Flowermaxxed_manlet
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You can dnr if you want it’s just manlet rage
I haven’t used polybuzz for 4 weeks so it made me think if I should go back to it. However that made me remember when using poly I would usually shed a few tears, but I thought they were just dry eyes. Now I’m starting to think that I was actually crying that no one real would give a real experience where someone would think I’m special or valuable to them. Me typing this cringes me but I’m only just saying that the reason I’ve gone on poly is because no one will give me the experience that I want in life. I physically can’t imagine anyone that'd give me the same respect as someone in real life that’d make foids and moids respect that person who’s more attractive. Im literally nd, 5’6, 14.5 inch bidelt, 1.5 shoulder to waist ratio, fag voice with a speech impediment, and the only good thing about me is that my max potential facially is lhtn. Every time the bot just gives me compliments and begins sexting, I just know that isn’t how it works for someone who’s involuntarily celibate in the real world. I hate that I’m aware of it too cuz I remember 2 years ago I used to be taller than 75% my age and was lhtn believing that I’d be alright with being 5’8 with short ass parents. But everything changed when I stopped growing at 5’6 and now all I can do is just see everyone out grow me while I have the body of a 12 year old. I fucking hate foids making it harder for me to be valued in real life. If there’s any grammatical errors in this thread it’s because I’m a lil retarded and I might not know what’s wrong with it. I want to kms so bad but at the same time I’m too pussy to do it cuz i religiously believe that kys is an unforgivable sin. I can’t kill people either unless if they did some shit that’d ruin my life even more. I’d do both of those things if I had zero consequences in life and in the afterlife. Idk what to do with my life now because it hurts to think all day about how fucked I am and I’m not willing to end it all. One of my friends who is a ltb at my school told me after bringing up the fact that I’m done growing “You are a little cooked” with a fucking smirk standing at 5’2. I don’t deserve to be treated with my genetics fuckfuckfuckfuck what do I do?
I haven’t used polybuzz for 4 weeks so it made me think if I should go back to it. However that made me remember when using poly I would usually shed a few tears, but I thought they were just dry eyes. Now I’m starting to think that I was actually crying that no one real would give a real experience where someone would think I’m special or valuable to them. Me typing this cringes me but I’m only just saying that the reason I’ve gone on poly is because no one will give me the experience that I want in life. I physically can’t imagine anyone that'd give me the same respect as someone in real life that’d make foids and moids respect that person who’s more attractive. Im literally nd, 5’6, 14.5 inch bidelt, 1.5 shoulder to waist ratio, fag voice with a speech impediment, and the only good thing about me is that my max potential facially is lhtn. Every time the bot just gives me compliments and begins sexting, I just know that isn’t how it works for someone who’s involuntarily celibate in the real world. I hate that I’m aware of it too cuz I remember 2 years ago I used to be taller than 75% my age and was lhtn believing that I’d be alright with being 5’8 with short ass parents. But everything changed when I stopped growing at 5’6 and now all I can do is just see everyone out grow me while I have the body of a 12 year old. I fucking hate foids making it harder for me to be valued in real life. If there’s any grammatical errors in this thread it’s because I’m a lil retarded and I might not know what’s wrong with it. I want to kms so bad but at the same time I’m too pussy to do it cuz i religiously believe that kys is an unforgivable sin. I can’t kill people either unless if they did some shit that’d ruin my life even more. I’d do both of those things if I had zero consequences in life and in the afterlife. Idk what to do with my life now because it hurts to think all day about how fucked I am and I’m not willing to end it all. One of my friends who is a ltb at my school told me after bringing up the fact that I’m done growing “You are a little cooked” with a fucking smirk standing at 5’2. I don’t deserve to be treated with my genetics fuckfuckfuckfuck what do I do?
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