Why does everything have to be so brutal

[Mongrelcel]

Can't there be genuine things in life?

Can't someone like and value me for who I am? And not just what I offer, or can provide?

To think that unless i work hard to make cash, get surgeries, and whatever, I will die alone like a dog. And even if I do, i will always know that people don't actually like 'me', they just like the things that I have. Same situation as with a gold digger - the guy always knows she doesent give a rat's shit about him, but with me, it's not about just women and money, but everything. Even the guy that pays the gold digger has friends.

Imagine having a friendship, and the person actually just wants to spend time with you. Not for any ulterior motives or anything, they just like your presence.
Not out of desperation, and not becuase they are forced - but because they genuinely want to.

It is too brutal to think that due to a combination of in-born mental defects, looks and just simply un-luck, I have developed into a person that is absolutely undesirable by anyone. All these factors were beyond my control, and now it's too late. I already am who I am. An adult man cannot change his personality 180 degrees.

At this point its not even about looks, I just want to be able to function with other people, outside of forced and artificial situations (work for example).
The idea of someone making the time to simply hang out with me, and interact with me is completely alien to me - but again, it's not like I posses the ability to "hang out"

Maybe if things didnt happen the way they did, I would actually be able to make enjoyable conversation with people...

 

[cowlet]

Dn read but fuck this world

good people die for no reason

the earth is turning to shit

god doesn’t care or isn’t real

this world is a joke

 

[ezio6]

go find a good cope

 

[ApolloAugustus]

Handsome, I think you're overthinking the situation and looking for love in the wrong place. There are many people in this world with good intentions, you just have to look for them. Because if you are trying to start a relationship / friendship with superficial people, of course you will receive superficial treatment.

Take a break, clear your mind and breathe.

 

[Deleted member 11675]

shit western civilization you cum skins built it, now suffer lol. cum skins destroyed everything we really need a new world order with no western/cum skin influence.

 

[sandcelmuttcel]

i felt that

 

[MarstonAlloy]

go find a good cope

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

i was having pretty much the same convo with a close normie friend yesterday. and to my surprise he agreed with a lot of things i said

 

[Mongrelcel]

Handsome, I think you're overthinking the situation and looking for love in the wrong place. There are many people in this world with good intentions, you just have to look for them. Because if you are trying to start a relationship / friendship with superficial people, of course you will receive superficial treatment.

Take a break, clear your mind and breathe.

The second you go out looking with such a major deficiency in your life, you will find someone who is willing to do their best to exploit that.

 

[Mongrelcel]

Handsome, I think you're overthinking the situation and looking for love in the wrong place. There are many people in this world with good intentions, you just have to look for them. Because if you are trying to start a relationship / friendship with superficial people, of course you will receive superficial treatment.

Take a break, clear your mind and breathe.

And even if there were such 'good people' why would they choose me? They obviously are a rare thing, they dont have to waste time and enery on people like me

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I can relate so much to this man. I still struggle a lot with people generally not wanting to actually be with you for you. Always had this problem tbh, and tbh even in the times of my life where i had friends, it didn't feel like it was fully genuine and I always somewhat felt like an outsider. I wish I knew what to tell you

 

[ChristianChad]

Can't there be genuine things in life?

Can't someone like and value me for who I am? And not just what I offer, or can provide?

To think that unless i work hard to make cash, get surgeries, and whatever, I will die alone like a dog. And even if I do, i will always know that people don't actually like 'me', they just like the things that I have. Same situation as with a gold digger - the guy always knows she doesent give a rat's shit about him, but with me, it's not about just women and money, but everything. Even the guy that pays the gold digger has friends.

Imagine having a friendship, and the person actually just wants to spend time with you. Not for any ulterior motives or anything, they just like your presence.
Not out of desperation, and not becuase they are forced - but because they genuinely want to.

It is too brutal to think that due to a combination of in-born mental defects, looks and just simply un-luck, I have developed into a person that is absolutely undesirable by anyone. All these factors were beyond my control, and now it's too late. I already am who I am. An adult man cannot change his personality 180 degrees.

At this point its not even about looks, I just want to be able to function with other people, outside of forced and artificial situations (work for example).
The idea of someone making the time to simply hang out with me, and interact with me is completely alien to me - but again, it's not like I posses the ability to "hang out"

Maybe if things didnt happen the way they did, I would actually be able to make enjoyable conversation with people...

I'll be your friend op

 

[lonelyguy326]

It really turns me off when a woman is desperate to spend time with me. I am not a chad so I know they have an ulterior motive.

 

[Deleted member 13495]

Can't there be genuine things in life?

Can't someone like and value me for who I am? And not just what I offer, or can provide?

To think that unless i work hard to make cash, get surgeries, and whatever, I will die alone like a dog. And even if I do, i will always know that people don't actually like 'me', they just like the things that I have. Same situation as with a gold digger - the guy always knows she doesent give a rat's shit about him, but with me, it's not about just women and money, but everything. Even the guy that pays the gold digger has friends.

Imagine having a friendship, and the person actually just wants to spend time with you. Not for any ulterior motives or anything, they just like your presence.
Not out of desperation, and not becuase they are forced - but because they genuinely want to.

It is too brutal to think that due to a combination of in-born mental defects, looks and just simply un-luck, I have developed into a person that is absolutely undesirable by anyone. All these factors were beyond my control, and now it's too late. I already am who I am. An adult man cannot change his personality 180 degrees.

At this point its not even about looks, I just want to be able to function with other people, outside of forced and artificial situations (work for example).
The idea of someone making the time to simply hang out with me, and interact with me is completely alien to me - but again, it's not like I posses the ability to "hang out"

Maybe if things didnt happen the way they did, I would actually be able to make enjoyable conversation with people...

short answer no, ignorance is bliss is the long answer

 

[Growth Plate]

 

[Osteogenesis]

get a dog

 

[oldcelloser]

Can't there be genuine things in life?

Can't someone like and value me for who I am? And not just what I offer, or can provide?

To think that unless i work hard to make cash, get surgeries, and whatever, I will die alone like a dog. And even if I do, i will always know that people don't actually like 'me', they just like the things that I have. Same situation as with a gold digger - the guy always knows she doesent give a rat's shit about him, but with me, it's not about just women and money, but everything. Even the guy that pays the gold digger has friends.

Imagine having a friendship, and the person actually just wants to spend time with you. Not for any ulterior motives or anything, they just like your presence.
Not out of desperation, and not becuase they are forced - but because they genuinely want to.

It is too brutal to think that due to a combination of in-born mental defects, looks and just simply un-luck, I have developed into a person that is absolutely undesirable by anyone. All these factors were beyond my control, and now it's too late. I already am who I am. An adult man cannot change his personality 180 degrees.

At this point its not even about looks, I just want to be able to function with other people, outside of forced and artificial situations (work for example).
The idea of someone making the time to simply hang out with me, and interact with me is completely alien to me - but again, it's not like I posses the ability to "hang out"

Maybe if things didnt happen the way they did, I would actually be able to make enjoyable conversation with people...

No, no no you have it wrong young padawan
The pb is that we have been beta conditioned to believe WOMEN should or will give us all those things
Women CANT give you all those things, because their designed to look after themselves and their offspring ONLY, not you; she's made to quickly GET OVER YOU in case you die in a war or by the plague
So friends, family, relatives will/can love you and you should go through life like that
I personnaly say just say smash and dash and enjoy your precious free time and life with your friends and family
If you go through life believing in romance, and beta conditioning,as a man, you will ALWAYS be dissapointed , trust me; you'll end up a bitter old man, in a worst state than a realistic black piller

 

[Deleted member 4438]

not one word was read by me

 

[Mongrelcel]

enjoy your precious free time and life with your friends and family

isn't aroud 50% of "friends and family" made up by women?