Why Do I Feel Ugly and Invisible When I’m Intoxicated?

[pontic_ltn]

Something I don’t understand is whenever I’m at parties and I’m intoxicated I feel so fucking ugly almost like my old self. By no means am I claiming Chad or anything remotely close but after alcohol or marijuana I cannot socialise with not just women but other guys too thinking the girls don’t want me and the guys don’t respect me. Every time I go look in the mirror it fixes for about 2 minutes but then I’m back to my antisocial insecure self. What the fuck is wrong with me?

 

[newgen/cel]

How do I break it to you

 

[Wexilarious]

intoxicated = thin blood = no energy

 

[pontic_ltn]

How do I break it to you

Well it’s not like I’m an incel, I’m in uni I hookup with good looking girls once or twice a week but I cannot get rid of this feeling no matter what

 

[newgen/cel]

Likely

Well it’s not like I’m an incel, I’m in uni I hookup with good looking girls once or twice a week but I cannot get rid of this feeling no matter what

just the alchohol

 

[Elegant]

i know a guy that has the same thing, i feel terrible when i am kinda starting with it with the first few drinks, the part before blacking out feels great tho

 

[pontic_ltn]

i know a guy that has the same thing, i feel terrible when i am kinda starting with it with the first few drinks, the part before blacking out feels great tho

Complete opposite for me actually, the buzz has me talking to a lot of people and socialising. After a joint or getting to the point of blackout is horrible