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On some adderall rn, so read if you wish. I just want to type and express some thoughts.
I hate incel ideology because it ruins lives fr. When I was 15-16 I had female friends and they were all nice to me, 2 of them liked me in a romantic way - one of my female friends pakistani one, she literally offered to marry me the other week or so. Back then I wasn't some stupid incel who hated women, I was a friendly guy and liked making people smile and telling funny jokes. Sure some guys didn't respect me as much, but I was well liked and got away with a lot of stuff.
I find incels at the age of 16/17 and suddenly I am become introverted. I'm no longer this guy who talks to everyone, suddenly I'm too conencered with appearing like a jester or beta, I stop talking to girls because "hey I'm a manlet, 5'5 and indian. Fuck those are truecel stats". I went from liking people to becoming a hateful person - hating myself. Redpill sites really tipped me over. Many redpillers would tell me to lift and that within 3 months I'd get results etc (it's a lie, 3 months isn't long enough jfl). When I followed their advice and lifted for 3 months, nothing happened. No girls liked me still and I accepted the blackpill. I'll never get women.
At 18 I was starting to simmer my autism down, I was talking to people again but I was reserved, even managed to band together a solid social circle - who i still talk to today and whenever we're all in town during the summer go for a bbq and go on adventures and shit. From the social circle I even managed to date a christian 5'2 girl. Incel mindset still stuck with me, I thought it was all fake/a ploy (hello early stages of schizophrenia and insecurity) and never made a move on her. We broke up in the end.
@SMESH can probably remember my incel tier posts back on lookism, I'd be so upset about shit all the time.
I eventually started browsing incel forums and got into contact with legit incels. I told them my plight, how I was an incel. And what happened? I got rejected. I was called a liar, a chad, etc. I soon realised these incel niggas were literally more socially retarded than me and following their advice was possibly the stupidest thing I could do. But I still stuck with them, maybe they'll accept me.
I told @astatine this story about how I made out with some club whore when I was 19 and how she had a boyfriend (she acc did) but I ended up making out with her within 30 seconds of meeting - I pissed her friend off and I never managed to bring her back home JFL.
So I rush to incels to tell them my good news, that anyone can do it if they try hard enough, get social circle, etc. What happened? Banned. I got banned, I was told to shut up and that I was a liar.
I realised there and then, these incels aren't people who acc want to improve. They just pick on insecure teenagers and actually fuck their minds up. It's only now at 21 have I almost recovered fully. I honestly think looksmax helped a lot with my mental health. Going on places like reddit is but looksmax users are not as deluded as incels but keep shit real, I realised that my "successes" weren't fluke, but they were a result of me social circlemaxxing.
I'm now motivated to go to the gym again, I actually like how I look now too. Before I seriously considered myself subhuman, like lower than LTN. I thought my face and everything was hideous because "muh 5'5 indian janitor" meme. For most avg guys our struggles aren't spoken about, most guys have a shit time dating. Bluepill lies so much that blackpill becomes attractive and you end up trusting it a bit too much.
Redpill has helped a lot with my social interactions too, I've now got a balance between respected and being funny. Bluepill advice some of it works too, get hobby, be fit, haircut, etc. It legit works. Girls don't care if you're a kind guy, but if you're a fun and interesting person, girls will like you for real. It's only if you are prick to everyone, you stop being invited places, you lose the chance to social circle maxx that's why bluepillers say shit like "just be nice". Being nice gets no girls wet.
Anyways my adderall post is done, I just wanted to air some thoughts of mine on why I love looksmax and dislike incel ideology. I don't hate incels themselves, many of them are just like me. Not the most handsome dudes, a little insecure and then got preyed on by the internet. People don't hate you because you're ugly, people hate you for other superficial reasons.
I hate incel ideology because it ruins lives fr. When I was 15-16 I had female friends and they were all nice to me, 2 of them liked me in a romantic way - one of my female friends pakistani one, she literally offered to marry me the other week or so. Back then I wasn't some stupid incel who hated women, I was a friendly guy and liked making people smile and telling funny jokes. Sure some guys didn't respect me as much, but I was well liked and got away with a lot of stuff.
I find incels at the age of 16/17 and suddenly I am become introverted. I'm no longer this guy who talks to everyone, suddenly I'm too conencered with appearing like a jester or beta, I stop talking to girls because "hey I'm a manlet, 5'5 and indian. Fuck those are truecel stats". I went from liking people to becoming a hateful person - hating myself. Redpill sites really tipped me over. Many redpillers would tell me to lift and that within 3 months I'd get results etc (it's a lie, 3 months isn't long enough jfl). When I followed their advice and lifted for 3 months, nothing happened. No girls liked me still and I accepted the blackpill. I'll never get women.
At 18 I was starting to simmer my autism down, I was talking to people again but I was reserved, even managed to band together a solid social circle - who i still talk to today and whenever we're all in town during the summer go for a bbq and go on adventures and shit. From the social circle I even managed to date a christian 5'2 girl. Incel mindset still stuck with me, I thought it was all fake/a ploy (hello early stages of schizophrenia and insecurity) and never made a move on her. We broke up in the end.
@SMESH can probably remember my incel tier posts back on lookism, I'd be so upset about shit all the time.
I eventually started browsing incel forums and got into contact with legit incels. I told them my plight, how I was an incel. And what happened? I got rejected. I was called a liar, a chad, etc. I soon realised these incel niggas were literally more socially retarded than me and following their advice was possibly the stupidest thing I could do. But I still stuck with them, maybe they'll accept me.
I told @astatine this story about how I made out with some club whore when I was 19 and how she had a boyfriend (she acc did) but I ended up making out with her within 30 seconds of meeting - I pissed her friend off and I never managed to bring her back home JFL.
So I rush to incels to tell them my good news, that anyone can do it if they try hard enough, get social circle, etc. What happened? Banned. I got banned, I was told to shut up and that I was a liar.
I realised there and then, these incels aren't people who acc want to improve. They just pick on insecure teenagers and actually fuck their minds up. It's only now at 21 have I almost recovered fully. I honestly think looksmax helped a lot with my mental health. Going on places like reddit is but looksmax users are not as deluded as incels but keep shit real, I realised that my "successes" weren't fluke, but they were a result of me social circlemaxxing.
I'm now motivated to go to the gym again, I actually like how I look now too. Before I seriously considered myself subhuman, like lower than LTN. I thought my face and everything was hideous because "muh 5'5 indian janitor" meme. For most avg guys our struggles aren't spoken about, most guys have a shit time dating. Bluepill lies so much that blackpill becomes attractive and you end up trusting it a bit too much.
Redpill has helped a lot with my social interactions too, I've now got a balance between respected and being funny. Bluepill advice some of it works too, get hobby, be fit, haircut, etc. It legit works. Girls don't care if you're a kind guy, but if you're a fun and interesting person, girls will like you for real. It's only if you are prick to everyone, you stop being invited places, you lose the chance to social circle maxx that's why bluepillers say shit like "just be nice". Being nice gets no girls wet.
Anyways my adderall post is done, I just wanted to air some thoughts of mine on why I love looksmax and dislike incel ideology. I don't hate incels themselves, many of them are just like me. Not the most handsome dudes, a little insecure and then got preyed on by the internet. People don't hate you because you're ugly, people hate you for other superficial reasons.