Why can't I be apart of the group

[Whiteboard7]

Every time I think I've made friends I always do something wrong, I say something out of pocket, offensive, or I just do something that pisses someone off. Slowly they grow distance and hate me. Why does any of this world matter. In the end it will all turn to rubble, I know I'm made for greater things but I just feel so empty right now. My hard work doesn't seem to pay off but I'm still gonna do it insight of a better future. At the same time I've been feeling burnt out and thats caused me problems in Uni with not focusing and generally just being weird. I feel like I'm not doing enough which is weird because I'm pushing myself or so I hope, it gets to a point where I can have to axe certain tasks in my life. I'm just gonna try and chill out but still get some work done, maybe just get my foot off of the gas and on the brake for a bit. Regarding my looks my philtrum, UEE ( to a degree), and nose are my biggest flaws. I'm gonna try and look into Marpe and mouth gear to see if i can re correct it but I know that's wishful thinking. Hardmaxing would be possible I don't have a idea when i would be able to recover from surgery. Any one has any tips besides frauding to correct a horse philtrum would mouthgear and other stuff work or is that wishful thinking, I hope there still is time for me to fix it. I don't want to rope and end my life but I just feel worthless and alone in this world, I see it diffrently but I don't want to shine my own hubris and be a Midwit. DM if you want to see my face I guess. JFL

 

[Deleted member 159029]

stop taking things so seriously and personally is what u can change in social interactions

 

[Whiteboard7]

stop taking things so seriously and personally is what u can change in social interactions

I think I'm tweaking on the ashwagandha

 

[Whiteboard7]

stop taking things so seriously and personally is what u can change in social interactions

Idk just wanted to vent tbh. I see what you're saying though

 

[Whiteboard7]

bump

 

[Whiteboard7]

bump

 

[iblamefranklin]

Every time I think I've made friends I always do something wrong, I say something out of pocket, offensive, or I just do something that pisses someone off. Slowly they grow distance and hate me. Why does any of this world matter. In the end it will all turn to rubble, I know I'm made for greater things but I just feel so empty right now. My hard work doesn't seem to pay off but I'm still gonna do it insight of a better future. At the same time I've been feeling burnt out and thats caused me problems in Uni with not focusing and generally just being weird. I feel like I'm not doing enough which is weird because I'm pushing myself or so I hope, it gets to a point where I can have to axe certain tasks in my life. I'm just gonna try and chill out but still get some work done, maybe just get my foot off of the gas and on the brake for a bit. Regarding my looks my philtrum, UEE ( to a degree), and nose are my biggest flaws. I'm gonna try and look into Marpe and mouth gear to see if i can re correct it but I know that's wishful thinking. Hardmaxing would be possible I don't have a idea when i would be able to recover from surgery. Any one has any tips besides frauding to correct a horse philtrum would mouthgear and other stuff work or is that wishful thinking, I hope there still is time for me to fix it. I don't want to rope and end my life but I just feel worthless and alone in this world, I see it diffrently but I don't want to shine my own hubris and be a Midwit. DM if you want to see my face I guess. JFL

stop caring what people think and just be yourself, and eventually youll find people similar to you

 

[Whiteboard7]

stop caring what people think and just be yourself, and eventually youll find people similar to you

Thats what I'm doing right now bhai. Thank you

 

[MagicalWaves]

Every time I think I've made friends I always do something wrong, I say something out of pocket, offensive, or I just do something that pisses someone off. Slowly they grow distance and hate me. Why does any of this world matter. In the end it will all turn to rubble, I know I'm made for greater things but I just feel so empty right now. My hard work doesn't seem to pay off but I'm still gonna do it insight of a better future. At the same time I've been feeling burnt out and thats caused me problems in Uni with not focusing and generally just being weird. I feel like I'm not doing enough which is weird because I'm pushing myself or so I hope, it gets to a point where I can have to axe certain tasks in my life. I'm just gonna try and chill out but still get some work done, maybe just get my foot off of the gas and on the brake for a bit. Regarding my looks my philtrum, UEE ( to a degree), and nose are my biggest flaws. I'm gonna try and look into Marpe and mouth gear to see if i can re correct it but I know that's wishful thinking. Hardmaxing would be possible I don't have a idea when i would be able to recover from surgery. Any one has any tips besides frauding to correct a horse philtrum would mouthgear and other stuff work or is that wishful thinking, I hope there still is time for me to fix it. I don't want to rope and end my life but I just feel worthless and alone in this world, I see it diffrently but I don't want to shine my own hubris and be a Midwit. DM if you want to see my face I guess. JFL

its cus ur from ohiooo

 

[Whiteboard7]

its cus ur from ohiooo

I'm not from there

 

[johnnyapple]

Every time I think I've made friends I always do something wrong, I say something out of pocket, offensive, or I just do something that pisses someone off. Slowly they grow distance and hate me. Why does any of this world matter. In the end it will all turn to rubble, I know I'm made for greater things but I just feel so empty right now. My hard work doesn't seem to pay off but I'm still gonna do it insight of a better future. At the same time I've been feeling burnt out and thats caused me problems in Uni with not focusing and generally just being weird. I feel like I'm not doing enough which is weird because I'm pushing myself or so I hope, it gets to a point where I can have to axe certain tasks in my life. I'm just gonna try and chill out but still get some work done, maybe just get my foot off of the gas and on the brake for a bit. Regarding my looks my philtrum, UEE ( to a degree), and nose are my biggest flaws. I'm gonna try and look into Marpe and mouth gear to see if i can re correct it but I know that's wishful thinking. Hardmaxing would be possible I don't have a idea when i would be able to recover from surgery. Any one has any tips besides frauding to correct a horse philtrum would mouthgear and other stuff work or is that wishful thinking, I hope there still is time for me to fix it. I don't want to rope and end my life but I just feel worthless and alone in this world, I see it diffrently but I don't want to shine my own hubris and be a Midwit. DM if you want to see my face I guess. JFL

man u got i believe in u gng

 

[Whiteboard7]

man u got i believe in u gng

Thanks bhai

 

[180]

DM if you want to see my face I guess. JFL

trust me, we don't

 

[Whiteboard7]

trust me, we don't

 

[Deleted member 365237]

The more you try to fit in as an ND the more you are fighting against the current. Best thing you can do is unironically be yourself and like minded people will find you, I know this from experience because each time I stopped performing I found people that liked the real me.
You dont want to spend your whole life pretending you are something you are not because even if you achieve all your goals you will not be able to fully enjoy them.

 

[Whiteboard7]

The more you try to fit in as an ND the more you are fighting against the current. Best thing you can do is unironically be yourself and like minded people will find you, I know this from experience because each time I stopped performing I found people that liked the real me.
You dont want to spend your whole life pretending you are something you are not because even if you achieve all your goals you will not be able to fully enjoy them.

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Yeah find people who like me for me. OFC brah. I will brah. Much love