cope. other people are obnoxious. if i'm with someone for more than a few hours i start being annoyed by all their low sentience traits and habits, especially if they expose their minds to me. lol at their music taste. lol at their film knowledge, lol at their literary interests(i don't read books but i have extensive general knowledge of all literature through wikipedia). after high school i don't think i've spent more than 2 hours at most in the company of another person who wasn't a coworker or colleague at work, and barring my longer sessions with escorts.
 
Left me over some texts man, fuck I hate my life. Why did I do that, why did she snoop my phone and why did she forgive me ??
She was a kind soul ig she’s forgiven you… but it was prolly too hard for her coz she loved you, that’s why I’m actually not extremely black pilled coz there are actually nice loving caring innocent girls who deserve love and aren’t degenerate
 
U sound like a soy faggot.

While ur out here curling up into a pathetic ball of sadness crying clawing your chest to breathe, she's somewhere out there sucking CHAD'S COCK!!!


remember that
 
She was a kind soul ig she’s forgiven you… but it was prolly too hard for her coz she loved you, that’s why I’m actually not extremely black pilled coz there are actually nice loving caring innocent girls who deserve love and aren’t degenerate
She was kind in that she tried to break up without vengeance. But I convinced her to stay and she got crazy evil revenge on me, she’s evil at heart man but so was I. I just called her and she’s at the new guys place, fml. Tbf it’s been 3 months
 
I feel so lonely on the morning of my birthday before i get to do anything, im jus waitinf for messages and each year i get leas and less each year, i always imagine myself by the time i reach my 30s having zero msgs in total
 
She was kind in that she tried to break up without vengeance. But I convinced her to stay and she got crazy evil revenge on me, she’s evil at heart man but so was I. I just called her and she’s at the new guys place, fml. Tbf it’s been 3 months
Yeah I mean I wouldn’t blame dude break ups are hard… I felt it when you said she got a new man… that hits super fucking hard hope you get over her bro
 
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I feel so lonely on the morning of my birthday before i get to do anything, im jus waitinf for messages and each year i get leas and less each year, i always imagine myself by the time i reach my 30s having zero msgs in total
Dude you get messages on your birthday? Damn your lucky… only my family says it to me… but lately two friends of me told me happy birthday so ig Its all cool… but still hope you can meet someone who will make you feel fulfilled even tho he or she is the only one that tells you a happy birthday
 
Maybe right now

No replies on datting apps

Low notificaciones on forums

I haven't seen my friends for months

It's 4:30 in the morning and I'm alone reading a book
 
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Maybe right now

No replies on datting apps

Low notificaciones on forums

I haven't seen my friends for months

It's 4:30 in the morning and I'm alone reading a book
It’s Alr gng… it’s all good life is filled with with ups and downs…
 
I can’t say because people are shitty enough here to turn it against you. Maybe in PMs.
 
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I can’t say because people are shitty enough here to turn it against you. Maybe in PMs.
Hey… if you wanna share/open up/ have someone to help you im always available and will help you no matter what, I’ll understand your situation and be judgment free
 
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Hey… if you wanna share/open up/ have someone to help you im always available and will help you no matter what, I’ll understand your situation and be judgment free
Thank you brother. ❤️ I’m already feeling fine, but if you want to talk about your experience or something like that, let me know and I’ll send you a PM.
 
Thank you brother. ❤️ I’m already feeling fine, but if you want to talk about your experience or something like that, let me know and I’ll send you a PM.
Thanks bro I really appreciate it❤️
 
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