Why does god punish me

[Deleted member 12669]

I honestly think I'm cursed. My dad was going to pick me up from school today as he was passing by the time I finished. He told me to wait in the schools library because he would be half an hour. My stupid phone died, androids are so bad I was literally on 30% and powered it off to conserve the battery. It literally went to 1%. So I run to the town centre and try and buy a charger as I had a portable charger but forgot the cable. I plug it in and the stupid portable charger is dead. I run back and hes still not there so I just used the receptions phone.


Whilst I was buying a charger he was fucking in the car park waiting for me and calling me and then he went back thinking I got the bus or something. I told him how long are you going to be and just made up an excuse I had no signal. He comes and he said show me ur phone and I said its dead. He tells me to get out of the car and walk home. Its a 2 hour walk, it might not seem like much but after walking around so much during college today my legs already hurt. My shoe lifts are so uncomfortable as well, they made it worse.

On top of the shit day I had today where I sat in the rain on my own eating lunch in the middle of nowhere because I got lost, this happens.

I genuinely think someone cursed me. I've come back home now and my dad said to me "its like your dead inside, you don't give a shit about anyone". Its true, I am emotionless. My feet have cuts in them and they are sore because of my stupid shoes



Anyway rant over, just needed to get if off my chest Idc if you don't read it

 

[WontStopNorwooding]

Damn.

Never let your parents pick u up from school tbh.

 

[Deleted member 12669]

Damn.

Never let your parents pick u up from school tbh.

I usually get the bus

 

[Deleted member 6403]

 

[redpilledboomer]

What an asshole

gym max and bully him tbh

 

[redpilledboomer]

Iv had my share of brutal experiences similar to that

 

[Deleted member 12669]

I can't even be bothered to come up with a witty reply back at you

 

[Deleted member 14323]

What an asshole

gym max and bully him tbh

 

[Deleted member 14323]

fuck ur dad honestly, sounds like a cunt.

 

[Deleted member 12669]

Im so fucking done with this shit.

Its literally over when your dad says he thinks ill be a school shooter or similar.

 

[redpilledboomer]

Im so fucking done with this shit.

Its literally over when your dad says he thinks ill be a school shooter or similar.

My parents think I’m a loser and so do most people

gotta shrug it off and just keep moving

 

[Deleted member 12669]

Just mentally and physically drained. Im such a loser whats the point of me trying

 

[Deleted member 6403]

I can't even be bothered to come up with a witty reply back at you

i can relate doe, feels like i was cursed as a child, born to neglectful parents, grew up without ANY father figure, was confused, lost, had "friends" cross me as a child cause i didn't know any better, it is what it is doe, im legit emotionlessness and can't connect with anyone now , even close family

 

[TsarTsar444]

God punishes everyone equally, you just don't realize it

 

[Deleted member 4430]

My dad was going to pick me up from school

so what age you are?

 

[Deleted member 12669]

i can relate doe, feels like i was cursed as a child, born to neglectful parents, grew up without ANY father figure, was confused, lost, had "friends" cross me as a child cause i didn't know any better, it is what it is doe, im legit emotionlessness and can't connect with anyone now , even close family

Its my parents fault, they isolated me from other family and doing things like joining a club and shit. Its no wonder im such a socially awkward cunt when I literally sit in my room all day isolated from the world.

Now I only live with my dad who won't let me see my mom or sister

 

[Deleted member 7224]

@N1666 im sorry bro life can be shit sometimes. just keep moving.

 

[Deleted member 12669]

so what age you are?

Im 16. Its only because he was passing by and he could pick me up

 

[Deleted member 15305]

thats life

 

[Deleted member 12669]

thats life

Indeed, I'll probably look back on this next week and cringe at how much of a bitch I was

 

[Pythagoras]

Just mentally and physically drained. Im such a loser whats the point of me trying

You're fine bro, everyone has those days where everything just goes wrong and you can't fucking wait just to go to sleep and forget about this cursed day. I think many people have this kind of clashes with their dad at some point, it's just an uneducated dad way of saying he want you to try harder, they're really fucking dumb about this. it sucks but you'll forget about it soon enough.

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Its my parents fault, they isolated me from other family and doing things like joining a club and shit. Its no wonder im such a socially awkward cunt when I literally sit in my room all day isolated from the world.

Now I only live with my dad who won't let me see my mom or sister

yea, i noticed that a good amount of users on here don't have sufficient contact w people, especially females, that's why i think most are "propinquity-cels"

 

[Deleted member 12669]

You're fine bro, everyone has those days where everything just goes wrong and you can't fucking wait just to go to sleep and forget about this cursed day. I think many people have this kind of clashes with their dad at some point, it's just an uneducated dad way of saying he want you to try harder, they're really fucking dumb about this. it sucks but you'll forget about it soon enough.

Thanks bro

 

[Deleted member 7224]

Indeed, I'll probably look back on this next week and cringe at how much of a bitch I was

did you talked with your crush at least?

 

[Deleted member 12669]

yea, i noticed that a good amount of users on here don't have sufficient contact w people, especially females, that's why i think most are "propinquity-cels"

At this point I dont even care about speaking to females, I just want some actual friends. Its fucking horrible because everyone around me life mogs me.

 

[Deleted member 12669]

did you talked with your crush at least?

No i mog that ugly bitch to oblivion I've moved on from her

 

[Biiyo03]

just keep on moving

i know it sounds retarded but try to live on and look for a better tomorrow (even tho ur dad sounds like a huge cunt no offence ngl)

as for the shit day it happens to anyone.

wish u the best

 

[Deleted member 7224]

No i mog that ugly bitch to oblivion I've moved on from her

Relax. dont try too hard. try to make 1 friend first. and later everything will get better.

 

[Deleted member 13591]

at least you knew your dad's number
android is bad man
i remember so many times I got 1%, and almost got into shit cause android is ass and my dad decided to pick me up
imagine your dad tryna baby you despite abusing you as a kid cause your dad got off drugs and acts high E now
at least my mom straight up admits she doesnt care about me other than as an asset cause asian

I almost got stranded 20 miles away from home lmao

 

[Heguldus]

i can relate doe, feels like i was cursed as a child, born to neglectful parents, grew up without ANY father figure, was confused, lost, had "friends" cross me as a child cause i didn't know any better, it is what it is doe, im legit emotionlessness and can't connect with anyone now , even close family

Same tbh, people are disposable to me now.

 

[Heguldus]

Same tbh, people are disposable to me now.

 

[n0rthface]

Just keep on mewing

 

[Deleted member 14543]

Im so fucking done with this shit.

Its literally over when your dad says he thinks ill be a school shooter or similar.

means ur a fucking nerd then. dress NT, go gym, do MMA, looksmax and get urself a gf, go do drugs with ur college friends

 

[Deleted member 13592]

I honestly think I'm cursed. My dad was going to pick me up from school today as he was passing by the time I finished. He told me to wait in the schools library because he would be half an hour. My stupid phone died, androids are so bad I was literally on 30% and powered it off to conserve the battery. It literally went to 1%. So I run to the town centre and try and buy a charger as I had a portable charger but forgot the cable. I plug it in and the stupid portable charger is dead. I run back and hes still not there so I just used the receptions phone.


Whilst I was buying a charger he was fucking in the car park waiting for me and calling me and then he went back thinking I got the bus or something. I told him how long are you going to be and just made up an excuse I had no signal. He comes and he said show me ur phone and I said its dead. He tells me to get out of the car and walk home. Its a 2 hour walk, it might not seem like much but after walking around so much during college today my legs already hurt. My shoe lifts are so uncomfortable as well, they made it worse.

On top of the shit day I had today where I sat in the rain on my own eating lunch in the middle of nowhere because I got lost, this happens.

I genuinely think someone cursed me. I've come back home now and my dad said to me "its like your dead inside, you don't give a shit about anyone". Its true, I am emotionless. My feet have cuts in them and they are sore because of my stupid shoes



Anyway rant over, just needed to get if off my chest Idc if you don't read it

Im sorry

 

[Deleted member 12669]

means ur a fucking nerd then. dress NT, go gym, do MMA, looksmax and get urself a gf, go do drugs with ur college friends

I'm literally not a nerd jfl, I dress NT. I am going to start mma soon tbh. The thing is if I make friends and they are incels as well, 5hese niggas will not have drugs

 

[Vermilioncore]

It’s the Force. It’s coming for a select few people, I’m one of them. It’s been after me for years. No one can understand it so I don’t bother explaining it. But it’s a dark force with bad intentions that is hunting some people and I’m one of them too

 

[Deleted member 12669]

It’s the Force. It’s coming for a select few people, I’m one of them. It’s been after me for years. No one can understand it so I don’t bother explaining it. But it’s a dark force with bad intentions that is hunting some people and I’m one of them too

Explain it. I've had nothing good happen to me, only bad things.

 

[Looks234]

Subliminals will change your life

 

[Deleted member 7224]

Subliminals will change your life

this is better. 3 in 1. real shit.

 

[Deleted member 12669]

this is better. 3 in 1. real shit.

Will unironically try it

 

[Deleted member 14543]

I'm literally not a nerd jfl, I dress NT. I am going to start mma soon tbh. The thing is if I make friends and they are incels as well, 5hese niggas will not have drugs

nice bro. and be the guy who brings the drugs then. u can get them off a local drug dealer or dark web. the way i made most my friends was through smoking weed w them ngl.

guys bond through doing shit together

 

[Deleted member 12669]

nice bro. and be the guy who brings the drugs then. u can get them off a local drug dealer or dark web. the way i made most my friends was through smoking weed w them ngl.

guys bond through doing shit together

Yeah it was the same with the friends from my old school. They go to different colleges but we meet up like once a week as they are only 10 minutes away. Its the only thing that's keeping me going

 

[Vermilioncore]

Explain it. I've had nothing good happen to me, only bad things.

When someone is born, the Dark Force chooses to torment them. But he only chooses to do this to certain people. It results in horrible luck. Even small things end up going horribly wrong such as, I’ll give you an example from my life, one time I was re-watching one of my favorite movies on tv and right when my favorite part came on, the TV mysteriously turned black. Also, one time when I was walking trying to be cool, a branch from a tree pulled at my hair and removed my hood and glasses. Then the wind blew my hair and ruined it. It was as if the Wind, the Trees, and the rest of nature was plotting an attack against me to ridicule me.

bottom line is this: some people were born specifically to suffer.

 

[Deleted member 12669]

When someone is born, the Dark Force chooses to torment them. But he only chooses to do this to certain people. It results in horrible luck. Even small things end up going horribly wrong such as, I’ll give you an example from my life, one time I was re-watching one of my favorite movies on tv and right when my favorite part came on, the TV mysteriously turned black. Also, one time when I was walking trying to be cool, a branch from a tree pulled at my hair and removed my hood and glasses. Then the wind blew my hair and ruined it. It was as if the Wind, the Trees, and the rest of nature was plotting an attack against me to ridicule me.

bottom line is this: some people were born specifically to suffer.

I understand. I relate to the small things going horribly wrong so much