Why does the world treat me like shit everyday

[gooozooowggyoflove]

In grade school id see my friends flirting and shit with girls in my grade, i always held back from trying to talk to foids in that way and was always bitter to them cause i couldnt be a normal person. It looked so natural for people to make relationships espically in hs too, i kinda regret graduating 2 years early i kind of dont have a social life.But all they are today are worthless people who cant cook a proper meal, i hope ur gf is a good woman for you

Thank yoy bhai thats good tho that u outclassed them in that way and shit im dating a nepo baby and we've been dating for 6 months and shit and she liked me even when I was ugly too which is crazy and still thought I was cute and I feel like thats the only time ive seen a girl beat the hypergamous thing because she genuinly liked me and wanted me badly and shit and im jst hsppy I have her cause without her im jst a ugly insecure guy on the outside that gets only male glaze and women saying ood stuff here and there

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

Destiny will find it's way of blessing you king. Just keep your head up and push all the negative thought away, and honestly just don't take any of it to heart. I used to be like you but i have learnt to control my own mind. Good luck bro

Thank yoy bhai all the support I take to heart and this means alot king. i hope gl to you too and i wish destiny will give me a chance because lately its been raping me with these thoughts and my mood only resigns with my looks now and its smth spiraling to think about.

 

[Thad Castle]

Thank yoy bhai thats good tho that u outclassed them in that way and shit im dating a nepo baby and we've been dating for 6 months and shit and she liked me even when I was ugly too which is crazy and still thought I was cute and I feel like thats the only time ive seen a girl beat the hypergamous thing because she genuinly liked me and wanted me badly and shit and im jst hsppy I have her cause without her im jst a ugly insecure guy on the outside that gets only male glaze and women saying ood stuff here and there

i feel you i had a gf freshman year that was genuinely a 10/10 woman in my eyes and first time i was in love so much so my happiness was tied to her which ultimately ended things and ive never felt a pain so vast in my life. i hope she stays with u bro its a great feeling

 

[Scandicel]

Thank yoy bhai all the support I take to heart and this means alot king. i hope gl to you too and i wish destiny will give me a chance because lately its been raping me with these thoughts and my mood only resigns with my looks now and its smth spiraling to think about.

yessir, i always answer PM's if anyone needs help, just send me a message whenever you want to!

 

[Scandicel]

i feel you i had a gf freshman year that was genuinely a 10/10 woman in my eyes and first time i was in love so much so my happiness was tied to her which ultimately ended things and ive never felt a pain so vast in my life. i hope she stays with u bro its a great feeling

This also happened to me in 2024, its so fucking horrible.

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

i feel you i had a gf freshman year that was genuinely a 10/10 woman in my eyes and first time i was in love so much so my happiness was tied to her which ultimately ended things and ive never felt a pain so vast in my life. i hope she stays with u bro its a great feeling

Thank you bhai I hope so too and i hope things go hella good for u too and we all ascend and make it to our goals and shit life's so unfair for our spectrum and its even more unfair that we have ro bull rush thru it too.

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

yessir, i always answer PM's if anyone needs help, just send me a message whenever you want to!

Thank you bhai people like u make org usable bro I might message maybe or tag u Inna post abt venting and shit but thank yoy bro

 

[Scandicel]

Thank you bhai people like u make org usable bro I might message maybe or tag u Inna post abt venting and shit but thank yoy bro

ofc bro anytime

 

[Thad Castle]

Thank you bhai I hope so too and i hope things go hella good for u too and we all ascend and make it to our goals and shit life's so unfair for our spectrum and its even more unfair that we have ro bull rush thru it too.

fr shits has been consistantly rock bottom for 5 years maybe well see sum light eventually

 

[Thad Castle]

This also happened to me in 2024, its so fucking horrible.

vividly remember the stomach feeling that night breaking up with me over text

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

fr shits has been consistantly rock bottom for 5 years maybe well see sum light eventually

I promise you bro dhit good will happen if you spread kindness whenever someone says shit to me and I say smth back I get the most horrid karma like this

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

vividly remember the stomach feeling that night breaking up with me over text

Me and my gf have had scares before and ik how this feels exactly i litterly cant imagine how life would be without my gf

 

[Thad Castle]

Me and my gf have had scares before and ik how this feels exactly i litterly cant imagine how life would be without my gf

try to imagine because u dont want ur mood/happiness based off of her, not saying u guys will break up but its very possible since ur so young. Just be "centered" in you and cherish every moment with her

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

try to imagine because u dont want ur mood/happiness based off of her, not saying u guys will break up but its very possible since ur so young. Just be "centered" in you and cherish every moment with her

I get that i dont base my life around hers its just without her i wouldnt have anyone to cry to or call cute shes the only thing that keeps my confidence from fading when I get it back

 

[Thad Castle]

I get that i dont base my life around hers its just without her i wouldnt have anyone to cry to or call cute shes the only thing that keeps my confidence from fading when I get it back

crying to a girl was my biggest mistake ngl

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

crying to a girl was my biggest mistake ngl

Ive cried many times bhai over girls its fine bha

 

[BPDonut]

A girl who used to bully me called today and talked down to me like I hadn’t changed, which triggered a spiral. Even though I’ve glowed up a lot, get validation now, and have a girlfriend, I still don’t feel secure or at peace. Living where I do makes me feel constantly judged and inferior no matter how much I improve. Years of trying to fix my looks, dealing with stress, and reliving past bullying have left me exhausted, depressed, and questioning why life keeps knocking me down

i get it man if you keep improving and stay on a good trajectory wait til highschool and im hoping things will get better for you middle school is kinda shit ngl

 

[Apchun144]

You’re letting life to treat you like shit
Even if you’re mogging, you’re high inhib. And in school, especially around 13-15 yo girls(who hate everyone who allows them to hate them), they’d hate on you for every opportunity
Sometimes you need to realize that this woman is a fucking whore and doesn’t deserves you to even listen to her words, i have same situation now, although i am 15 and my classmate is 15 too. She’s just a retard who can’t do anything but spread hate

 

[Apchun144]

Ive cried many times bhai over girls its fine bha

It is fine, you shouldn’t hold tears.
You should make the thing what makes you cry extinct. Either by going indifferent towards it, or make it go extinct

 

[Apchun144]

Also you can just change schools if parents are understanding you. I had several classmates who were constantly hating snd bullying me. Now i changed schools and i just have a single woman i don’t even care about.

 

[jakejacquino]

It feels like things never truly get better, and when they do, it’s never sustainable.
Earlier today I got a call from a girl who used to bully me. She was with another girl, and they asked if I wanted to hang out. She said they were “helping people with their glow-ups,” not realizing how much better I already look now. They still see me as the same person I used to be, and that really messed with me.
I’m pretty sure they’ve already seen how I look now—and honestly, I look way better than them—but it still doesn’t matter. Where I live, it feels like race and status always win no matter how you actually look. Girls here are insanely hypergamous, and it makes everything feel pointless. I genuinely feel like I can’t live here anymore.
I’m tall for my age (5'9.5" at 13), I have a deep voice, and a masculine face. Online and in male spaces, I get validation and respect. But in real life, I still get people bashing me and talking about me like nothing changed. After two years of constantly trying to improve my looks, hearing that stuff still hurts, no matter how much people say it shouldn’t.
I’ve stood up for myself before. I’ve fired back and made girls cry for saying stuff to me. But I’m exhausted from always having to defend myself. Now I just let it go and move on with my day, but it’s been weighing on me more and more.
Even though people say I’m good-looking now, I never feel secure. I have a girlfriend who I find really attractive, and she’s honestly my only real comfort. But the feeling never fully goes away. It’s like life keeps finding random ways to knock me down—like this call from someone from my old school, a place I literally transferred out of because of people like her. When I said I already had my glow-up, she replied, “That’s what you think.”
It makes me spiral into thinking I did something wrong, like this is karma or punishment. I’ll just be lying in bed staring at the ceiling wondering why this keeps happening.
On top of that, the stress hit me hard this morning. My cortisol spiked, I got bloated, and no matter what I did all day, I couldn’t fix it. Stress ruined my whole day before it even started.
I’m tired. I feel depressed. I don’t feel like I’m ugly anymore, but I lived that life before, and the memory never leaves. I get validation now, but it never feels permanent. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, and I don’t know how much more of this I can take.
TL;DR
A girl who used to bully me called today and talked down to me like I hadn’t changed, which triggered a spiral. Even though I’ve glowed up a lot, get validation now, and have a girlfriend, I still don’t feel secure or at peace. Living where I do makes me feel constantly judged and inferior no matter how much I improve. Years of trying to fix my looks, dealing with stress, and reliving past bullying have left me exhausted, depressed, and questioning why life keeps knocking me down

Why this sound like ai no nigga 13 year old knows how to use em dashes or punctuates like that holy retard

 

[ngannou]

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ than you shall be saved

 

[deformed subhuman]

It feels like things never truly get better, and when they do, it’s never sustainable.
Earlier today I got a call from a girl who used to bully me. She was with another girl, and they asked if I wanted to hang out. She said they were “helping people with their glow-ups,” not realizing how much better I already look now. They still see me as the same person I used to be, and that really messed with me.
I’m pretty sure they’ve already seen how I look now—and honestly, I look way better than them—but it still doesn’t matter. Where I live, it feels like race and status always win no matter how you actually look. Girls here are insanely hypergamous, and it makes everything feel pointless. I genuinely feel like I can’t live here anymore.
I’m tall for my age (5'9.5" at 13), I have a deep voice, and a masculine face. Online and in male spaces, I get validation and respect. But in real life, I still get people bashing me and talking about me like nothing changed. After two years of constantly trying to improve my looks, hearing that stuff still hurts, no matter how much people say it shouldn’t.
I’ve stood up for myself before. I’ve fired back and made girls cry for saying stuff to me. But I’m exhausted from always having to defend myself. Now I just let it go and move on with my day, but it’s been weighing on me more and more.
Even though people say I’m good-looking now, I never feel secure. I have a girlfriend who I find really attractive, and she’s honestly my only real comfort. But the feeling never fully goes away. It’s like life keeps finding random ways to knock me down—like this call from someone from my old school, a place I literally transferred out of because of people like her. When I said I already had my glow-up, she replied, “That’s what you think.”
It makes me spiral into thinking I did something wrong, like this is karma or punishment. I’ll just be lying in bed staring at the ceiling wondering why this keeps happening.
On top of that, the stress hit me hard this morning. My cortisol spiked, I got bloated, and no matter what I did all day, I couldn’t fix it. Stress ruined my whole day before it even started.
I’m tired. I feel depressed. I don’t feel like I’m ugly anymore, but I lived that life before, and the memory never leaves. I get validation now, but it never feels permanent. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, and I don’t know how much more of this I can take.
TL;DR
A girl who used to bully me called today and talked down to me like I hadn’t changed, which triggered a spiral. Even though I’ve glowed up a lot, get validation now, and have a girlfriend, I still don’t feel secure or at peace. Living where I do makes me feel constantly judged and inferior no matter how much I improve. Years of trying to fix my looks, dealing with stress, and reliving past bullying have left me exhausted, depressed, and questioning why life keeps knocking me down

mf started looksmaxing at 11

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

Why this sound like ai no nigga 13 year old knows how to use em dashes or punctuates like that holy retard

I used ai to make it more readable

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

Why this sound like ai no nigga 13 year old knows how to use em dashes or punctuates like that holy retard

i get it man if you keep improving and stay on a good trajectory wait til highschool and im hoping things will get better for you middle school is kinda shit ngl

Thank you bhais

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

You’re letting life to treat you like shit
Even if you’re mogging, you’re high inhib. And in school, especially around 13-15 yo girls(who hate everyone who allows them to hate them), they’d hate on you for every opportunity
Sometimes you need to realize that this woman is a fucking whore and doesn’t deserves you to even listen to her words, i have same situation now, although i am 15 and my classmate is 15 too. She’s just a retard who can’t do anything but spread hate

I wanna fix some shit like I might get on adhd meds to lose inhib

 

[nier]

gtfoh you are 13 rich and have a girlfriend you are already better than 95% of people here , people are just retarded at that age ignore it

 

[gooozooowggyoflove]

gtfoh you are 13 rich and have a girlfriend you are already better than 95% of people here , people are just retarded at that age ignore it

Ig do thank you for making me come to my senses bhai

 

[Apchun144]

I wanna fix some shit like I might get on adhd meds to lose inhib

Just hop on roids(with endocrinologist monitoring) and become muscular, muscles really help with lowering inhib and improving self confidence