Why Do I Feel Ugly and Invisible When I’m Intoxicated?

[pontic_ltn]

Something I don’t understand is whenever I’m at parties and I’m intoxicated I feel so fucking ugly almost like my old self. By no means am I claiming Chad or anything remotely close but after alcohol or marijuana I cannot socialise with not just women but other guys too thinking the girls don’t want me and the guys don’t respect me. Every time I go look in the mirror it fixes for about 2 minutes but then I’m back to my antisocial insecure self. What the fuck is wrong with me?

 

[Zeuxx]

How do I break it to you

 

[Wexilarious]

intoxicated = thin blood = no energy

 

[pontic_ltn]

How do I break it to you

Well it’s not like I’m an incel, I’m in uni I hookup with good looking girls once or twice a week but I cannot get rid of this feeling no matter what

 

[Zeuxx]

Likely

Well it’s not like I’m an incel, I’m in uni I hookup with good looking girls once or twice a week but I cannot get rid of this feeling no matter what

just the alchohol

 

[Elegant]

i know a guy that has the same thing, i feel terrible when i am kinda starting with it with the first few drinks, the part before blacking out feels great tho

 

[pontic_ltn]

i know a guy that has the same thing, i feel terrible when i am kinda starting with it with the first few drinks, the part before blacking out feels great tho

Complete opposite for me actually, the buzz has me talking to a lot of people and socialising. After a joint or getting to the point of blackout is horrible

 

[popeyesniggle]

wait till this guy finds out about hitting the bong

 

[pontic_ltn]

wait till this guy finds out about hitting the bong

I quit weed since December and I finally broke my sobriety and I still feel the same shit sucks

 

[alllalalla]

Something I don’t understand is whenever I’m at parties and I’m intoxicated I feel so fucking ugly almost like my old self. By no means am I claiming Chad or anything remotely close but after alcohol or marijuana I cannot socialise with not just women but other guys too thinking the girls don’t want me and the guys don’t respect me. Every time I go look in the mirror it fixes for about 2 minutes but then I’m back to my antisocial insecure self. What the fuck is wrong with me?

Just go to libraries, lowk easier to find HtBs and above there than in a club