Why tf do i always feel like people are holding their laugh around me

[bddcoper]

Literally always. Some fucking 5'5" 30% body fat sub 5 chink was trying not to laugh at something in an elevator with just me and him and he wasn't on his phone. Why tf does ts always happen when there are literally sub3s and the ugliest people I've seen irl at my university but they have more friends than me. I'm 6 feet and facemog that dirty chink too so why tf is he laughing. Or maybe it's all ij my head? I saw him smiling this time but maybe my peripheral vision is fooling me during the other times. Idk ofc I need to ascend but do these niggas even look in the mirror before judging others cuz even if im just thst ugly what gives u the right to laugh when u literally look worse in every way

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

Ok
well

 

[Orka]

Literally always. Some fucking 5'5" 30% body fat sub 5 chink was trying not to laugh at something in an elevator with just me and him and he wasn't on his phone. Why tf does ts always happen when there are literally sub3s and the ugliest people I've seen irl at my university but they have more friends than me. I'm 6 feet and facemog that dirty chink too so why tf is he laughing. Or maybe it's all ij my head? I saw him smiling this time but maybe my peripheral vision is fooling me during the other times. Idk ofc I need to ascend but do these niggas even look in the mirror before judging others cuz even if im just thst ugly what gives u the right to laugh when u literally look worse in every way

Schizophrenia

 

[Narcot1cs]

I think it's all in your head.
He could've been laughing because he imagined something in his head not because of you.
When you're worried about how other people perceive you, you can interpret that as mockery or judgement.

 

[Hundred]

Meds, now

 

[bddcoper]

I think it's all in your head.
He could've been laughing because he imagined something in his head not because of you.
When you're worried about how other people perceive you, you can interpret that as mockery or judgement.

Sometimes i think so because it's gotten worse over the past year despite becoming objectively better looking (leaner, much less visible acne, slimmer nose, etc). But my question is why else would be laughing. Sometimes i feel like people look at me then start laughing (it's happened they look at me then start smiling almost like they are trying not to laugh, so why else would it happen). Again there are uglier people at my university and even in the same room yet they don't get this