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Sometimes I ask myself "should I even try?".
Why should I even try, when i had gf (who liked me and craved 2 years) who secretely called me kinda manlet despite me being 6'0?
Why should I even try, when looks matters the most when at the same time its the most unchangable thing in LMS triad?
Why should I even try, when I cant even make money because its so fucking difficult to do when you're from poorish family in slav country?
Why should I even try, when I always was somewhat philosophical and altruistic person and then, after swallowing blackpill, i realise how pathetic my nature is? Despite me learning manipulative techniques, despite some of them being useful and working, its still shit because sometimes i feel like its not me, like its wrong path, wrong life.
Seeing how being desired still isnt enough, seeing how looks matter and how its unchangable, seeing how many teens are tall and you're not like them, understanding that you could use HGH, but you're too poor... it kills me again.
Life is so primitve, meaningless and cruel tbh
Why should I even try, when i had gf (who liked me and craved 2 years) who secretely called me kinda manlet despite me being 6'0?
Why should I even try, when looks matters the most when at the same time its the most unchangable thing in LMS triad?
Why should I even try, when I cant even make money because its so fucking difficult to do when you're from poorish family in slav country?
Why should I even try, when I always was somewhat philosophical and altruistic person and then, after swallowing blackpill, i realise how pathetic my nature is? Despite me learning manipulative techniques, despite some of them being useful and working, its still shit because sometimes i feel like its not me, like its wrong path, wrong life.
Seeing how being desired still isnt enough, seeing how looks matter and how its unchangable, seeing how many teens are tall and you're not like them, understanding that you could use HGH, but you're too poor... it kills me again.
Life is so primitve, meaningless and cruel tbh