Whiteboard7
๐ข๐ฒ๐ด๐ด ๐๐พ๐ท๐ฝ ๐๐ถ๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ฎ | Am I LHTN yet?
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Every time I think I've made friends I always do something wrong, I say something out of pocket, offensive, or I just do something that pisses someone off. Slowly they grow distance and hate me. Why does any of this world matter. In the end it will all turn to rubble, I know I'm made for greater things but I just feel so empty right now. My hard work doesn't seem to pay off but I'm still gonna do it insight of a better future. At the same time I've been feeling burnt out and thats caused me problems in Uni with not focusing and generally just being weird. I feel like I'm not doing enough which is weird because I'm pushing myself or so I hope, it gets to a point where I can have to axe certain tasks in my life. I'm just gonna try and chill out but still get some work done, maybe just get my foot off of the gas and on the brake for a bit. Regarding my looks my philtrum, UEE ( to a degree), and nose are my biggest flaws. I'm gonna try and look into Marpe and mouth gear to see if i can re correct it but I know that's wishful thinking. Hardmaxing would be possible I don't have a idea when i would be able to recover from surgery. Any one has any tips besides frauding to correct a horse philtrum would mouthgear and other stuff work or is that wishful thinking, I hope there still is time for me to fix it. I don't want to rope and end my life but I just feel worthless and alone in this world, I see it diffrently but I don't want to shine my own hubris and be a Midwit. DM if you want to see my face I guess. JFL