Why do I NOT feel my tongue properly when mewing

[unotwerk]

Sometimes even if my tongue is on the right angle of the palate I don't feel shit like I feel I am doing it wrong even if it's wrong I feel wrong and even if it's right I feel that my tongue is not working properly on the left side of my tongue

 

[Baeseth]

Cuz ur recessed

 

[unotwerk]

Cuz ur recessed

So what I do now just pray ?