TrueNateJacobs
I just want to be beautiful
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Some people like bojack get lucky and ascend. Not me.
Genes are expressed in different ways, making somone more/less dimorphic in the right/wrong ways.
It’s all luck of the draw.
I went from a good looking kid well above average, to subhuman because of puberty.
Its gonna sound pedophilic, but since looks are objective, obviously some kids are better looking than others, right?
Obviously a little swedish girl with good coloring from attractive parents is gonna look “better” than an ethopian girl with a massive forehead and shitskin, who’s parents are subhuman.
If kids had the same ranking system that adults do, I was a solid chadlite up until around 11 when puberty started.
The hormones completely fucked me up.
Too much estrogen gave me gyno, and turned my silky straight hair,
into nappy bushy curly hair
(thanks to my ethnic half
)
Testosterone fucked up my hairline and made it curved and receded from the natural square shape it used to have.
My nose grew gigantically while my chin essentially stayed the same.
I’m half black and half white.
When I was born my dad thought my mom literally cheated on him because i had straight hair, with white skin and white features.
It’s almost like the black genes in me weren’t activated/expressed until I reached puberty, which fucked up my harmony and my looks.
Imo the worst nerf was to my hair texture and hairline. I’ll never have silky slayer jbw hair
I find it really interesting how the genes were expressed within me, and how they activated at different times.
I mean, even my skin got darker and its very clear that I’m mixed now.
And before puberty I resembled my mom, and her european side of the family,
But afterwards, i now resemble my father more, and his afro-centric side of the family.
My interest doesn’t make me any less mad, but it’s still crazy to think about.
Just wish I had straight hair again. It was so silky and nice.
Genes are expressed in different ways, making somone more/less dimorphic in the right/wrong ways.
It’s all luck of the draw.
I went from a good looking kid well above average, to subhuman because of puberty.
Its gonna sound pedophilic, but since looks are objective, obviously some kids are better looking than others, right?
Obviously a little swedish girl with good coloring from attractive parents is gonna look “better” than an ethopian girl with a massive forehead and shitskin, who’s parents are subhuman.
If kids had the same ranking system that adults do, I was a solid chadlite up until around 11 when puberty started.
The hormones completely fucked me up.
Too much estrogen gave me gyno, and turned my silky straight hair,
into nappy bushy curly hair
(thanks to my ethnic half
)Testosterone fucked up my hairline and made it curved and receded from the natural square shape it used to have.
My nose grew gigantically while my chin essentially stayed the same.
I’m half black and half white.
When I was born my dad thought my mom literally cheated on him because i had straight hair, with white skin and white features.
It’s almost like the black genes in me weren’t activated/expressed until I reached puberty, which fucked up my harmony and my looks.
Imo the worst nerf was to my hair texture and hairline. I’ll never have silky slayer jbw hair
I find it really interesting how the genes were expressed within me, and how they activated at different times.
I mean, even my skin got darker and its very clear that I’m mixed now.
And before puberty I resembled my mom, and her european side of the family,
But afterwards, i now resemble my father more, and his afro-centric side of the family.
My interest doesn’t make me any less mad, but it’s still crazy to think about.
Just wish I had straight hair again. It was so silky and nice.
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