dstivvy
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I had anger management issues as a young child. I was even treated like a special needs for a little while when I was a child. I’m not sure whether it is on my permanent record or not but I feel like that affects the way my teachers treat me to this day. I was so fucking retarded, even more so then now, and if I had a time travelling machine, I would beat the shit out of my past self to try and change what happened. So, let’s get into my story. It all starts when I was about 10 years old. I moved schools because I was at risk of being suspended or seriously excluded in my old school. I really didn’t know what to expect. I mean. It had been a long year before of me constantly getting into trouble, doing autistic shit and getting into more trouble. At the time I was still not capable of controlling my anger issues and would still frequently flip out in school. I joined the school, and very quickly the teachers realised how I was a potential sped. They actually acted upon it, trying to get me into a small space where I could just talk to a teacher about why I did what I did(not the best thing ever but it was an upgrade from my last school)however the teachers were the ones doing this. Not the students. I was unfortunately at the time still flipping out and stuff, regularly in front of other students. But my luck had run out. I was no longer the age in which social groups within a school are undefined and everyone is seen as an equal. This school was a major upgrade. I was outcasted almost immediately and became a lapdog for the other students. Basically, everyone had friends in the school but they were not friends with everyone. I ended up becoming friends with a bunch of people who upon reflecting on it, I can say that they always saw me as an autistic freak. I, unaware of this thought that we were good friends until I ended up getting cucked by all of them the moment we entered secondary school. I played football with them but because I didn’t have any natural coming sports talent I ended up becoming even less popular then I could have possibly been at that point. So, how was I made fun of. Well, it’s simple really, I was treated like a lesser human being. Girls would always come up to me in their friend groups and call me their ‘bestie’ before giggling. I was too naive and retarded to understand that they did this because they saw me as lesser human being. I didn’t understand anything at all despite the fact I was already fapping at that age, just doing it without knowing what it was. And of course the boys are going to follow in pursuit because it’s the popular thing to do in order to get the attention of the girls(mind you this happened when I was only a 11 year old)so basically the whole class forced me into hugging this girl at the end of the final year. It wasn’t me loosing khhv, it was more of the thing that those popular girls do to the autistic kid to look funny. All the girls and boys crowded up to see me humiliated, of course I didn’t truly understand that at the time. I had however, fixed up the anger issues a bit and my teachers had noticed and gave me a certificate for it. I was confused why they were all laughing at me and I gave a sort of awkward smile that would stick with me since that day. It’s ropefuel for me knowing that some of those people went on to
become some of the most popular people at my school and nobody who goes to my school who went to that went(except for me) ended up having no friends and no social life
Nothing I said was made up by the way. Obviously some parts of the story are a little inaccurate because it was a while ago and I jerk off so much my memory is shit now so yeah. Someone always has the worse life though ig
become some of the most popular people at my school and nobody who goes to my school who went to that went(except for me) ended up having no friends and no social life
Nothing I said was made up by the way. Obviously some parts of the story are a little inaccurate because it was a while ago and I jerk off so much my memory is shit now so yeah. Someone always has the worse life though ig
